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I'm so......... tempted to resign nowadays. Reason :
I just gotten myLa Senza salary of 500bucks which i have 200 bucks left only. &
I haven't buy my cny clothes yet. &
I don't exactly know when poly is starting so i feel like getting a rest now. &
I just realised i have been working since school holiday started which was like last early November??
DuhDuhDuh. If i were to continue working.... i'll not be able to enjoy life without worries ever again as people say it's more stressful when you proceed from secondary school into junior college or whatsoever. -.-"

How how? Someone please force ( & i mean force) me to continue working because i really need to be mature enough to think for my family and earn extra pocket money for myself , as well as share my mum's financial burden. )):

Sometimes i wish to have a rich boyfriend to support, then i can rest and relax at home. But everytime i think like this , i will have the sudden urge of scolding myself for being so lazy & crazy. It's not like i don't have proper limbs to work right? I'm physically and mentally good so i should cherish this gift from god and give the best i can right?? So lazy bums, better get up and start taking action about your lazy attitude ! ((:

I wonder what's so important about o level results. -.-" Why is everyone asking me and probing into my life asking for my o level results? Sometimes i get pissed when i think that people are just trying to compete with me. Are you guys really that interested ? I'm seriously disappointed in myself and i see no point why you guys are always asking . Not trying to be rude but really, i get really upset when i'm being asked you know. Hais. If you guys are really that interested in my life , i'll just blog down my result here larrhs.
L1R4 (poly) : 11
L1R5 (jc) : 18
English : 3 ( something to smile about )
Maths : 3 ( v v disappointing, didn't meet target.)
Chinese : 1 (met target)
Sub phys/chem : 1 (met target)
Comb humanities : 3 ( ultra surprisingly-delighted to see this.)
Biology : D7 (f***ing pathetic & disappointing result !!! )):

Okays. I'm not trying to be arrogant here larhhs. I'm just sick of people asking me. So from now on, i'll refer them to my blog if they carry on asking. Hais.

Yesterday was mummy's birthday. Dearie came over and celebrated with us. He waited for me to bath while mum was busy chatting with him. When i came out, we used the lappie for quite some time before we went off - uncle sent him home . I felt so jealous of this girl named Xueqi ! I know she's been messaging dearie lately and saying that she wants to meet him . "ohwhatever is wrong with her la?! " Yesterday dearie showed me her friendster - the primary photo showing her and dearie , with edited dearie's name at the side. DuhDuhDuh.! What does she mean sehhs? Hais. The most infuriating part is : DEARIE DOESN"T EVEN KNOW I"M JEALOUS!! Maybe i should try setting the picture i took with other guys as my primary photo larhhss. How would he feel? Kns . T.T He didn't even take a normal and nice picture with me before. )): All the while in the cab we didn't really talk and he doesn't even care, didn't even ask me what's wrong with me. Even when i replied " go and talk to your xueqi larhhs! " BAHS! I just feel like whining larhhs!!!!! This lady is so........... *speechless* larhhs. Dearie only messaged me at home saying he's shy and apologised to put me through all the trouble and nothing else. I wonder he's a woodblock or is he trying to feign ignorance. DOTS. Hmpf. He didn't message me the whole day today. I think he's forgotten me. ! )): Well well, whatever.

Man came to fetch me after work today and because he went to buy something at the pasar malam , i manage to realise i left my pouch at quickbite !. Tanga! (philipines for stupid ) I'm so kuku at times until i myself cannot stand it ! )): I can reach home safety today but i think i wouldn't have keys to go out tomorrow when everyone's left house. LOL. Sarah's such a muddle-head.

So, that's about it. I realise i have kicked the habit of taking pictures of myself ever since i started this job, & i'm gaining pounds! Working everyday, i have exactly no time to gym and work it all out! This can't do~!









I'm thinking of solutions to my figure and everything, i gotta end here lerrhs!
cya people!! Going to have a facial mask on my face later ((: I like~~!