practical exam!

Today's the 20th of August.

Just a gentle reminder on a few significant days :

1. 22th august- BIOLOGY practical prelim two.

2. 24th august- ENGLISH prelim two paper ONE.

3. 12th september- MATHS paper ONE, SOCIAL STUDIES.

4. 13th september - ENGLISH paper TWO, GEOGRAPHY

5. 14th september- SUBSCI paper ONE, SCI(PHYS) paper TWO.

6. 17th september-MATHS paper TWO, BIOLOGY paper TWO.

7. 18th september-SCI(CHEM) paper THREE.

8. 2oth september- BIOLOGY paper ONE.

Urghs. one, two , five , twenty-two days left before my first theory paper. Have to study very hard and start mugging ! No more slacking and spending my time un-wisely on stuff like coming online. gosh. Time flies. This will be my last blog before the o level ends =D.

For this guy named: mel.

I just see the need to mention and clarify some things.

Firstly, i had no intention of referring you as a burden so please please stop thinking that you are one.

Secondly, I just want and hope to save some vague memories of us in my heart.

Thirdly, i truly hope that at least after this, i will be once a good girlfriend you had in your heart. Forthly, that's all i'm gonna say. I will be strong. I must be. I'm no longer whom you thought i was. I'm gonna change. I will stop deluding myself that it's alright to be fragile once in a blue mood.

So, hopefully, when we meet again , i'll smile to you and say '' hello! my FRIEND'.

Till then, best wishes to you. I know you will root for me in my o level. I will excel with a good result that's wholly mine. Wait for my good news =D Meanwhile, JIAYOU BAHS! You WERE a good guy whom i loved deeply.

Dadada. The clock's ticking and i'm wasting my precious time away. Got to study already. tata people!

i need a break, period.

I need a break, a clean break, period.

I really do need a break, to concentrate on my studies. I don't want to bother you anymore. You see, why continue when it's obvious that things are changing, feelings are fading? I don't want to hold on to it anymore, neither do you i guess..? Take cares bahs. It was a mistake right from the begining. But it's alright, people do and must make mistakes. I'll learn from this mistake and carry on. Wish me all the best for my o level bahs. I'll be thankful to you.And hopefully, you will get back to your ex again. Best wishes to you both.

Alrights, i'm back to blog. hehes. Had been studying every other day. It's boring i know. But, 2 mroe months and it'll all be so over. I believe the result i will get will be worth all these mugging. I love weekends. Weekends are so rare yet great. I'll be able to sleep through friday night and wake up late on saturday. That will allow me to replenish myself after like 4 hours of sleep only per day? wednesday's the worst , i slept for an hour or so only. That's so pathetic i know, that's not good i know , that will cause me grave consequences i know. But, to me all that's important are just my grades on that o level certificate. There's no way i can redo anything and i'm dreadful of re-doing anything. I SHALL MAKE A PASS, A GOOD PASS. SET ASIDE EVERYTHING ELSE.

Arhs. i'm so not in the mood to type anything now. Gotten my o level chinese result.The feeling of getting back that result was so nerve-wrecking. I nearly cried due to the jittery feeling. I didn't ! heehee. But i did cry after all when i got back my result . It was such a relieve. Phew. Now, i should work towards other goals of mine.! I'll motivate myself along the way =D.

okay, i'll end it here. tata.

National Day!

Firstly, i would like to wish all HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!! . It's been a long and rocky journey for Singapore :)) Be contented with what we have now. It's a blessing :) So, i'm gonna start uploading pictures !!! hehe.

1) the making of heart-shaped sushi!!

how it looked like initially..

Then it became like that..

Heart-BROKEN sushi..

And like that in the end..

That was when i started weeping like a poor child..

2) The making of heart-shaped chocolate..

Aluminium mould..

The making of chocolate!! hee.

This is the end product :))

Unfortunately, the sushi's destroyed. But, the chocolate is still shivering the the fridge waiting for it's owner. Hais. I admit i'm silly. bollocks. I guess i'm gonna throw it away soon since it will never land in the hands of its owner. Why bother to keep it when it's turning bad??

tata.

Yet another mundane day.

Oh fark. i'm getting pissed off with my life, totally. Arhs! Hate this kinda life. Well, i guess i just have to keep motivating myself that everything's gonna END in 2 mths time. i Have to.

Went to liming's house today. we made sushi!! hehes. Initially i wanted to go home with des, but i felt like going jp . So, we called dionis to ask her if they want to go. She told us they're making sushi and prompt us to go too. hee. i was very excited then. Jumping about in the middle of the road attracting one bus driver's attention. aha. He must have thought i escaped from the asylum. hah. I knew it and i was like ''Happy national daY! today must be happy wad! '' lol.

We met, went to sheng siong and prime market to grab our ingredients and headed straight to liming's house. We made sushi, and i made my own collection!! hehe. Although one of it was ruined when i gave it to des saying :''nah! this signifies my love for you. delicated to u de! '' When she took it up, the rice fell from both ends. LOL. And i grumbled. Then i made one triangular one for sheila, it's successful ok! (although it doesn't look triangular, but it is meant to be lor!) hehe. By the way, liming is such a greedypig. Fancy him eating the crab meat w/o heating it. Dots lor. We said to him ''eh. i think u dun need to eat the sushi.Since you only eat cold food. hahas. go eat lorh!'' lol. He kept eating our sushi we made saying ''eh nvm ugly it's alright. i eat can le'' dots. hehe. We kept bullying him and it's so fun!! Haven't hang out with them for ages. LOVE THEM LOTS LOTS!!!

At the end, i made a heart-shaped sushi. tadah! It looked fabulous to me. My proud workpiece. hehe. I took pictures of it, but i can't upload it up yet. But anyway, it broke into 2 parts while i was on the way home. HEART-broken. Then i got emotional i shook the box so hard that everything flew out. I threw into the bin wailing like a pathetic child who's lost. urgh. It's obvious i wasn't crying over the broken sushi. I just felt as if the sushi have an affinity with me, it's like it's telling me '' stop hiding everything inside, stop tormenting yourself , get on with life. '' I'm such a pathetic geek. hais.

Reached home , was too lethargic i flunged myself to my bed and slept. Well, i'm awake now. Feel like studying later. hahas. Didn't study the whole day, this can't do. oh gosh.



Okay it's great if those sound interesting or amusing to you because i just felt that today's yet another mundane day.



Tata ppl!




ending with: GINGER, the school cat :)) (he's a lazy bumm.)









Is there any way to salvage the situation? i can't figure out what's wrong.

blog!

Dadada. It seems like my blog is becoming dead, real dead. No more update , taggies, and so on. Might as well delete this isn't it?
Well, although i'm back to blog again but i do not know where to start with. Lol. I've been pushing myself to study. Even if it means resting for just pathetic 3 hours . I have to ENDURE this kind of intensive study for 3 more months , and i'll be FREED. Wee. i'm so exhilarated about the prom night. Four years past by in a glance, secondary life is going to an end, a new begining awaits me. I'll give my very best and receive brilliant results. i will. =]] lalala. I bought a new RED jacket!! hehes. And i'm starting to realise that i actually have a soft spot on red stuff. Aren't they attractive ? hehes. Maybe, i got that influence from my ex. In addition, strawberries stuff are commonly available in red so it really did a major help in attracting me to red. teehee.
Mother Nature's found me again. Having bad cramps. haiya.
By the way, my prelim one was really disastrous. VERY uber horrendous. I'm really rueful about not studying and coming up with such STUPID results. Totally duh. aiya. But fret not, i'll sore to great heights! hahas. That's the motto of my primary school!! hehes.
Hmm. i gotta go and clean myself first and back to study. TAta people!

remember to tag ! :]]










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