Updates

Firstly, I've lost track of where i should blog from!
Well anyway, working in RC club is indeed lots of fun ! We get to meet special VIPS (Like F1 team? hehe) & we get to see the whole view of Kallang & the F1 track! :)
All the collegues treated me nicely, & they are like my sisters! :)
I love the food there & yea it's lots of hardwork and fun!
Heavy cups and trays and super heavy trolleys to push all the way from 32 level to first level! :) So many kitchens to remember & so many things to learn! Yeah yea, i'm indeed enjoying over there. Not to forget getting scolded for doing wrong stuff ):
Heh.
Also, i bought a new pair of boots today ! ^^ And something from topshop (Secret*) Hehe. I miss my baby hubby so much !
Fides, if you happen to read this ! I wanted to send you a registered parcel before your birthday and i've got the stuff already! But i'm like stuck at work everyday until 6pm when post office is already closed so i can't send it just yet! ): I'm so sorry dear! I will send it as a belated gift my dear ^^ Miss you ! XD Hopes it' will not get lost this time round! ):

For people who care for me & tagged me & encouraged me (Especailly
Sheila, Kelly, Shuana, Jingqi, Wati , Daphni ) Thank you so much sweeties ^^ I'm
really really touched that you guys cared :) You all make my day i love you all
so much ~ And Don't worry, i'm moving strong & old as days past therefore i
am getting better! I hope to see you all as soon as possible!

Sheila
& Daphni - Sentosa Trip please ?
Kelly,wati,shauna,Jingqi- Another
outing please ?

LOADS OF MISSES ! Do text me and fill me in on all
happenings dears!! XD LOVES YOU ALL~

not feeling good!

I don't want my life to turn this way.
I realise everyone's changing too fast;
i can't accept the fact.
I can't accept the fact that i'm the lowest in class &
i can't accept his actions anymore.
Maybe maybe, everything's gonna be over soon?
Not when i least want it to be.
How i can shed myself ? From these troubles?
These problems? I'm having bad headache.
Will be starting work soon, i hope the crowd can spare me some time in dwelling over depressing stuff.
I hope i will look better & less forlorn.
I wish that nobody (Just nobody! ) will cause me any obstacles.
I didn't know you loathe coming over here, but i really do miss you.
I having second thoughts, not sure whether i should believe you anymore.
You were not there when i needed you.
You weren't here when i need you to now.
I can't stand this change in you.
I am wondering how to carry on.
God bless me !