Depressing..

I was blog-hopping ans chanced upon this website.. It's actually the blog of a girl named Caiwei, she's an attractive girl (: Well, her blog depicts the story of her and her BFF who unfortunately, passed away. It's very very heearttt-sinking, the way she blog and all.

Click here to visit this website!

I think she's strong, i mean, i might not be able to take it if it befalls on me. It's like, after msn-ing your bff one day & the next day she's gone. It's really very very saddening, i teared when i was reading her blog. It's very terrifying ): I suddenly remembered that i should start loving myself & the closest around me more. It got me pondering, IFIFIF one day, i could not talk to Daphni anymore how will i feel? I think i will breakdown, literally. And what if one day i can no longer reach sheila? I think i will be really stressed and worried and grieve my days away! It's just like the other time Fides went back to philippines ! I couldn't bear not being able to meet her anymore for at least one year! ): She's so adorable, just a good friend & a very good pair of listening ears! :D Loves her so much! (: I'm awaiting for her to come back quick!!! ): From today onwards, i must start cherishing my friends and tell them how much i love them ! I can't afford to lose them! ):

Oh well, i just realised my a/c $$ is not enough to foot my phone bill! How! ):