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I'm so......... tempted to resign nowadays. Reason :
I just gotten myLa Senza salary of 500bucks which i have 200 bucks left only. &
I haven't buy my cny clothes yet. &
I don't exactly know when poly is starting so i feel like getting a rest now. &
I just realised i have been working since school holiday started which was like last early November??
DuhDuhDuh. If i were to continue working.... i'll not be able to enjoy life without worries ever again as people say it's more stressful when you proceed from secondary school into junior college or whatsoever. -.-"

How how? Someone please force ( & i mean force) me to continue working because i really need to be mature enough to think for my family and earn extra pocket money for myself , as well as share my mum's financial burden. )):

Sometimes i wish to have a rich boyfriend to support, then i can rest and relax at home. But everytime i think like this , i will have the sudden urge of scolding myself for being so lazy & crazy. It's not like i don't have proper limbs to work right? I'm physically and mentally good so i should cherish this gift from god and give the best i can right?? So lazy bums, better get up and start taking action about your lazy attitude ! ((:

I wonder what's so important about o level results. -.-" Why is everyone asking me and probing into my life asking for my o level results? Sometimes i get pissed when i think that people are just trying to compete with me. Are you guys really that interested ? I'm seriously disappointed in myself and i see no point why you guys are always asking . Not trying to be rude but really, i get really upset when i'm being asked you know. Hais. If you guys are really that interested in my life , i'll just blog down my result here larrhs.
L1R4 (poly) : 11
L1R5 (jc) : 18
English : 3 ( something to smile about )
Maths : 3 ( v v disappointing, didn't meet target.)
Chinese : 1 (met target)
Sub phys/chem : 1 (met target)
Comb humanities : 3 ( ultra surprisingly-delighted to see this.)
Biology : D7 (f***ing pathetic & disappointing result !!! )):

Okays. I'm not trying to be arrogant here larhhs. I'm just sick of people asking me. So from now on, i'll refer them to my blog if they carry on asking. Hais.

Yesterday was mummy's birthday. Dearie came over and celebrated with us. He waited for me to bath while mum was busy chatting with him. When i came out, we used the lappie for quite some time before we went off - uncle sent him home . I felt so jealous of this girl named Xueqi ! I know she's been messaging dearie lately and saying that she wants to meet him . "ohwhatever is wrong with her la?! " Yesterday dearie showed me her friendster - the primary photo showing her and dearie , with edited dearie's name at the side. DuhDuhDuh.! What does she mean sehhs? Hais. The most infuriating part is : DEARIE DOESN"T EVEN KNOW I"M JEALOUS!! Maybe i should try setting the picture i took with other guys as my primary photo larhhss. How would he feel? Kns . T.T He didn't even take a normal and nice picture with me before. )): All the while in the cab we didn't really talk and he doesn't even care, didn't even ask me what's wrong with me. Even when i replied " go and talk to your xueqi larhhs! " BAHS! I just feel like whining larhhs!!!!! This lady is so........... *speechless* larhhs. Dearie only messaged me at home saying he's shy and apologised to put me through all the trouble and nothing else. I wonder he's a woodblock or is he trying to feign ignorance. DOTS. Hmpf. He didn't message me the whole day today. I think he's forgotten me. ! )): Well well, whatever.

Man came to fetch me after work today and because he went to buy something at the pasar malam , i manage to realise i left my pouch at quickbite !. Tanga! (philipines for stupid ) I'm so kuku at times until i myself cannot stand it ! )): I can reach home safety today but i think i wouldn't have keys to go out tomorrow when everyone's left house. LOL. Sarah's such a muddle-head.

So, that's about it. I realise i have kicked the habit of taking pictures of myself ever since i started this job, & i'm gaining pounds! Working everyday, i have exactly no time to gym and work it all out! This can't do~!









I'm thinking of solutions to my figure and everything, i gotta end here lerrhs!
cya people!! Going to have a facial mask on my face later ((: I like~~!

Release of O level results

Before i even leave my house to school to get my result, i knew it was my doom day. And indeed, it was. Sigh. My biology result is so ...... PATHETIC & UNEXPECTED. I feel like using a correction tape and hide my biology marks so that it would not longer appear at my beautiful(exaggeratedd) result slip . Hais. Before we get our results , Nathan made a speech telling us how badly we've done. "20 can go poly, 20 can go jc, the rest go ite" out of the 4 classes seated here(which adds up to like at least 150 pax? ) which made me cry uncontrollably like nobody's business. When i got my result, the first thing i saw was "D7- english" which was when i started crying more terribly. I looked at my slip again and realised it was "D7-biology" . Quite a relief yet a disappointment at the same time so i continued crying - i'm a crybaby larhhs! Mdm chen shuai came to comfort me and hugged me. She's really an ultra nice teacher & friend of ours!

Hais. What can i say. I'm a point away from my dream course. What i can do except to wish upon a star and hope for a miracle that i'll be accepted into that course?? Hais. I've tried my best. I've already did all that i could so i have no worries anymore, not mentioning disappointment. Disappointment is a feeling that i would not be able to ignore because.... Imagine you did umpteen rounds of studying and memorising the important(you thought it was important) facts and yet it didn't came out at all on the exam paper. That's not all- furthermore, when you got your result it was a depressing D7 when you put in the time and effort and did everything that you could. You were expecting at least a C. But, it was a D. All the teachers' effort were ruined by a D. A pathetic and disgusting D that had to appear on my result slip out of so many places! Hais.

Well, i just need to whine. It's not the end of the world. Life has to go on. Hmm, i've submitted my jae application form. I wonder when i'll get to know the results of my application. I hope the first choice is successful (please*). I chose tourism & resort management, mass com, business studies, chinese studies but they are mainly business management courses..

After getting our results and being really emotional, dionis daphni sheila zhihui and i headed jurong point. We had dinner at pizza hut - the prosperity pizza or whatever you call that which was yummilicious! I like ~ hehe. But i certainly don't know how to appreciate the thin and crispy pizza. haha! Xq came and join us later and we found out that she had a tiff with ben. And the cause of the tiff : ME. The whole story was :

Xq was sobbing real hard in the hall at a point of time whereby ben had exactly no idea what to do to console her. At this time, roderick came and asked me how's my result and so i showed him. Ben, being curious, came and see too. But he made this wrong move which made xq say "ni di yi ge guan xin sarah de result larh."(sarah's the first one whose result you're concerned about la) which made him angry or something. This was how that whole bickering thing began. When we were in pizza hut, ben darted in and threw his phone on the table before howling at xq and i seriously think a guy shouldn't do that. If dearie dares to do that to me i'll dump him i swear ! BAHS! That's so egoistic of a guy to do that. It's so disrespectful and rude for a guy to do that to a girl ! -.-" I really cannot stand the sight of him doing that to my beloved aiai lorhhs! Hmpf! hahas. I guess they're alright now & i hope so. hehe. So we left pizza hut and i headed home.

So that's the whole story. ((: I'm a story teller you see, i will be willing to tell you bedtime stories (like real lor! hahas) I miss baby , i wish i could be with him again like yesterday and let him console me and cheer me up hehe. Today's mummy's birthday!! 25 dec!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!! 生日快乐哦!!!! 我永远爱你妈咪！！！

I ordered a cake for mum already , hope that my la Senza pay will be transferred to my account tomorrow when i get up. If not, i'll be penniless and i can't collect the cake ! )): Pray with me people , for the sake of my mum's cake. hahaha! LOL. For the sake of my new year newbies too!!!!! Ending this with a picture of dearie and me took yesterday at bugis mac's toilet (hahas)

he was actually keeping some stuff in his bag but it turns out funny here! hahas!. I was wearing his jacket luh...