Crazy day ? LOL.

! Warning: Ultra long entry ((:


Today's a special day :
REASON BEING : med checkup day at woodlands sata.
LOL. I still insists that it's a troublesome thing to do ((:
Firstly, there were a lot of polytechnic students squeezing the whole clinic fighting for air (LOL!).
Secondly, i had to be stared at by strangers
Thirdly, i realised i've gained weight!
OH! How depressing is this??! I'm sad , should start on my anaeraxic diet soon. xP
& it's annoying how the other students look at me (urgh! I'm human too right? Dots. esp the guys. crazy people. )



Settled my school fees ; cpf and medical checkup matters before heading to Quickbite to collect my salary. Don't ask me the amount, ask me the effort. Lol. I visited the bank, dropped my cheque in the cheque box and realised i could only take out my $$ on friday when my poly appt is on thurs. Oh, whatever! Who's going to sponsor me $$ to buy a notebook? Duh. I hate being penniless. I hate spending dearie's money like a spoilt brat who doesn't know how hard he worked for that pitiful(he claimed) amount of salary he gets every month. Sometimes i feel so guilty when he pampers me and showers me with loads of gifts. & sometimes, i feel so ANNOYED & ANGRY at myself for not taking care of the gifts he gave :
Like the limited edition mascara box set he bought me. It was as if i've been stabbed umpteen times right through my heart when it broke. FUCK. I'm going to super glue it back larrhs!! )):
Fuck fuck fuck. I HATE THIS FEELING. IT'S LIKE A PART OF ME HAS JUST BEEN RIPPED OFF. Dearie still mentioned that it's alright, damn it isn't! I would have rather he scolded me. SIGHs. (sorry for the vuglarities, just this once ? =X )



Back to the story, i reached the bank and it was raining cats and dogs when i settled everything. Such a hassle to walk in the rain with my favourite bag , acting like a stupid kuku who's trying all means to protect her bag from the rain. Lol. I had a chat with my collegues and decided to start work again next monday ((: I need money! hahahahas.



Reached home after the shop for groceries with mum and called Darling. He sounded weird-keep putting 'my gandi' in his lips. Didn't sound eager at all to speak to me & there were many awkward silence scenes. Duh . Finally i hung the phone and he sent me this message :"wah. i love u la jie! lol!" Sent by lm. Dots. Then i remembered - there was a time i (i mean we) did him a favour by waiting for him to have dinner ; he was ultra grateful so he sent me that in a joking manner and that time i was using dearie's phone for some reasons so it was saved in his phone. He must have been going through his message inbox when he saw that and allowed jealousy to attack? Aww. I hate misunderstandings like this. Tried very hard to please him and explain to him - I'm so glad he understood. He jus sent me this message that kept me smiling ear to ear : " XXXXXXXXXX Honey, i love you, u'r my only one. " HEHEHEHE! So... SWEET! LOVE HIM TO BITS AND PIECES !!



Well, tomorrow i'll be heading town with joanne and jiahui lovers! Miss them like hell loads! i'll be cooking pasta for dinner for my family and him! Winks! yay! He's coming up again~~ Wee! Exhilarated about tomorrow's events!