Nobody understands

I'm in an agony. I feel like giving up. I'm am tired & sick of all these, telling you i'm fine when i'm actually not. Do you even know how i feel inside me? I tried to forget but it seems so difficult. I can't do anything to stop all these pain, it's traumatising.
Can i not prevent just to make you feel happier? Can i stop putting on a facade telling you i'm fine, Jiayou & that it's alright i don't mind?
But the truth is, i can't do it. '
You know how i feel like? I feel like i became a superwoman. But am i that strong and super?
HAIS my mind is filled with troubles and sorrows.
Sadist is what i am.

Okays anyway i went to find auntie just now at Qb, had a chat with them and went home. On the way home i saw Yvonne OMG SO HAPPY CANS! I MISS HER SO MUCH LEH!
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Girl, JY FOR O's! I LOVE YOU AH!
WILL BE BEHIND YOU DE GOO!!!!



p/s. love really hurts, people are the most evil creatures on earth

Why am i so stupid!

Shh! Don't say anything!

Arh, whatever.
I think i'm so stupid.
I can't seem to grasp the concepts.
I can't seem to understand anything!
I'm so noob can!
Aiya, i'm crestfallen, crestfallen CRESTFALLEN!
Hais.