What should i do.

I'm really crestfallen. I just heard the news : Someone dearest ( dearest dearest dearest) to me is leaving Singapore for 3 months and will come back only by then.

What is left to be done when all i have is 3 days? Less than 48 hours.

Or rather, what will you do if all you had with your lover was less then 48 hours? I've got so much to whine, i've got too much to say; i've got too much to think ; i've got so many things to do with you ):

It just breaks my heart. To hear you saying that you're leaving me for 3 months. Please don't say 3 months, even 3 days are too much for me to bear. Oh. what am i going to do without you by my side? Cheering me up through my forlorn times ? Providing me with your tender care and concern? Pampering me like a spoilt brat? I feel so lost. But what can i say.?

I promise you baby; i'll be the same old me waiting for you right here 3 months after. I give you my word that i will study really hard & achieve better results like you would like me to. (: Don't worry for me ; i'll be fine. But please ; take care of yourself T.T I would miss you ; i really will. In fact; i'm missing you like nothing else now. I LOVE YOU.

You know what my dear? When you told me that ; it was as if i was stabbed in the heart ; tears came rolling down my cheeks as if there's no tomorrow. I'm losing all my control. I really am. I'm in sorrows. Just because i love you so much ; i'm so unwilling to let you go.

This is the first time i'm feeling this way : A mixture of unwillingness and pain . It's torturing. I know that i'm going to miss you so much ; longing for you all the time. I would be ; promise.

I guess all i have now is my friends and family . I would rely greatly on them i suppose. If they're aren't gonna be by my side; I believe i would fall and never get up again.

Baby ; i'm sorry. I told you i wouldn't cry but i all can do now is to bewail. I can't even control myself. It just tears my heart apart.

我爱你; 我们三个月后见

不关你用多久;我也只要你当我的仗夫

我会等你;请你相信我.

)):

:'(