weekends

Weekends! i love weekends! The only days i can sleep for as long as i want. hehes. i love sleeping! Sleeping is my forte. hahas. Yeay! I've thought it through. I will not be demoralised or affected by my prelim results. I must be confident and motivate myself. The final exam is the real thing, prelims are just practices. jiayou sarah! Although my eng results were really shocking and disastrous, i will not care about it anymore. I realised my mistakes, will make sure that i won't make those silly mistakes again. =D

Arhs! i miss shopping! I want buy lots and lots of thing! hehes. but i need to find a sponsor first. hehes.

Okay. i'm ending this with pictures taken at the wedding night. tata~

This is a video clip i made for my besties.. Love them so so much! will be making a few more for a few more persons... Enjoy and do comment on my video skills =DD

Finally, prelim's over! Phew. But the real thing is drawing nearer. arhs! jiayou sarah! I'm slacking already!! -_-"

I don't know why i've been thinking about him, i must stop myself from thinking about him larhhs!! Why are you wasting your precious time thinking about stuff like that?? When he doesn't even know? Don't be silly, sarah! Wake up! Thing's changed. Stop mulling over useless stuff!

Okay i'll make this entry short and sweet. Just going to wish these september babies a happy birthday in advance or belated!

Yuenmei, my pri school friend turns 16 on 9th

Luqman, my god-bro turns 15 on 11th

Tommy, my brother turns 21 on 12th

Anna , my dearest sister turns 20 0n 25th

Yeebin , turns 17 on 27th

Margaret, my small sister turns 10 on 30th.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL!! ENJOY!!!

Don't message me, call me.

Heyhey, just here to notify some things. Don't message me people, call me. My handphone would be switched off due to some problems. So, don't get mad from getting no replies from me , call my house if anything's the problem. =D
Something just happened to my granddad. my aunt just called. I heard mum saying that he's fallen down really badly. she said something like ..... his eyes became green. Yet they didn't call for ambulance. arhs! i'm so scared. He's getting on his years and i really hhope hope nothing will happen to him . God bless.

F***. I don't understand my aunt and uncle! What's wrong with them?! They are so damn reluctant to send my granddad to the hospital even in his state. Talking about the lack of sleep they're going to get bla bla. So what if they do not have enough sleep tomorrow? What's more important? My granddad is like 90plus already, doesn't they even understand that it's critical when an elder falls down? It's not child's play. Think about it. What's the use of the government taking measures to take care of the elders?! That's to prevent undesirable illnesses and stuff to befall on them , and to really let them live a long live isn't it? Seniors are important assets to the country man! But they're so damn strange. so jialat. Why are they so reluctant?! Can't stand them. arhs. !!!




I need my mug to accompany me through the night, DUH~. tata people!

im not alright.

I'm feeling so vexed and damn stressed now. I wish i was born with a silver spoon. I wish this stupid materialistic society will change. why why why people are fifthly rich out there and why in the f***ing world are there people in poverty? Bills, bills, and MORE BILLS that are practically driving my mother crazy. i wish i could tear all those damn bills and burn them into ashes. hais. I just hope all those weeping will solve these problems but it won't. I'd have known better than to get myself mulling and crying over spilled milk. Sometimes, i wonder where's justice. It's like, my daddy was so young and he's a typical man with a good heart yet he died so young. Criminals , terrorists , on the other hand, always survived and are always on the run from the police . How i wish i can make them take the place of my dad's death so that at least now, we're a happy and reunited family. I always ponder what would have been the situation now if my dad is still with us , i'm certain that at least we will not been so financially-unstable now.
And it's like ,
WHY DO PROBLEMS AFTER PROBLEMS ARISE WHEN WE'RE LIKE IN SUCH A STATE??. I really cannot understand why what's wrong.

Hearing my mum shout at my brother , quarrel with him , with any of my family members, i could only watch and be silent. What can i say? The moment i start, she'll start saying about my life. My huge amount of bills, my studies, my relationships.. It's not wrong for her to do that, cause i got it on myself. What's so wrong is that even when i know what's wrong with me, i still continue doing it. Like, smsing? Quite surprising someone would use over 2000 smses a month? I tried to control, but eventually the results weren't much better. Well, maybe i should end my simcard contract soon, since it's ending tomorrow. hais. And, why do i always say i need to study and make my lazy sister do all chores when i'm frigging sure she will not do? Study study study, it's not as if i can score straight As right? And my slow(or should i say retarded?) brain is obviously not working well. I'm so immature. So not sensible, i deserve to be reprimanded. hais.

I wish i can like, sleep for as long as i want, maybe not to wake up again. I really can't stand this competitive and materialistic world.

12月15日 扩张者

12月15日出生的人总是想着：

任何事越大越好。他们开阔的个性让心灵自由奔放，有时候甚至狂野地奔驰，不知所止。可是他们喜欢权力，也知道制度要怎样运作才能实现雄心壮志。他们最大的挑战在于，一旦在事业或社会团体中实现了抱负，可能不懂得如何维持现状，站在居高临下的位置。由于道德上的盲目，过度地乐观或骄傲，他们有可能跌得很惨。也许他们应该学习满足于自己所适合的阶层，接受自己的局限，善用自己所拥有的。

大部分12月15日出生的人本身其实是社会性格很强的人。他们这种社会性格到对家人、朋友、社会有一种正面的冲击，不过重要的是，他们必须小心注意自己这种影响是否真的是好的影响。在这一方面，他们在慈祥（不是委屈）、助人（不是干涉）、关怀（不是唠叨）时，表现最好。
12月15日出生的人通常人缘很好，因为他们往往只要人在那里，就让人觉得很舒服。他们生性乐观、轻松、心胸开放，很受欢迎。他们之所以人缘好，正是因为他们都能够看出那些值得他们钦佩、尊敬的人的优点与潜力。然而，如果是和自己不了解的人交往，他们也应该实际一点，避免别人操纵、依赖他们，进而占他们便宜。这一天出生的人的最大危险在于金钱方面，他们特别容易被榨取或剥削。

12月15日出生的人通常很相信自己的运气，他们对大部分的事情都信心满满。他们的信心并非是一种对特殊才能的信念，而是一种幸福感。这种幸福感大部分时候是很健康的，不过有时却会对某些带有负面倾向的情况造成判断错误。他们有时会因为性格非常哲学，甚至带有宿命的一面，而没有注意到这种危险，认为如果会失去，那就失去吧！而且，面对坏的情况，他们往往掉头就走，不会想办法弥补。他们认为与其悬在那里，倒不如重新开始。不过，对他们而言，有出牌不如留牌来得有利、有收获。所以，一项重大的挑战在于，把注意力焦躁在眼前所做的事上面，有交往地改良、精进，使之完美。他们必须认清，凡是成功的人，都是在一个领域中完全熟练后，才进入另外一个领域。 幸运数字和守护星12月15日出生的人会受到数字6（1＋5＝6）和金星的影响。受数字6影响的人很容易吸引他人的仰慕乃至于崇拜。然而，12月15日出生的人不但受金星影响，也受木星（射手座的主宰行星）的影响。这种双重的影响力使他们固然在社会上很得人缘，但是更容易吸引社会的败类。因此，如果有人太依赖他们，就必须非常小心。健康12月15日出生的人有时候对自己的健康会过度乐观，高估自己的体能。因此，可能会忽略一些症状，直到由医生作年度计划或半年度健康检查时才发现。为了处理这些健康问题（最严重的就是失去工作能力），人事某些精神、哲学或宗教方面的训练会对身体的健康有很大的助益。不论从哪方面着手，他们可能会不堪长期卧病而导致身体的耗损。今天出生的人通常不在乎什么饮食节制，除非经由医生的指示。运动的话，慢跑、游泳、网球、保龄球、快步行走等对他们都很适合。 建议不要陷入权力游戏当中。提防自己屈从的态度。最先扩张的，到最后都会收缩。学习处理约束。 名人 艾菲尔(Alexander A.Eiffel)法国工程师，设计过多座著名的桥梁，最著名的工程为艾菲尔铁塔，他还设计了纽约自由女神雕像的架构。

台湾歌手及作曲家张洪量，代表作《你知道我在等你吗？》。
美国煤业大亨保罗盖帝(J.Paul Getty)，为亿万富翁，也是有名的艺术收藏家。
小约翰亨利哈蒙德(John Henry Hammond,Jr.)美国唱片制作人、主持人、民权斗士。发掘许多红星，如比莉哈乐黛、鲍伯狄伦、布鲁斯史普林汀等。
美国影视赏唐强森(Don Johnson)，代表作有《迈阿密警探》。
法国资深物理学家贝克勒(Antoine Henri Becquerel)，发现放射性元素，与居里夫妇同获诺贝尔物理奖。

塔罗牌大秘仪塔罗牌的第15张是“恶魔”。

由于受到强烈的性吸引、非理性与热情的影响，使这张牌呈现交错的恐惧与欲望。魔鬼利用人对安全和金钱的需求，透过人性的矛盾，使人们成为他的奴隶。这张牌积极的一面代表了感官的魅力和热情的表达，但同时也提醒我们：即使肢体上受到束缚，精神上还是可以自由翱翔。 静思语桃树漂亮，洋葱叫我们流泪；可是洋葱没有核，桃子却有核。

优点士气高、合群、人缘好。

缺点不实际、爱控制别人、盲目。

potential breakup song!!!

i kinda like the groove of this song. the rhythm and stuff...

blog!

Yea yea. I'm so breaking my promise. i said i'm not gonna be online till o lvl ends yea? But i can't resist the urge to use the computer. So so, my apologies. I think i'm losing motivation already. No longer in the mood to study and i'd been naughty, hasn't study for quite a long while. how how?


MOTIVATION ARE NEEDED URGENTLY.

PLEASE DIAL 9785XXXX . 20CENTS PER CALL.

THANK YOU. YOUR KINDNESS IS GREATLY APPRECIATED.

hahaha. Look what boredom can do to a person. It makes someone go cranky. ahaha! I'm going mad !!! hahas. All the books and stuff really made me nuts . arhs!

I think i'm going to the asylum soon. ahaha! alrights. Hasn't update this blog for ages. I've been doing pretty well, except the fact that i'm becoming lazy. PROCRASTINATE. Such a dreadful word. Made sushi again yesterday!!hehehe. i kept them in the fridge but when i took it out today, it HARDEN. yes yes, it just HARDEN. And i , as usual, grumbled and bewailed to ben. hahas. There goes all my hard work. arhs! The more i say, the more hurt my heart is. They look so ''sedap'' and intact but they are so hard larh! I'm crestfallen. arhs. All his fault leh! He should have came and ate them all yesterday , not today. hais hais. I admit that he's very pitiful, as i always bully him!! hahas. It's fun doing so =DDD

wee. anyway, there was this day (i forgot when) i went to sakae sushi with my family(my jie,mei,mama) for dinner. My sisters and i went there first and when we were about to finish mami came to find us. we're big eaters ahahaha. we ate a lot you see. hhahas.

all these pictures were taken on that day =DD enjoy !!!

and i camwhored..

margaret's random

in the fitting room, i bought this!

okay okay. going off. tata. C=. remember the hotline kays! hehes.

i'll remember our promise.

let me be the on-ly one for you ; will you??