Thursday, January 17, 2008

happy & exhausted.

Baby came over and fetch me after work , i was so greasy & dirty and i felt so irritated as i really can't stand the smell of myself larhhs. I wanted to head home quickly and shower but he was dragging the time of us walking as he wanted me to accompany him longer. I felt so ... and was really having mood swings i shoo-ed him away when he wanted to hug me.i felt really sorry for doing that as i know he's upset at my actions...

So i told him to give me ten mins for me i'll bathed go find him again. Initially, he refused but in the end he gave in. hehehe. So i went down this time smelling nice and pleasant ((:
We chatted and i came up around 2 plus. But was on the phone with him til 6, thus i'm so exhausted now! hais. But i really appreciate his efforts of coming over to find me - even if it means taking cab home everytime with a fare over 20bucks i guess? I really love him many. He's really different from all my ex boyfriends, the kind that would make me feel like lasting long and settling with him. I really wouldn't let him go so easily ((:


And he really understand me i must say. I said this after Daphni girlfriend agreed on his views so. hehehe. Because he said i'm a type of girl who's wild -someone who wouldn't stay at home for long, someone whom treasure my friends as how i treasure him thus i would be stucked between both friends & boyfriends. He said i'm a sensible girl who would think before my actions so he need not worry so much about me. Anyway, i asked him " ni zhen de hui pang wo jiejie jian toufa marh? " He replied " kan xin qing lorrhs. Wo jian tou fa shi kan xin qing derrhs.." I went speechless. hahaha. But somehow or rather, i've a feeling he'll meet my family soon ((:



i took this secretly & when he found out, he asked me to delete which obviously i didn't listen .. I think it's candid but he said it's ugly. Nah, of cus not ! ((:
IMH.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

finally.

It's 5 in the morning yet i haven't sleep a wink. I'm beginning to feel that i'm a superwoman who can resist sleep. hahaha. No. actually i'm not, i'm so exhausted but i want to finish editing my friendster profile first before i can turn in peacefully. I'm anticipating how tomorrow will turn out to be. One thing i'm certain is that i'm going to look like a panda tomorrow. =X Please don't tease me and say i escaped from the zoo tomorrow you see me (: ( Don't understand? It's alright if you don't. hah. )

January fifthteen was the first day i learnt to be the cashier and fortunately for me, there's no loss but only gain ((: I'm enjoying the task of begin a cashier , although it's uber stressful at times. And within a day, i met 2 kind of different customers yet they have the same thing in common that is : they're both annoying (BAHS!) One of them is a impatient married women who is so (& i mean so) DEMANDING whereas the other is just a gang of kuku guys - random number taker who's so distracting! BAHS! I'm so not going to blog down what happened. Do ask me if you're really that interested though ((:

I've got a feeling that i won't travel to toapayoh to meet dearie tomorrow after work. I know he's going to be so disappointed & crestfallen but what could i do? I think i'm going to be very lethargic tomorrow due to the insufficient sleep & rest i have today. I need to settle some things in the morning & wake up at 9.45 am yet i'm still here blogging. Sigh. Sometimes i really hate my character of being a perfectionist or to put it simply, someone whom refuses to give up & do things halfway. I'm like this by nature so what to do? I can't do anything )): Anyway, it's not a really bad thing to be a perfectionist though , i love the sense of satisfaction everytime i finish something. Hmm..

I really miss my girlfriend loads but we really couldn't meet up as often as last time already. I wonder when's the next time we'll meet... Sigh..





Ending this here.
Do visit my friendster profile if you guys have time ((:
till the next entry then, cya peeps!