Baby baby baby :,(

YOU GUYS WILL NEVER HAVE ANY IDEA HOW UNWILLING I AM TO LET MY HUBBY GO )):

Thursday , yesterday was a fine day. Basically, i went over to dada's house with him to pack his bag for him ; then over to people's park (chinatown) and met up with Dada's mum ; his brother and yinghui. I went home with Yinghui that day. Reason being our houses are quite near ( Okays, at least it's on the way) each other . I had an enjoyable and nice chat with her & realised she's nice to chat with (: Hees. Looking forward to meeting up with her real sooooooooon :DD
Thanks Ah Girl! ; you made me forget that It's kinda depressing & Saddening that dadar is going off the next day. And and, Next time don't take red line cans? Hahas. It took so long =.=" hehehes! (:

Friday , which is none other than today; i woke up and realised that the dress (Hubby bought me two days ago looks fugly. WHY? Blame it on my stupidity ; & the stupid design . Stupidity as i thought i was just merely soaking the dress in softan + Water. Stupid & Silly Design as : Fancy the person, stiching both the white top part and the black bottom skirt part together. Result? White colour got mixed with the black colour and white colour lost. Meaning the white top is now filled with fugly black patches. DOTS! It's like i didn't even wear it anytime out before?! Bollocks.! :X
Early in the morning, i have to get my heart broken and cry for such incidents~! Arh! Mum tried to help anyway, she poured some Bleach over the top white part. Let's see how it goes tomorrow then (: *Prays hard hard that it'll be back to square one!*
Anyway, i toasted a few pieces of bread and made some sandwiches for darling in the morning. (In case he gets hungry in the whole coach journey~ :D)
I met him, we had breakfast with his mum and off he went T.T .I was so crestfallen and unwilling to let him go. )): And i tried my best to put on a strong front , smile to him and say :"Bye darling! I love you" . I was devastated the moment the thought of not being able to see him for a total of 3 months (& perhaps more? ) strikes past my mind. SIGHS. Why?

Darling i'm so reluctant to let go. Please forgive me, i promised i wouldn't cry but i couldn't control. It just hurts me as badly as if i lost a piece of my flesh. Baby , you will always be my little baby & i will linger on ~ The hardest thing on Earth is to bear the pain that's pricking me when you're so near yet so far. Missing is the most simple & most painful word amongst all.

After he left, i rushed for my tuition lesson immediately and managed to reach on time. But but, she was so .....~! How can she hand up so many pieces of incomplete homeworks?? Duh duh! ): Left with no choice, i left her 40 mins to complete one of the assessment and let me mark it by today :X The tuition ended late so i arrived late and everyone (most of the people) were already waiting for me opposite pioneer Secondary. My peeps and i went back to collect our School Graduation Certificates anyway (: It was a very quick and short process so everyone headed Samuel's Condominium shortly. The bbq was Kinda weird; (lol!) But nonetheless, i enjoyed fooling around with my peepos with my ever uber random character ( Like eh, "YO WASSUP" the first minute & "I MISS MY HUBBY" the next minute?) I guess i annoyed many peepos anyway. hahahas, i saw it was boring so i intended to create a livier atmosphere. :DD

Cruise is just 2 Days away but i'm neither enthusiatic nor exhilarated about it :(
Yeah, you should know why i suppose? :(
CIP and tuition (maybe) Tomorrow. Gotta Write baby a letter, mark my student's book and turn in for the night. SOBS .






I MISS MY BABY'S WARM EMBRACE AND SWEETEST KISSES THAT NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME FEEL SECURE.











Oh ya by the way, I've actually created a movie (video clip ) of Baby and me? I was just pondering should i publish it. Any suggestions anyone? Upload or not??























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woohoo!

I've changed my blogskin again!!! Mainly because i like this pinkish one ( So pinkish for an UN-pinkish me ) I find this skin really simple yet nice. That's the reason i adore it ((:

I went out with zhihui aiai today!!! ((: Loads of laughters and fun around with her i must say ; and she always makes me feel so comfortable talking to her!!!! :D
We took a lot of pictures, i shall upload them soon ( but not now, it's freaking later alreaadyyy!!! ) I have to turn in now, have a good rest ; complete my homework tomorrow beforehand and off to hubby's workplace to fetch him!!!!! Yippee! I miss him so much )):

Well anyway, i wanted to head down to meet hubby today but he didn't want me to - because he's working morning shift tomorrow. I was so..... depressed upon hearing it and went bonkers. hahaha! ( As in, i was poking zhihui's hand all throughout the journey in the mrt !!! I poked, i hit , and i nearly took off her hand gloves for her!!! ) LOL. Obviiously, she couldn't understand why i went totally mad but found it so fun to scare me with her hand gloves ( with so many dots! EEEEEEEEE ) lol. So i told her " i'm lovesick , not crazy " And she was like " hehe. Don't forget i have your boyfriend's number. Continue poking me and i'll call him to complain " LOL@! Of course i didn't give her a chance to dial hubby. So anyway, we continued our silly actions . Teehee. The people around us were looking at us ( i think they find that it's interesting how much a girl hates dots and circles? ! ) hahahs.

So, we parted and i reached home.
I'm really lethargic now, gonna sleep!!!

JALGA!



YYAYAYA!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN SEE HUBBY TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISSSSSSSSSSSS HIMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Work / Jae results..

I've been working these few days. Mundane days left for me but, what to do? *sighs* I miss laogong loads (really loads i mean) . I've asked mum if i can go on a vacation with him(langkawi) and to my surprise, she allow! She replied me :"how much? i don't have money to let you go" Then i replied :" What if he pays? He will take care of me don't worry." She said :" Can can , but it's v expensive and he doesn't earn a lot & it's dangerous.." Me:"don't worry, we've got our limits. We got our future planned out already. " Hehehes. I'm delighted yet crestfallen because i might be using his $$ again if he still insists on going.. I have this instinct that hubby's afraid that when poly starts, i might neglect him as we will have lesser time meeting each other.. In addition, i might work part time at quitebite too to earn my own pocket $$ and school fees.. Hais. But no matter what, i'll stay faithful to him as i'm darn certain that he's my other half that i want to spend the rest of my life with regardless of how difficult life is going to be for us in future.. I believe he will too , let time prove everything. ((:

Anyway, jae polytechnic results was just released this morning and i'm posted into Singapore poly's tourism & resort management. Yes, my dream course but no, not my dream school so i gave my best efforts in and appealed for Ngee ann poly's instead. Well, let's wait for the result on 28 feb and see how? Hehe. I'm studying tourism & r mgm that's for certain though. I'm having mixed feelings - elated that i achieved my goal (dream course) and sad as i wasn't posted into my dream school. Hmm. anyway, I guess mother nature's calling me. I can terrible mood swings these few days. *sighs*

Okays. I'm done with this entry. But before i go,
i would like to wish XUEQI & ANDY A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! ENJOY YOUR DAY TODAY BOTH OF YOU!!!!! ((:
TO XUEQI : I MISS YOU GIRL!!!!! WE SHALL MEET UP SOON !!! ((:



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Step up 2

is going to be in theaters soon! YEAHS! I'm so.... gonna watch it soon! ((:

Wee! I have this sudden feeling that i haven't blog since ages and i have no idea where to start. Hahahahas. Well, chinese new year this year wasn't a really good one for me. There were angpows as usual but somehow i feel that the atmosphere is getting dull. Hmms. strange but true. Hehes. First and second day was ''bai nian'' days for me with my family and the third day i went to baby's house... Bought some food up (but no oranges! =X) for his mum and family (she was elated i guess (haha!lol) We met up with his bro and gf before going for the movie kungfu dunk at marina. And, the movie was superb *thumbs up* i recommend you people to watch it ((: hehehes. After the movie , we walked around city hall area ate supper at bugis cafe and went home.

Yesterday i went shopping alone at junct 8 and amk hub searching for valentine's gift... It was to no.. avail. Ended up pampering myself with new bags and shorts. LOL. lalala. i'm officially broke. Xueqi's birthday is coming soon too.. Aww. Anyone celebrating for her? Pls contact me asap yeahs? thanks.

I've been kissed by a mosquito on my left eyelid. ! Ewww!! So.. annoying and itchy. kuku mosquito. Phew.

Okays. gotta go lerrhs. continue my shopping. haha!

tata people!

Release of O level results

Before i even leave my house to school to get my result, i knew it was my doom day. And indeed, it was. Sigh. My biology result is so ...... PATHETIC & UNEXPECTED. I feel like using a correction tape and hide my biology marks so that it would not longer appear at my beautiful(exaggeratedd) result slip . Hais. Before we get our results , Nathan made a speech telling us how badly we've done. "20 can go poly, 20 can go jc, the rest go ite" out of the 4 classes seated here(which adds up to like at least 150 pax? ) which made me cry uncontrollably like nobody's business. When i got my result, the first thing i saw was "D7- english" which was when i started crying more terribly. I looked at my slip again and realised it was "D7-biology" . Quite a relief yet a disappointment at the same time so i continued crying - i'm a crybaby larhhs! Mdm chen shuai came to comfort me and hugged me. She's really an ultra nice teacher & friend of ours!

Hais. What can i say. I'm a point away from my dream course. What i can do except to wish upon a star and hope for a miracle that i'll be accepted into that course?? Hais. I've tried my best. I've already did all that i could so i have no worries anymore, not mentioning disappointment. Disappointment is a feeling that i would not be able to ignore because.... Imagine you did umpteen rounds of studying and memorising the important(you thought it was important) facts and yet it didn't came out at all on the exam paper. That's not all- furthermore, when you got your result it was a depressing D7 when you put in the time and effort and did everything that you could. You were expecting at least a C. But, it was a D. All the teachers' effort were ruined by a D. A pathetic and disgusting D that had to appear on my result slip out of so many places! Hais.

Well, i just need to whine. It's not the end of the world. Life has to go on. Hmm, i've submitted my jae application form. I wonder when i'll get to know the results of my application. I hope the first choice is successful (please*). I chose tourism & resort management, mass com, business studies, chinese studies but they are mainly business management courses..

After getting our results and being really emotional, dionis daphni sheila zhihui and i headed jurong point. We had dinner at pizza hut - the prosperity pizza or whatever you call that which was yummilicious! I like ~ hehe. But i certainly don't know how to appreciate the thin and crispy pizza. haha! Xq came and join us later and we found out that she had a tiff with ben. And the cause of the tiff : ME. The whole story was :

Xq was sobbing real hard in the hall at a point of time whereby ben had exactly no idea what to do to console her. At this time, roderick came and asked me how's my result and so i showed him. Ben, being curious, came and see too. But he made this wrong move which made xq say "ni di yi ge guan xin sarah de result larh."(sarah's the first one whose result you're concerned about la) which made him angry or something. This was how that whole bickering thing began. When we were in pizza hut, ben darted in and threw his phone on the table before howling at xq and i seriously think a guy shouldn't do that. If dearie dares to do that to me i'll dump him i swear ! BAHS! That's so egoistic of a guy to do that. It's so disrespectful and rude for a guy to do that to a girl ! -.-" I really cannot stand the sight of him doing that to my beloved aiai lorhhs! Hmpf! hahas. I guess they're alright now & i hope so. hehe. So we left pizza hut and i headed home.

So that's the whole story. ((: I'm a story teller you see, i will be willing to tell you bedtime stories (like real lor! hahas) I miss baby , i wish i could be with him again like yesterday and let him console me and cheer me up hehe. Today's mummy's birthday!! 25 dec!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!! 生日快乐哦!!!! 我永远爱你妈咪！！！

I ordered a cake for mum already , hope that my la Senza pay will be transferred to my account tomorrow when i get up. If not, i'll be penniless and i can't collect the cake ! )): Pray with me people , for the sake of my mum's cake. hahaha! LOL. For the sake of my new year newbies too!!!!! Ending this with a picture of dearie and me took yesterday at bugis mac's toilet (hahas)

he was actually keeping some stuff in his bag but it turns out funny here! hahas!. I was wearing his jacket luh...

WEE!

I'm not going to blog about the ridiculous biology paper 2. Blogging about it makes me furious and ruins my day. DUH. Cranky paper. -.-"


Yeahs! I finally just bought my new maybelline's lip gloss.

Quite elated because i longed for one for a long time lerhhs =X. lol. Okays, i admit i've changed. Don't be surprised if u spot me wearing makeup in the streets someday. Hmm, went for the interview just now. The lady said they'll ring me if im shortlisted and i would then need to go for a second interview. i hope that everything will turn out smoothly, please =D I don't mind the hard work and long hours, i need a job badly you see.


Hmm, i'm going gaigai with my girlfriends tomorrow! hehehe. And it's like finally larhs cans! Relieved. =dDDD


I'm so tired, such a long day. Walking around searching for this building called 'fj Benjamin' and running about in the rain. It's not fun you know? =(( But anyway, i've made it, endured the whole interview and i am pretty satisfied with my performance too. Wish me good luck, people! hehehes.

Tell me people, isn't this car very adorable? Look at it. I can spot a very cute face. =D Like lightning McQueen in the movie 'cars.' Right? Very very very super cute. Moreover, it's red. That's why it drives me nuts when i walk past it. I'll be like staring hard on the car and taking pictures illegally . hehe. It's illegel because the owner doesn't know it. hehehe. Today's maybe the last time i can admire this cute little beetle car . 4 years past by like 4 months, I'm graduating and getting on with my second phase of life. All the happiness and sorrows i shared with my friends in school, the bickerings and fooling around. The defiant times we had going against the school rules getting reprimanded. Time really flies. After prom night, i wonder if we'll ever meet up again. I will miss you people i'm certain. Without you guys, i might have already transferred to another school . I really treasure all those sweet and lovely memories. I'm glad i came to this school. Fate brought us all together and although we might have hurt each other in some ways, I really appreciate the times we had together. Forget the sorrows, what's left are just joyous moments. Please do take good care of yourselves. i LOVE you guys =DD

Especially ( irregardless of ranking) :

Sheila- my lovely demure aiai
Daphni-My best pal cum girlfriend
Dionis-my fashionable aiai
Xueqi-my witty aiai cum cat =P
Jasper-my best guy hilarious friend
WEeliang-my gym partner cum honey
Jianhao-my friend who's really kind
Fides-my nutty and loveable aiai
Liming-my vain didi
Joanne (tan) -My bestie since sec 2(not so close le :( )
Ben-My friend who's really unforgettable
Arjun-my humble friend :))

And the list goes on...