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Heys!

Gosh. i'm so bored. It's obvious how bored i am , for me to start this entry with a 'hey!'. I realised i've changed. The temperamental sarah is back again!. hais.! I hate it! Trying my best to switch to the oldd me again. help pleaaasssseeee! :(

O level examinations are like 15 days away and i'm still here slacking. Sarah! whatTHEhell is wrong with you?! Hais. Sometimes, it's hard to imagine unless you've experienced it. Many things in life taught me many values in life. I realise being strong is the most important factor of all. One can be penniless, one can be silly , but one just cannot afford to be weak. That's why no matter what, i've decided to potray a strong image of myself all the times . I must be strong, to endure this pain, to overcome this jealousy, to reach my goal, to be myself again.

These few days i've been pondering so much about all the things that happened in my life. From the moment i was born, those vague images of me as a baby, to a greedy and fat child, to what i am now -an ordinary teen ager. From my first relationship , to which i always insist that it's with yb , all those vivid lovely memories that are carved deeply in my heart , to my most recent relationship . I realised that although i was serious towards all relationships, there's always someone whom i cannot forget. I realised that all the times, being hurt was the last thing i want but it's always the first thing that happened. I realised that i could no longer trust any guy enough to settle with him. I realised relationships are a waste of time, it always starts well but ends badly. Sometimes,when you have been hurt too many times, you will develop tolerance and often will not even realise it when people just inflict any pain on you. I realise living in this world is like making a dream. Everything's so unpredictable. And when you finally woke up, you will blame yourself for waking up because by waking up, you destroyed all the lovely impossibilities that you encountered only in your dream.

Nah, i think i'm not going to continue philosophy-ing anymore. People might fall asleep reading my blog soon ;) hahas. OKays, first of all i want to shoutout! hahas. I love ice cream lah. Seems addicted to it out of the blue. so delicious! especailly kitkat-walls ice cream. ohgosh! But i have to stop eating, i need to shed some kilos off my tummy! I spotted a small tummy protruding out, so disgusting ! lol.

Went to library this afternoon, on my way home i saw nims in the bus! hahas. i was so excited. I didn't chat with her for ages, you see . :D Okays, so she alighted first and the bus zoom-ed off. stopping at a paticular busstop, the bus got crowded. And that was how i lost my poor bear bear! hais. I'm crestfallen ! :( First it was my tortoise,now it's my bear bear! They just fall off without my notice. hais! And and, i want a new jacket !! Buy me a red jacket pleassseee! hais. :(((( :((((.

Okays. ending this with a photo i took ages ago. And i miss this pair of specs! WHy do my belongings like to go MIA?

i needd some love.