Mundane day

''what's wrong with that? Men flirt all the time.what's more i'm no longer attached.''
Aww. i feel utterly disgusted at this message;
&oh , i just realised you're still a boy, perhaps a man wannabe?
& i feel so lucky that i didn't fall for you.
That was such a relief.
I don't detest you.
& it's all a misunderstanding.
Everything's gonna turn awkward, i'm certain.

' this is my worst birthday ever''
i actually thought you guys were my best & closest friends.
But it turn out that you guys didn't even bother about me on my birthday.
This sux;
not even a proper cake on my birthday.
talking among yourselves is all you guys did.
i don't wanna think about it anymore.
&since i mean nothing to you guys,
&since you guys treated me this way;
i wouldn't care about you guys anymore.
& i don't want to see you guys again if i can.
the thoughts of this just makes me want to shed tears again.
& it made me realise who's my TRUE friends, certainly not you guys.
i'm truly disappointed.

& to fides & Daphni & jiahui & joanne & Arjun
Thanks for remembering my birthday and making it seem as a day to celebrate.
fides for the birthday treat; sorry i cried in front of you.
Daphni for being my sweetest girlfriend & making me feel that i'm someone to you.
Jiahui & joanne for the lovely surprise you gave;
You guys will always be my fabulous childhood girlfriends
Arjun for coming over and ringing me when i'm gone;
you're appreciated =D
& to you guys all
you will never be replaced ((: