Finally!~

Ohit's like finally, my blog is completed !!~ hehes. I'm really delighted. So people, how's my new blogskin? hehes. The banner is made by allon! hahas. The others are done by me. =DD


Anyway, i had a really lousy day yesterday. Got drenched on the way to work and mind you, i was wearing a thin yellow racer back (imagine me all wet with that top) . Was half an hour late for work, supervisor told me we have to pay 30bucks for the mismatch items before i can quit and i was having butterfingers yesterday.


After i knocked off, was on the phone with Daphni, liming and jh. And i was such a BLUR GOLDFISH i alighted at bukit gombah instead of choa chu kang. And being such a kuku , i didn't realise it until i scanned my card and walked out of the station. Right then, i was feeling nausea(as i didnt eat any meal for the whole day) and hungry and super lethargic i took the mrt to jurong east (and i seriously have NO IDEA WHY I DID that). So, I alighted at bukit batok to change the train towards marina bay. Back then, i was still on the phone but was having a terrible mood swing because of my stomach, my mood , my physical condition. And i missed my stop again. So i hung up the conversation with them and alighted at KRANJI and cried. I felt so lousy and so kuku and so bad that i practically just cry. I know the other peeps were looking at me but ijust felt like crying. It's a bad day afterall. Took the last train home and vomited when i reached home. I told mum and she scolded me for not having any food except jh's donuts. In addition, she asked me to eat bread. Hais. i'm so glad i have her as my mummy. The cutest and caring-est mum on earth. LOVE YOU MUMMY!~ Sorry for making you worried all the time because of my habit of not eating..

untitled.

I wish i know what's wrong with me now ;
I feel so hurt ;
i feel so foolish ;
i feel so idiotic.
BAHS! It's the fault of internet.
Stupid kuku internet!
Hais.
The truth is, i've already fallen ):
Something i do NOT wish to do but ;
it's not within my control.
I think i need to take some actions now ;
before it becomes too late.
So please ;
just walked out of my life like how you walked into abruptly.

))))):

BLOGGER IS BIASED!

Hmpf! Blogger is so biased! Blogger only likes allon (that's what he said. lOl.) That's basically because he is able to view the full last blog entry of mine whereas i can't even see half of it. I can only see the pictures i uploaded and the last part which is so infuriating ~! -.-''




Anyway, i'm trying to put up a picture that suits this pathetic blog up at the top but can't seem to find a suitable one =X Thus, i got Allon to help! hehhehe! So, i'm giving him the credits now!hahas. thanks a lot my friendd ((:





Hehhehs. I bought my rock school hoodie yesterday and got one for Daphni already too~! I hope she likes it (as i think it's a lil too sexy for her) LOL. And i'm officially broke~ Like what xinhua said (Get pay le spend all ur money then when u need it how?) BAHS! I didn't care much that time but after much thoughts, i think he's correct. ); I only hope to get my bursary confirmation letter soon then i'll give 200bucks to mum . Of my 500plus pay, i gave hundred to mum, another hundred to sis and the last hundred to pay for my insurance. But after spending so much, i'm only left with pathetic ~$130plus now. SIGHx. And i need to buy yanyan a present for his birthday -.-'' , 60plus to pay my bro's hp bill , $30 for my meimei's hp bill, leaving me penniless to survive the whole month. Haisx. I hope to find another afternoon/morning shift job. I need lObangs please. :X

This is the crazy sarah with her hoodie =XX

lols. this is mr cheehao with his wierd extentions. :PP

emily, ida, rahrah!

ida and ii! (she's so hot)

this is edited by my beloved sister margaret! so sweet yeahs? ((:

Out with Nurul darling!~

I'm back to blog again!~~ Wee. Was supposed to upload this entry yesterday but due to some internet problem i can only upload this today. hahas. I went town with nurul darling yesterday! Bought many stuff to pamper myself after working for so long. hahahas. I bought 2 cotton on singlets, one cardigan, one red nail polish, one make up remover and 2 pair of best friends necklace, La senza undergarments, La Senza at home white hoodie, 2 rock school hoodies, monkey shorts!! ...

Anyway, before i went to meet her yesterday i went to ahboi's house. Hahas. He kuku bird lorrhs, asked me to go up his house and watch him play dota. So bored -.-'' And i did the usual stuff- keep teasing him on his hair extentions. Haha. His hair is really comical looking marrhs i swear. ahhas. Then i left his house to meet nurul .

We headed wisma atria, far east plaza, penisular- to get her skinnies and finally bugis. Hahah. In penisular i feel so awkward, stranger(guys) keep looking at me and disscussing me. =XX There was one group of guys looking at my reflection in the glass saying ''Ay, chio bu siax''. I was seriously '' .... -.-'' Hahahas. Then we headed bugis to buy my cardigan! I went to diva and saw 2 pairs of forever friends necklaces that i really like so i bought one pair for Daphni girlfriend and i , the other for nurul and i. :D Spent a lot yesterday. hahaha. I'm so gonna be broke soon. Nurul left earlier as she was going clubb at night while i waited for jiekie mami to knock off. (hasn't seen her for ages, missed her like loads!! ) After she knocked off,we walked around bugis for a while and i saw eka darling! She asked me to go Sentosa with her and her bf's gang today . I couldn't wake up on time so ''i'm sorry darling! '' We chatted for a while then i went to find mami again. we went for ice cream! Hmm, delicious!~ Which was her treat because i couldn't bear to withdraw my money and spend all unwisely again. Hahah. We went home after the dessert , chatted with her in the mrt and took pictures! Hehes. Hope to go out with her soon though~~

Nurul and rahrah!

rahrah and jiekie mami!~

eka darling and rahrah!

Nurul, fiza and rahrah!

I've got a lot more pictures to upload but whenever i try uploading, the connection seems to be lost. So , i shall upload them the next time ): And sorry people, i'll let you see how ahboi looks like the other time(as i said, it's ....funny -.-'') . hehes. Opps. i hope he doesn't see this :X
And, i shall call myself rahrah from now on ((:

having mixed feelings.

I was looking forward to see my salary being transferred into my bank account but yet again, i'm disappointed. I'm feel so sick of waiting for my salary , it's a long wait. sigh. I couldn't sleep at night as i was too excited thinking about the party today and the salary i'll get, but it seems that it's a false alarm again that i'm gonna get my salary today.

Yesterday, Tina informed me that we're going to have a gift exchange party specially for Christmas today when the shop closes. I'm going to buy a pressie for nurul and i seriously have no idea what to get for her. Well, we'll see how it goes as i'll shop around the mall for a gift later. And i've decided to wear the black spaghetti dress later ((: i did not have many chances to wear it you see, that explains why i'm exhilarated. I really hope today's going to be a good day for me (:

I'm chatted with cheehao just now and he seemed so excited and happy about his prom night that took place yesterday. He kept on repeating that he looked more dashing than the prom king last night ; and that the girls whom he claimed were ''chiobus'' all pulled him to take picture with them. And i was arguing with him that he shouldn't get too proud by that, because there was no strangers that whistled at him or approached him to get his hp number. Hahaha. And he was like ''chey , u like that only. did your teachers call u and did the graduates shout your name the whole while?'' I was speechless. hahaha. But i told him i didn't have anyone shouting my name and i rather not have too ; it's so embarrassing :X Thinking about prom night, it was really an experience that i would have regret missing for.

Well anyways, i should been meeting cheehao later and i'll tell you guys how ''ah beng'' he looks like tomorrow alrights? hahahas.

Yesterday night was a very freaky one for me. After i knocked off, i darted to the mrt station to catch the last train .So i reach the mrt station, walked past a ''dunno what race'' guy and he started singing right to my face. He sang loudly with expressions and he really did infuriated me. I was so embarrassed by what he did thus i ran down the escalators saying ''excuse me'' the whole while. The passerbys looked at me initially, then started staring at me. Hahahah! Then i hid myself behind a pillar and waited for the train to arrive. Thinking back, i realize he looked so dramatic and hilarious! LOL. I couldn't stop giggling the way home i guess people thought i was crazy. hahaha. What an experience. So i took my bus home and spotted a Bangladesh stalker when i was walking home. I was so frightened i walked along the road , this was then i saw two Malays staring at me in a rather awkward manner. This increased my fear i couldn't care less i practically ran up my house till i was safe at home. Such a freaky and eerie night; i feel like i'm staring in some action-packed movie named ''a freaky encounter with 3 different races'' LOL!
That kuku kelvin still teased me saying i'm timid. So mean right? I was wearing a short skirt yesterday ; so unsafe! ;X






i wouldn't keep u waiting for long;
trust me ((:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GIRLFRIEND, BON VOYAGE!

my jiejie and i on the way to the temple.

emily and i trying out the hoodie hoodie.

Girlfriend is leaving singapore and heading thailand today ;
so gonna miss her loads ! :((
Kelvin's sick. Take loads of care my dear :)) Drink lots of water hors!
Actually supposed to meet xueqi today;
but she's sick so cancelled the trip today;
so sad, didn't see her for some time already , missed her loads!
Anyway, arjun said he's going to buy the hoodie hoodie for daphni and ii!!
hehehs. So elated ((::






tata;
people!

21thdec2007

First of all, let me begin this with jianhao's face! hehe. This was taken at Daphni's house yesterday( we kinda forced him to wear the shades and post for us - haha!)

These 2 was taken on the birthday treat from Daphni's mum at a dim-sum restaurant. Thanks auntie !~mango pudding with pomelo (delicious~!@) My sister. I asked her to wear this pair of earrings and she was like ''woah. then i'll look like withc yoo hee, so happy'' She did wear , but the results were not that satisfying and she was like ''ee. i look like auntie!'' Lol.
At Daphni's house, i was fooling around with her shades and they claimed that i look lecherous in this pair ( so mean of them! lol)

This was taken on my birthday with my weelian honey on the way to Sentosa. He's really one comical person. hahas. Made me lol all the while.

This was taken in the sentosa rail train. He looks as if he's locked somewhere there -.-
This was my birthday cake ; kinda pathetic but it's my mum's efforts that matters =D I know she's not that well off at the moment so i'm glad i at least had a ppg cake~! Anyway, the top part tastes like paper , lol. This was taken yesterday when i was waiting for my sis at kranji. She took so so long! So i decided to patronise 'this fashion' and da dang! My outfit yesterday. -.-'' I told them i had to wear the jacket cus i'm only wearing a ultra short tube and jianhao was like ''hmm. next time i have to buy a sweater le in this case '' LOL. He's so humorous.
Many other pictures i've yet to upload. I'm so not in the mood to upload any other pictures now.. Sigh. Well anyway, i'm resigning my La Senza job soon. Will be taking up another job starting next year. I lost $48 so easily yesterday. sobsob. Did i mention about a new arrival that day when i was working? Well, i really adore the new apparrel. Hoodie hoodie. Went to try it on, they say it looks great. Should be buying it soon. Payday! ):

i tried the one in pink. Will be buying it soon. =DD

Hmm. i guess i'll be signing off here. Meeting arjun later for lunch. weehee. he's working at suntec too . Let's see whether i have the chance to travel home with him together.. hehes.

But before i go, i want to rant and whine ; can i? BAHS! I think you guys are really crazy and have nothing better to do . Joking? Oh ya, is it even funny? Toying me around like that? . Darn. immature. BAHS!

And guys, why are u all such weird freaks? I seriously do not understand this. can anyone tell me what exactly is happening? Why do guys like to flirt with girls that much? Or rather, why are there people whom expressed their likings for u but disappear the next day without even a trace/message. The world is evolving in an awkward manner i guess, that explains the disgusting and strange behaviour of guys. If you do love me, show me . Don't just use words to sweettalk me. Right now, i wouldn't fall for anyone that easily anymore. And from today, i wouldn't appear so easily achieved by anyone anymore.Well, If you're really keen on expressing ur likings to me, prove it to me. I do not need anymore sweettalks from anyone who isn't really interested in me / who just wants to flirt with me. Please just drop all the facade.

Mundane day

''what's wrong with that? Men flirt all the time.what's more i'm no longer attached.''
Aww. i feel utterly disgusted at this message;
&oh , i just realised you're still a boy, perhaps a man wannabe?
& i feel so lucky that i didn't fall for you.
That was such a relief.
I don't detest you.
& it's all a misunderstanding.
Everything's gonna turn awkward, i'm certain.

' this is my worst birthday ever''
i actually thought you guys were my best & closest friends.
But it turn out that you guys didn't even bother about me on my birthday.
This sux;
not even a proper cake on my birthday.
talking among yourselves is all you guys did.
i don't wanna think about it anymore.
&since i mean nothing to you guys,
&since you guys treated me this way;
i wouldn't care about you guys anymore.
& i don't want to see you guys again if i can.
the thoughts of this just makes me want to shed tears again.
& it made me realise who's my TRUE friends, certainly not you guys.
i'm truly disappointed.

& to fides & Daphni & jiahui & joanne & Arjun
Thanks for remembering my birthday and making it seem as a day to celebrate.
fides for the birthday treat; sorry i cried in front of you.
Daphni for being my sweetest girlfriend & making me feel that i'm someone to you.
Jiahui & joanne for the lovely surprise you gave;
You guys will always be my fabulous childhood girlfriends
Arjun for coming over and ringing me when i'm gone;
you're appreciated =D
& to you guys all
you will never be replaced ((:

December babies =DDD

Jasper said '' if a guy calls you a december BABY , he's interested in you''. Hm. I think it's such an illogical statement. Don't you think so?

Anyway, i went to jiahui aiai's birthday chalet the day before yesterday and just came back yesterday. Met joanne darling at bugis mrt and we headed to tanah merah mrt. That place was super ulu! (freaky) and on our way there we were whining to each other. (as to why jiahui opened a chalet at such a place) We reached there around evening, saw some familar faces nd we ate.

The guys seriously do not know how to barbeque i swear! They were practically toying with the food making them burnt. So, joanne and i took over. And tadang! I was super satisfied with my bbq skills. Golden-brown Tender and juicy bbq chicken wings which were neither uncooked nor burnt. Hehehe! And delicious hotdogs that were barbequed to a perfect tan (lol). In addition,we had marshmallows that were crispy on the ouside yet soft and chewy on the inside! hmm, ok lu enough about that lerrhs i sound as if i'm advertising my barbeque skills. haha!


Anyway, i made friends with her friends and her friends are all gorgeous babes i must say =) So at night after all the drinking games and celebrations, we were feeling weary and dopey , we tried to sleep on a mattress at the sec level which obvously was to no avail. They guys were super rowdy and noisy we cldn't even sleep at all. KUku bird people. ! Watching a somewhat stupid match of 22 people going after a ball and playing mahjong as if they're going to win a million bucks! -.-''I just can't seem to understand.



Her guy friends are quite friendly too and joanne said she thinks one of them is good looking. Hahahaha, for me they're all average looking but there's one which left me a deep impression because he's got an ang moh face and was very quiet. hahaas. Anyway, we left around noon and i reached home at 3plus i guess? I was super uber lethargic when i received a call frm my supervisor asking me to work at 6. I went to work and jumped onto my sofa bed without waiting for my wet hair to dry after i reached home. Imagine how tired i was.

Well, christmas is round the corner. Santa can you hear me? i have been so good this year. Grant me my wishes will you?

# 1.My family to be happy all the time, w/o worries

#2. My beloved friends and family to be safe and sound

#3. mummy to have a better financial situation

#4.More strawberies belongings!

#5.Rebonding

#6.A new mp3phone(with big memory space)/pink ipod/samsung player

#7.More long sleeves tops

#8.A boyfriend to celebrate my bdae w/me :((

#9.A higher salary job

#10.Get into tourism course based on my result

#11.Baby winnie the pooh softtoy priced $26.90! So adorable.

#12.i want a new jacket/cardigan

#13.A new eyeliner.

Santa, I hope my letter reaches you in time to bring me love i can call out by.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIONIS AIAI!

Today's my aiai's sixteen birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIAI!!! Sorry i left so early , mum insisted )):
I'm sick sick SICK AGAIN! BAHS! Forever sick luh )): Sighz. Not in a blogging mood now actually but i'll stil blog a little.
I'm searching for another part time job i think. Might be pizza hut or something like that luh. will venture into F& B . Hope i can find one successfully soon ! :)

Hate my job!

You guys know what? That's a change to my work schledule which drove me utterly insane . Part timers like us can only work 78 hrs per month which amounts to a salary of 400 plus per month. And this, to speak truly, is totally crazy and maddening! That's why i will quit! Such a waste of my time and transport fees working till wee hours in the morning. SIGH! Any job lobangs?


Yesterday i went to work as usual but when i reached, they informed me that i actually had a day off for yesterday due to the changed schledule so i went to find my sweeties and friends at jurong east. Was walking halfway through suntec city bfore a man approached me. He's from this modelling agency called JERRY MODELS and asked me if i want to be a model and take on projects. We chatted for quite a while and he showed me newspaper cuttings and stuff which he referred to as proof that his' is a real agency. He said i'm a hot babe wannabe! (his definition : Going to be hot babe soon, maybe in a few years time) I find this seriously incredulous (:


Having known my family background, he said i can pay him $10 first for the photo shoot and deduct the balance of $180 from my salary . The salary is like $100 per hour and it gets me thinking ( if that's such a good deal, why isn't anyone interested? ) Anyway, i've decided not to take up this job. I know it's a good opportunity to my childhood dream but i really can't stand the possibility of being cheated or stuff like that. So to play safe, i'm not taking this up. Hmm. So, after the chat with him i went to find my sweeties Daphni and clara at kpool je. Made a new friend Don! HAhas. He's a nice chap , we used his handphone to camwhore! kekekes.


Then , weeliang came and accompanied me . Nice nice honey who never fails to endure my whinings! hahas. Then sheila came and ohimissherlikesomuch! My sweetie pie! hahas. We chatted and went home after that. I'm not going to blog down what happened to me that day. Just had an emotional breakdown brooding over my work and home situation. Sobsob :( It's like you guys wouldn't understand even if i explained in details. Experience is the word here.

we love out Daphni!
And they love me! ((:

We love clara sweetie too!

tata people!! Be updated! (: