Last day of rest.

-SUNDAY, 18thJULY07-


Definition : the officially last day of rest + fun + laughter + relaxation for the missy named xiaoliing =)) ; ALSO


: the officially first day of pia-ing for olevel.





LOL/. what sad news.








The interesting reads of the missy's blog on 18thjuly2007 :





Starting off with ......


Hmm, today's the last day of the pathetic one week school holiday. Although it is pathetic, but i still appreciate it =)) I went to visit Daniel today with jianhao,liming,yongquan,weiyang and saint. And guess what? hehes. i'm a big bad gurl =P i made the guys mainly liming, weiyang, saint and yongquan wait one hour for me at boonlay there. hehes. So, expectedly, when i reached there, liming kept on sarcasting about their 4hours that i wasted . hehheh. Don't blame me please =X Because during the time when i was with yeebin , the time he waited for me can amount to 6hours, at least. hahas. So they should be relieved that they only wait for 1 hr each. hehheh.


When we reached NUH, jianhao was already there. So we went up to Daniel's ward. He was admitted to PICU (iguess that's it) , in other words , ICU . We waited outside and chatted with Daniel's family as Daniel was being attended by the doctor (the doctor were pumping the inflames out of Daniel because they may prevent him from breathing properly.) After a moment,Daniel's relatives came by and an elder, in her sixties, well, i should call her granny. She, the granny , is a nice person , to be exact , she talked to us about christ things and said it was fate that we met her.somehow i agree with that. hmm.. the talk was really long though. After the talk, we went in 2 by 2into Daniel's ward to visit him. When i saw him, the onlyword that can describe how i feel is : HEARTACHE. Ask me for more details about how is him cause it's really long to write here. Well, anyway, i truly hope he'll be well again. *prays for him*. We waited for peiyang to arrive after we all visited him. It was a long wait man. He reached and went in to see Daniel. Okay, after the long and boring wait , we went home.





While i was reading Sarina's blog just now, she reminded me of how i used to frequent gym and go gaga over it. She made me realised how undetermined i am now, because i became lazy and procrastinate further just because i am lazy to go gym. I must must do something about it i dun care! GYM! wo lai le!! support me yars? hehes. Hmm. she mentioned in her blog that yeebin went to gym too. ahahas. People do change, actually. i still remember vividly how i used to bug him to attend gym with me and how he replied with a "dun wan larhs! i hate going gym!" hahas.





Well, i drew a picture of yeebin yesterday. i feel that im so stupid alrite. It's been so long yet i stil cant manage to completely get him off my loaded mind. Hais. why do i love him so much? Is it because i was very close to him e last tym? WHY? why am i still trying to cover up the fact that he smokes with lies ? why why? why am i still thinking bout him despite the fact that he doesnt bother a heck about him anymore? Or is it that he still cares because he's eager to know whether am i still single? Ami still waiting for him ? i think i do. Hais. im so stressed up. How can my heart be occupied by somany guys at a time? It isnt funny , man. hais. fucked up with my sophisticated life.



These are the pictures of the drawing i drew of the person ; liewyeebin! (i wanna hate him if i cant love him but i cant ; why? hais)



the wordings : STARTED ON 190706 ENDED ON 301107

the drawing with words that are from THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.