very very tired day larhhs.

hmm. today feeling unwell lorhh den after school i ps zhihui they all came home. hais. im so bad horr..? sorry darlings!!! i still love ya all yeah? hahas. hmm so many undone hw and assignmentss. hais lame larhs. And somemore i really hate people out of the sudden stress me about o level lor. saying that o level cuming must prepare or something relevant to it. hais. Fortnightly liketat say still okay lorhh. but not Frequently rite? really make me piss off and freak out cus i really super dun like e o lvl lorhs. yadayadayada. Anyway, just now i felt so sick and tired and felt like leaning onto someone's shoulder larhs. what a feeling. duh., today had e physics test . It was so simple cans! more simple den what i expected. hehes. hopefully i can score full marks larrhs *prays* hmm. very tired lorhs stil have so many storybooks haven read.. like eh 3 - 4 of them? omg. gonna be a bust month for me.. hehes CNY cuming le!! girls girls!! chiio me out go shop for clothies kkies?!! hahas. gonna stop here le. Have geog test tml.. no confidence of doing it well at all lorhs. Geog? hais.

p/s: edwiin said i look like some sort of dancer (hehes happy cus i adore dancing!!! =]])

tired. very extraodinary tired .

wee!! had a tired day today larrhs.. went to wee liang's hse study lorrhs.. v v tired and sleepy nw.. tml having a phys test.. wish me good luck ya? hahas. Phew. Thurs have geog test !! so many tests at the same week continuously.. i can really die arhh!!! hais.. study? buu yao jing.. sarah!!! jiayou!! endure this last year and get into ur dream course yarrh?!! teh hamingu!!!!!! hehes.. must motivate each other nwadays le.. my frens all started revising for o's le.. But me leii? hais. stil haven!!! hais. buck up buck up!!!! hais.. Hmm.. somemore 31th january we've got adam khoo workshop... sian lehhs. 3 full days!!! can dun go?? hahas i dun wanna end up like kenny korkor - he said he put on 2kg during the 3 days... hahas.. i dun wan hor!!! hahas. okay larhs really gotta sleep le yeah? v v tired and sloppy le =X.
Today chatted with edwin during chinese class.. hahas i didnt noe chatting with him was so nice and fun hahas he's fun to talk to larrh!!! hehe can share thingies with him de.. Getting to know him better le.. Realise that he aint not that wierd afterall hahas and hmm, looking forward to his piano performance!!! *WOW*
By the way, single is still nice larrh!! hahas can walk around with any one u like including guys cus nobodii will angry and it won't ruin ur mood either. hehes. oh ya, last mon i saw jingfen. hahas. she;s so good lorh envy her - dun nid to study liao.. hais. waiting for my 'off-school-say too!!! hahas. L1B4-11 is enough for me. *hopes*.
p/s: saving up for my new year clothes!!!!! and levi's jeans!! =]]

miss many people loadds - janelle aiai!!! jiekie mami!! linda darling!! and i truly miss the days nim and i were close larrhs.. hais. =[[

wee!!!

Wee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Here to blog again..... hahas. bought quite a no. of things these few days lorhhs ... all my fav thingiess... hehes.. bought one new pair of POLKA DOT RIBBON heels and a STRAWBERRY bottle!! hehes. love them man. ahahs. I feel so reluctant to face this world. hais. With the passing of each day, it marks the arrival of Olevel getting closer... So... dun feel like taking o level man. so scared jorrs. hahas. But i still have to do it yeah? hais. i must get into TOURISM AND RESORT MANAGEMENT that course larhs. really love it lorrhs. GUys need ur help hehes. remind me to study kkaes? hahas. no time to slack. i know it. But im still not working hard enough larh. still not revising much of the sec 3's work lorhs. What must i do? not sure leis. hais. someone please guide me alone cans? please.




hehes my new heels =]] love them both larhs!!
miie =]]
our reflectiion at lot toiilet on the 21th of january C=
ah toot!! hehes

p/s: i wanna buy new red naiil poliish!! =]]

Ngee Ann poly..

School brought us to Ngee Ann poly today jorrs. Very funny, when we reached there so many peepos went stright home. LOL. Weeliang even said that Ngee Ann sux. And i was like ''huh?!! dun liddat say larhs. My sis is from this institute one lorr'' i protested larhs hahas. Den anyway i dunno what happened to wenjie larhs.. He's wierd jorrs. And by the way, i saw his wound. It's so super scary lorh. Bleeding until his shirt oso kena den i almost puked-cus i got disgusted by the blood stain marhs (not intentional de sowiie!!)...
Hmm den i had a blood test to see im from which blood group and *boo!* im from B++ one lorrs. hahas. After that, we went to find aiai-dionis and i went home larhs. Waited for bus 75/184. A long wait though. Anyway, i saw my pri sch classmate-tat yi. I m somehow rather sure that it's him - the boy who used to laugh at me and bully me yet always lose to MrJohnson cus he always have tackles to make tat yi *loss for words* hahas. i always admire Mr JOhnson cus he's so charming and suave larhs but quite sad he didnt regconise me e last last year i went back to primary school. hahas.
He's really a nice PE teacher lorhs - ignoring the fact that opening the rock wall for us is such a hassle moreover we are having relieve classes from him not PE. hahas. jealous huh? lol you should be cus he's the nicest guy cher ive ever met. *claps*. Back to the tat yi stuff, just now i saw him he seem so soft already. not the once bad and irritating guy before. People do change yeah? I noticed a girl beside him, seem so close to him de. And he watched her unbearingly as she alighted the bus and walked off... Sweet aint it? hahas. i just find these kinda couples thingie so sweet nwadays nw that i dun haf a lover le. hahas. Wierd norrhs. hehes. okay gotta end here le. Habing npcc tomorrow yet i still havent prepare the things. Dead meat le. hahas.

late late at night feel like slping larhhs!!

tired tired!!! hahas but dun wanna slp lehhs cus muz blog first. hahas. haisx. bored life. utterly meaningless somehow. hais. i feel like im losing my determination to do things in my life already. But why? haiz. i truly didnt want that lorr. How do i go about changing that? it seems so hard to. Today had a maths test. The first few qns were still medium standard larhs. but e last qns asking bout e bearing thingie v -_-'' lorhs. i dun even noe what the qns is talking about let alone asking.. LOL.
Feeling damn sick today. used quite a few packets of tissues today ald..Vv tired and sloppy. I came home had my lunch, watch tv until ard 5plus i went to slp. But then 6plus mummy came home and call me to wake up. Said that my sis's waiting for me at lot one to collect the specs ald. Then immediately i wake up den prepare then straight away pia go lot one wanting to mit her. But to my surprise she said she wasnt at lot one when i called her. Instead, she said she's still waiting for her bus 188 to arrive. What the.. so i bobian go lot one walk a bit, in a super sick state, then go library cus i shopped ard the shopping centre so many tyms le lorh meaningless to shop again seeing the same things. I found a suitable place to sit dwn and rest and at that point of time, i felt so bad and i cried lorhs. Super unwell. The surrounding was so cold it froze my hands and my body temperature seem to be rising as each minute passes.. So, i was feeling super terrible. cried there and i guess some ppl saw it larhs. hais. embarrassment. hais. den after i waited for so long, jiejie finally sms me to say that she's arriving soon. But she wanted to use the washroom first before meeting me at e food court there. I slot the books that i took out back into the shelves again and went dwn to the basement. I headed straight to the toilet cus i needed it too. While i walked i, jiejie came out. She waited for me a while bfore we went to collect out specs..... After the collection, we waited for eric korkor to fetch us and we headed home. Finally hone sweet home. hais. i dun wanna attend school tml.. i am sick. i hate to wake up early in the morning.. hais. but what can i do? The adam khoo workshop i dun even noe whether am i gg to attend or not. It's expensive larhs. 190dollars. hais. somemore nwadays mummy's always having financial; probs... Then like i feel v bad if i hve to ask her to fork out so much for the 3full days talk lor. hais.


the 2 poohs-my nite darlings.[have to say nite to them den ill slp hehe]]
[[our neoneos, the necklace he gave, i gave him, e heart he gave, e two pairs of earrings
he WALKED away and left w/ the pair of shoes
neoneos!!
i drew derrhs. wanted to gif him de but in the end never..

i took out the things he gave me just nw, suddenly felt so happy looking at those stuffs. hahas. it's like seeing him real close to me lorhs. hais. why am i so lovesick? for this guy who cares the heck of me and dun even care about my existence? WHY? why aint i not stronger? hais. to still wait for someone whom to me i think that he's forgotten about me and perhaps, having a new girl nw?