fides's gone, here comes mst..

Random: The Apology Act Contract i(we) made for Ms chen :)

Breathless - Shayne Ward

If our love was a fairy tale

I would charge in and rescue you

On a yacht baby we would sail

To an island where we'd say I do
And if we had babies they would look like you

It'd be so beautiful if that came true

You don't even know how very special you are

Chorus
You leave me breathless

You're everything good in my life

You leave me breathless

I still can't believe that you're mine

You just walked out of one of my dreams

So beautiful you're leaving me -Breathless

And if our love was a story book

We would meet on the very first page

The last chapter would be about

How I'm thankful for the life we've made
And if we had babies they would have your eyes

I would fall deeper watching you give life

You don't even know how very special you are

Chorus
You leave me breathless

You're everything good in my life

You leave me breathless

I still can't believe that you're mine

You just walked out of one of my dreams

So beautiful you're leaving meBreathless
You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me

You're like an angel

The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me

You're something special

I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me

But all I can do is try

Every day of my life

This is such a beautiful song, parts of it totally suits what i want you to know.

Boy you are so special, so loving, so suave, so smart, so protective and so kind

You're like an angel -always guiding me.

I can't find any words to say, your'e my support my life my love

And truthfully, i will just wilt & die a rotten flower if you leave me on the lurch.

I'mma just hoping that this moment can last forever..

If i have the chance, i hope to get married with you& we will both work hard for our family.

We will make babies, babies who will have my eyes, your nose, my mouth ...

But i wonder..... is there such a thing " wish come true?"

If there is...

Well then, let me be the first to testify it.

School's been hectic , especially today (thursday) . Class started at 8am sharp and ended at 6pm. I'm really sick of squeezing with the 'inconsiderate' passengers in the mrt & today had to be the worst - Morning peak hour, evening peak hour & i really thought i would be dead- suffocate in the train.

Ironically, i find school really interesting & fun. I feel that the modules i'm taking this year are really fun ; prolly because i can relate easily to them - service - so yeaa, i'm hoping to achieve better grades this year. I find myself excited to go to school in the morning, i no longer dread school like how i used to do & it's really a good thing. Personally, i feel that it's my current clique who've changed me. They are nice when i'm nice & they are not afraid to scold/get mad/lecture me when i did something wrong or acted irresponsibly. I started doing my tutorials now because dennis& yuting always say " MUST DO AH" (haha~) & i'm pretty glad i made a wise decision. I'm not saying that the other group isn't good but maybe maybe, i'm just not meant to be part of their group? Maybe we all have different personalities & we didn't know how to accept & communicate with each other? Although my english seems like the poorest in this clique, i will not stop trying. I learn & i try & i think they wouldn't ostrasize me because of my bad command of english? In relation to that, i think that my brain have been only half-used since i started my polytechnic. The other half remains shutted & eh eh , i'm so gonna open it again!

Fides left Singapore & is in Phiphi now , hers was a tuesday flight & i went to send her off.

Well, not exactly. I didn't wake up on time & til now i'm still pretty upset with myself for not waking up as early. I reached the budget terminal one step after she checked in. I love her, she's such a sweetie pie & i miss her. I couldn't control myself i didn't stop my tears from flowing because she's one of my best friends ; yet i couldn't send her off due to my own tireness. She will only be back next year, and i guess this one year is gonna be a long wait.

Eh eh eh eh , i think i have the most adorable fiance in the world :) My prepaid's low so i couldn't and i didn't contact him at all today and he was so worried. He even messaged Yuting and asked her if i was with her. In addition, he added this really cute confused-question mark animation which made us smile/laugh ! Wahahahha, hubby's so cute :) I love him, miss him so much :X

Pioneer Clique is still the best :)

Hoho~
First of all, i love my sweetie girlies!
And i really wish that Fides can stay longer here T.T
I will most probably send her off on tuesday, planning to pon school together heh :)
Meeting up with them is always so fun :D
I love you all muackssssssssss ^^

P/s. Please stop throwing your tantrams on me.
P/s/s. Please don't fall deeper, xiaoling.

Abandoned Old Blog, Brand new blog.

"Favourite Place" of ours..
Look at the sea ..

The Aqua Pool -as deep as 2.4m, doesn't seem like it uh?


Where we stayed for the whole week..

I like this pathway..

As mentioned earlier, this will be my first update since i went MIA hurh ++" It's 2.17am in the morning & i'm still waiting for my hair to dry & i reckon i will be dead beat tomorrow at 8am RWPS. I've finally spoken to my new collegue & she looks like a 16 year old girl but guess what? She's married with 2 kids ; 1 at the age of 4years old & she's 21 this year. " Are you happy with your early marriage [16years old] ?" "Yes! I'm happy with my husband". Her reply had me thinking... Will my life somehow, turns out like hers? i love kids ; they are really adorable & cheery and once, i wished that my current boyfriend would be my husband in the near future. I feel that a hidden part of me still wishes for this small dream to be fulfilled yet the other part of me just refuses to face reality & dream big. I'm actually not one who likes to shun problems & get pass it overtime but when it comes to this, i'm just afraid that ultimately, my expectations will not be met, leaving behind a broken heart & an unstable condition.

....I guess this' the reason why i ain't being myself ......

....I guess i'm just too insensitive..

....I guess i'm not strong enough, i'm afraid of being left alone....

Anyway back to the cheery part, BATAM was hella fun >< color="#000099">servers+guests CA10 test". Hohohoho, sounds cool? It's cool. The two classes took turns to be servers & guests. The first day, we(03) were the the servers & i paired with dennis . We took charge of the table for 4 & our guests were either urm, deaf? dumb? physically unfit or blind. I think the only obstacle i faced was communication. I wasn't clear who played which role initially & spoke to each of them (Some obviously couldn't reply while others couldn't see/ hear). Weixian was the blind man & he swallowed a mini cake wrapper. I feel so guilty because i was the one who forgot he was blind & didn't remove the wrapper for him while him, being such a good actor, swallowed the wrapper & asked me. I didn't even believe him at first. =_" Oooopppssss.

The next day, we were the guests. Our class came up with great ideas like fengshui master(who went around the whole restaurant busy giving tailsman ,making darrell busy following him behind to pick up all the tailsman he gave.) Unhappy married couple, foreign (thai+jap+korean) tourists, B.O desperate group, proposal group and (yuting & i) - the fussy/unreasonable/crazy group. We kept asking the 04s to change our cutlerys and plates & we even got the guys to fan us. =-" Sorry Wanny, Carlyn, Cassandra, Weili & crosby heh ><>

Hmms. I touched down at around 2 in the afternoon on 16th May 09 & yuting's dad sent us home. Thank you yuting ><><>

Shopaholic Sarah bought many new clothings this week & she's thinking of saving up from now on to buy baby & herself a couple high-cut leather sneakers from converse that she eyed for since months ago. High-cut sneakers are full of attitude, i like ~ ><

I miss my girls & clique. I may be skipping the upcoming chalet. I hope this feeling will end soon. Please.

untitled.

I'm currently in School waiting for time to pass , Business law lecture :D
I skipped the morning class today becaue my eyes was all swollen & in much pain when i woke up this morning.
Ah, i don't feel like going Batam anymore because i'll miss my husbby , sweetie pie.
But then again, i can't wait because it's gonna be fun so i'm excited! :D

P/s. I wonder how jiejie's doing, i miss her ); Everyone miss her, & that includes the greedy Mrlucky.

ooOoo Baby, i miss you. I hope to see you tomorrow!

Chessy , willy.

Boys over flowers. This presumably "hot" drama film now sounds so stupid to me (Dionis, stop going gaga over it ahhaha!) . This is like a typical remake of meteor Garden by the real taiwanese band F4 & it's like English remake of japanese horror films. Stupid. I would seriously prefer to watch Meteor Garden for once more than watch unoriginal boys over flowers by those koreans.

Type A H1N1 . This flu thing is giving me shivers. Please Please stop spreading you dilly willy virus. My sis is situated at Hong kong now & initially she was supposed to put up at the hotel (Wan chai) which the infected mexican tourist stayed in. She is now in another hotel but still, she just told me that she'll be transferring to the infected hotel in the following day.
BOLLOCKS , CAN YOU SEE HOW WORRIED I AM? SERIOUSLY LAH, ARE YOUR SYDNEY ORGANISERS STUPID OR WHAT HUH JIE? WHAT'S WRONG WITH THEIR BRAINS. THIS IS LIKE PUSHING AN INNOCENT VIRGIN INTO A ROOM INFESTED WITH SICKO RAPERS AND HOPING THAT SHE WOULDN'T GET RAPED. (While i'm typing this, tears rolled down because it's going be so risky I'm so afraid & i don't want to not be able to see my sister again.)

I DON'T WANT. Out of the blue, I miss my sister so much. I feel stupid for arguing with her all those times because of those clothes/bags issue and i want my sister to come back now. I swear i am gonna hate those stupid organisers to the core & never forgive them shall any mishaps happen to my sister (Touch 100000000 wood! )
From now on, i'm going to cross fingers & keep up with the virus' news & pray to my daddy that my sister will return home safely after her trip , please ! I love my sister i don't wanna lose her :(

SB Printing room. Usually i don't bother about those admin issues like printing study notes because it's always our class rep's duty to see to such stuff lah. But this time for our FBM notes, Bong borrowed the text from 06 and we zapped those pages out. 500++ pages in total. We passed the notes to the Auntie on monday to print them & i must really compliment that they are super efficient in printing. Goody goody goody. When bong & i went to print some study notes today, we found out that the 16 copies are already (Binded +Printed) ready for collection. It's like so cool lah, they managed 15 copies in a day ; 1 copy amounting up to 550pgs. Effective & efficient & i'm like really proud of them :)

Subway. I've tried many sandwiches / bread & i still strongly feel that they have the best bread (Parmesan Oregano!) & they make the best sandwiches lah. This morning Bong & i went to lot one's outlet to catch the 5.90 offer & Gee! we are both loving it to the maxiiiiii :D Somehow, i think that they are pretty much hit by the recession too & it's good because -low demand = reduced price = our satisfaction ! heh, I think my opinions are reliable because dearrest hubby had been addicted to it once (When he was working at Komachi) because of me me me! He's got good taste & we all enjoy food so yeaaa, i'm soo lucky i'm not like any of those girls who are aneraxic. hahahha. On one hand, i pity them but on the other hand, i just can't sympathise with them because please lah, we only live once & life is too short for you to be starving all the time. This only shows that you are gonna die earlier than you are supposed to because of not consuming anything. So my advice is, if they really think so they look good scrawny, i beg to differ. The fact that there are zero sized models doesn't neccessarily defines that all girls have to be like that. Some guys doesn't like girls who are skinny because they can only feel bones when they hug those girls! HAHAHA. So girls, please continue to be vain but please induce a limit to being vain. Skinny is not = pretty , but to most people skinny = scary.
Batam, i'm going to Batam next week! I'm afraid/full of hope/exhilarated at the same time! It's certainly gonna be lots of fun with the guys & Jill, Bong! :D Let's say hello to night mahjong sessions, poker card sessions & buffet setting morning sessions . Weeeeeeex.

Boyfriend, I miss my boyfriend cum finance cum husband he's so sweet i love him the most muacks. Jill, Dennis & Saheera, please stop saying that his nose is fake because i'ts real real real! It's untouched by surgeons & it's real to my touch :D It's done by mother nature heh heh. Just like people who's got flat nose, a glance & you will know they are natural right? Yea they are definitely relevant :D But speaking of him, i think i'm going to miss him & my family v much. I;ll get lovesick & homesick i predict. T.T Can they come with me???? XD

Beauty Sleep. I'm in need of my beauty sleep . My body's back to normal & i'm feeling sleepy now because it's time to sleeeeepp. So, Good night everybody!!! :D Have a huge strawberries dream! See you all in your dreams :D

Some silly jokes :
Sarah : Ooooohh. We're seeing ghosts everyday.
Bong : *giggles*
Dennis : *laughs*
All of us agree silently. :D

Herman : Let's spilt into two. We are 03A.
Jianwei : .....
Bong: ==
Sarah : Eh herman, have you enough of your stupid A/B joke? You've been saying this for the past few days.
Jianwei : Since last week !
All : *laughs*

You may not find it funny but these little things are our source of entainment to pull through bored school days. *winks* Lastly, i love my family & girlfriends & dearest hubby!


mMm... What should i get mum for mummy's day?

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine..

1 cheer to Sentosa! 1 cheer to the beach and 3 cheers to my ever-so-lovely clique !

It was such a pity dion didn't join us .....

But nonetheless, there will still be next time !

So the sweet few of us headed Sentosa last friday, labour's day.

And ooooo It was really well-spent & i'm craving for more XD

Although it was hell packed with people (especially indians ><), we managed to settle somewhere on the beach & carry on with our activities.

Seriously speaking, the are the BEST FRIENDS i've ever met & i swear i'm just gonna keep them by my heart for my entire life.

Reasons:

They don't ignore me when i speak to them during project work,

They will never ostrasize me & they will get the picture right before making judgements.

They freaking understand me when i say i couldn't join them , they will just accept without any questions.

They are grown-ups, -you know- they will use their brain WISELY before saying anything.

We quarrel often, even due to the slightest things but after a few seconds, we're still best friends forever.

We are straight to one another ; if there's something we can't accept, we tell each other.

Most importantly,

WE ACCEPT ONE ANOTHER'S WEAKNESS AND IT BECOMES OUR STRENGTH.

So yeah, how can i tell them how much they mean to me?

Well, i'm pretty sure they already know how much i love them *Winks*

From right to left : Jianhao,liming, Daphni, Sarah, Sheila & her bbb Jasper :)

this was taken while waiting for the tram.

If i'm asked to sacrify one school day just for a day of fun on the beach, i wouldn't mind heh.

I love the beach, the sunny feeling you can get nowhere else and the tan you can get is wonderful. wooo. I love sun-tanning. I shall sicko dearest hubby to head to Sentosa with me one day...

Speaking of him, did i mention he bought me a authenic satin hello kitty pyjama? hoooo* I'm so loving it & i'm so loving him muacks muacks muacks muacks. Me love~

The strongest feeling i've ever felt after so long is to be reminded that someone treasures you so greeatly.

Although it's been years.

XOXO.