i miss you more than anything else

過ぎ去った時は戻せないけれど

近くにいてくれた君が恋しいの

だけど あなたとの距離が遠くなる程に

あたし逃げてたの

だけど 目を閉じる時 眠ろうとする時

逃げきれないよ あなたの事

思い出しては 一人泣いてたの
我没想过我会这么惦记你，

我不忍心看着我们彼此都那么痛苦。

我好想飞到你的身边。

你说，我该怎么办才好？

软弱的我根本不会照顾我自己。

你的出现，我变得好依赖你`

我是真的动了真情，

如此的心痛，

对你的爱也不需要多问，

你都知道，

我已经离不开你了。

我觉得我快要疯了，

你说我该如何是好？

I made a braclet for my hubby, it looks girly but it's really pretty.

I sincerely hope he will likes it.

Yes, i'm falling apart .

Please come back, please?

Yes, my Cliques are loved :)

Hurray ! It's time for some party!` Something i had been longing for since the day we parted ); And that is... none other than ...... GATHERING WITH THE PIONEERSsss Yay yay.
I'm currently located at yong quan's house and his mum is really nice, she prepared steamboat for us and it was sooo delicious * :) Yesyes, i miss my peeps so much.
The old gang who never fails to cheer me up and be with me whenever i'm feeling low.
I'm really thankful to Yongquan and others who organised this gathering because it was a success!
Hooray!~ Loves you all.
But i miss all those who are absent as well.
I hope to meet you all soon `
Okays, i got to go now byes peeps!

I miss my peeps ):

少一个朋友，好过多一个敌人。。
但我令愿多那一个敌人。
因为，我的朋友就是我的精神支柱。

I miss my Dear friends.
Especially C.R.A.Z :
Sheila the sweetheart ;
Dionis the pretty babe ;
Fides the lovely listening ear ;
xueqi the quiet cat ;
liming the basketball lover ;
Jasper the comedian !
And the others especially too :
Daphni the closest to my heart;
weeliang my ever gym partner;
jianhao the good guy;
zhihui the punk girl;

I realised we've been too busy. Unknowillingly, distance became a barrier between us & we neglected each other . I really miss you all. The good old times, the jokes, the laughers, the moments we spent together. I deeply cherish every moment & still remember them vividly.
I love you all :)


没关系。总有一天，你会发现。。你真正属于那里。
不要怕，凡事都有雨过天晴的一天。
只要有恒心，一定能克服的。
我相信你，你做得到。
别去理会别人的闲言闲语，
那些都不重要。
闲渣人，这个世界多的是。
在我眼里，你是最棒的！
所以。。
加油吧，晓玲！
頑張って！
I'm currently munching on some yummy muffins that hubby's mum bought me & enjoying my HK sanrio game :D
It's gonna be a long day tomorrow & hubby asked me if i am willing to meet his EX-collegues and have dinner with them. I agreed, but somehow i'm a little scared ;X Pressurrized i guess? :D But but, i've been wanting to meet them yet i feel so inferior ! :D I think it's because they are all japanese ^^ Well, all the best to me :D
Did i mention HK is marvellous? I mean the website :D There are online games, dream studio, mails checking & many other interesting stuff for SANRIO characters lovers ! Not for the haters though :)
In case you do not know, the website is : http://sea.sanriotown.com/

I went out with hubby to settle some stuff for mummy today. We were online for quite some time before heading out & it is so surprising that i think GLASS SKIN BY DIR EN GREY is nice :D This is because i've always thought their songs doesn't sound appealing to me. But this time round, they proved me wrong. Ah, i love the song. Super duper SAD & TOUCHING lyrics :D
The video :


The music is very catchy & if you are wondering what's with the blur images in the video , this mtv is actually depicting the feelings of a particular person whose loved one left him. That's when his vision starts to blur and everything else falls apart.
Seriously, it's very touching.
Worth every minute of your attention :)
The Lyrics : (direct translation thus the command of eng)

Dir En Grey widget by 6L & Daxii
I've received an sms from the China students today! I am really elated to received her SMS! :D Oh, i miss them so much~! The students :D It's almost 2 years and i'm really happy that she still remember me XD
She's having her examination today so GOOD LUCK TO 晓玲妹！加油！Yes, Pure coincidence that we have the same name *Chuckles*

It's almost 1AM now and i'm dead beat. I shall head for bed soon !
One more PACC tutorial to go, 頑張って！


I can't make you love me, but hating me will not make you a better person either.

Taken from Lj entry dated 23th Jan 09

January, 24th's Entry

WEEKENDS ARE HERE ~
恭喜发财！

Boohoo~ I'm so in love with fridays! This is because friday spells the weekends! :D Hooray ! It's time for a break after so many days of slogging for projects& exams ! :)
School as usual, lessons was very boring & the guys & i went for dinner after school. Yeah, We had subway ,
subway is the love man.~
I think the time spent with them are great :D Moreover, the things they say never fail to trigger my laughter. Woohoo~
I spotted this canvas high-cut sneakers retailing at converse & i really wish to buy it lah ):
Anyway, i think it's time i make a correct decision for myself. Although i'm uncertain if i will regret it in near future, i will still carry on with my decision because judging for the current decision, that is the best decision for me :)

Oh by the way, Chinese New Year's in a few days' time & Yay ! It's time for some extra "pocket money".
Though i think that many would agree with me that this year isn't a good year.
Especially when your examinations start immediately after chinese new year, affecting your whole mood for the festive season.
Moreover,our economy is really atrocious now we're having the worst recession as compared to the 1997's recession.
Companies are retrenching staffs, they are cutting down on salaries and hiring foreign workers just because they are cheaper. ( Obviously, i'm referring to those China & India workers , no offence though)
When this happens, our parents will usually react in the same way,resulting in a decrease of OUR pocket money + disposal income.
Oh wait, maybe i should say it's a EXTREMELY DRASTIC CHANGE to our financial situation because mum had stopped giving me regular pocket money and sometimes i get like $10 per week ? But it's alright, human beings should all learn to adapt to changes, like a chameleon :)
Back to the story, A decrease in disposal income will affect the sales of unnecessary items like CLOTHES, COSMETICS, GOOD FOOD & etc.
So now you tell me, who will be so generous and still spend money impulsively in times like that ?
That's why, no NEW SHOES for me this year but i'm lucky because hubby bought me new dresses last month which i didn't bear to wear.
HAHAHAHA
We shall now look at the real estate's point of view :
A recession causes a decrease in people's disposable income , leading to a drastic drop in sales of properties. When this happens, the interest rates and other factors will increase causing many properties to be left unsold. This causes an extremely big decrease in value of properties ,influencing owner's decision in selling the property and they will decide not to sell their property at all .This, in turn has a change on the owners because when their properties are unable to be sold, they don't have the chance of getting back the money they paid in buying the property. ! Well, if you think you are so free, you may have a look at this video, it explains the effects of recession on real estate sector.

My conclusion is : RECESSION CAUSES A DECREASE IN THE WEIGHT OF OUR WALLETS THUS IT IS A VERY BAD THING.
Yes but there's nothing we can go to help the economy because we are just students students students, we cannot spend a lot now because our pocket money has decreased decreased decreased.

Let's all relax now& take a look at the top 10 chessy pick-up lines of the day :

1. Through the common sentences like " Hey, you look familar/you look like my friends' sister/ you look my junior in high school yada yada. I mean seriously, guys who are using such lines should learn to be more creative XD. Such lines are so out-dated & they are the least efficient ones.
   
2. Though the handphone of the guy's. The scenario : You are seated next to a guy whom deliberately hit your elbow and shows you his handphone with sentences like " Can i be your friend? " Obviously, i don't envy such actions because they are so embarrassing for either parties because dude, you are like just beside each other ?! This method is strongly NOT encouraged by guys.
   
3. Through description of your dressing like (Direct Chinese translation) "Hey, the one in black, can i be your friend?" Wah, this is super duper "Beng" & i seriously think guys should REFRAIN from using this method because they are super turn-OFFs.
4. Guys who uses this method is usually eccentric and you will know the reason now : This is a situation which girls would find comical & ridiculous because the guys will sing right onto the girl's face just when she passes by him. Don't tell me you wouldn't be surprised and amazed if someone really does that to you? OMG. THis is BAD, BAD.
5. Let's see. How about some loud tease behind you ? Guys who uses this method will PURPOSELY descibe your dressing to their group of friends loudly(to ensure you hear it too) & never stop saying something that you know they are obviously referring to you. In addition, they will deliberately try calling you from your back and say "bye" before you leave.. Situation like this are the best for the girls because smart girls should always ignore the guys and don't even turn and look at them.
6. While you are playing pool, they are checking you out and playing their own pool at the next table, at the same time. I don't understand how guys multi-task like that but it's really irritating when they approach you after checking you out.
7. Girls take the role of asking : The scenario , a group of girls + Guys together & the guys are interested in you but they are embarrassed to ask you personally, they get their female friends to help. Personally, i think this method just sucks because it shows how sincere the guys are , they doesn't even have the courage to ask you themselves.
8. Around late night time while you are walking home alone, some guy came over and asked " Eh, is that guy i saw just now your boyfriend?" OMG. can you believe it? This totally shows how demanding you are. Like when i don't even know you yet you are asking such personal questions. !
9. Stalking girls from one end to another and appearing right in front of her through a short-cut. Pick up lines " Hello, may i have your number? " Was rejected & couldn't give a good reason why the girl should give but didn't stop pestering. This is GOOD effort but definitely NOT good method.
10. After a period of meeting the girl every morning in the very same bus each day, you approached the girl. I think this is the best method of all man. It shows that you made the effort to wait for the right time & asked things like " Which school are you from.." Bla bla before asking for phone number.

HAHAHAHA. There are a lot more like gym cases, internet stalkers,sentosa etc. but those are my top 10 list in the most chessy pick-up lines i've came across so girls, be wary of your surroundings uh! :D Don't ever give false hopes because that's very evil ~ Tips to attract guy's attraction : I personally feel that being natural is the best & don't get very tensed up even when you are interested in them. Make them notice you, not you notice them. This way, you will gain the confidence instead of letting them feel so good & overly confident on themselves.
Be sure to act natural even when you are 100% sure that this particular guy seems interested in you. And, remember not to distribute your phone numbers easily !

Having said all these, i realised my entry is really long :D
I MISS MY HUBBBYYYYYY MANY MANY ~
When you're gone , the face i came to know is missing too `
When you're gone , tears are the only thing i could see.
And i regret being so stubborn & unreasonable at times,
it's just that when you aint here, i start to realise you're no longer within my reach &
Babyboy, i miss you.
it took me 2 years to develop feelings towards you & it takes just 2 hours for me to miss you so badly.
I LOVE YOU.

P/s. this entry were written on 24th January and directly transferred from my Lj.

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I had a nice day :)

I had so much fun yesterday :D

Sp is having open house for 3 consecutive days, till this saturday.

Yinghui came over too so i went to meet her after school.

As an SP-ian, i had the role of leading her around my school.

And so, we went toured around my school (excluding T1A & that area as it was extremely farrrrr)

I guess we're both a little tad too chatty, or it's just that we can click on well?

It seems that we have so much to chat ! So we had dinner & i taught her some of those O'level academic stuff i could still remember vaguely ~
Met Janice in school too & the 3 of us went home together at around 9 pm?
Yyess ! She agreed to teach me PACC yay ! :D

(9.31pm)
School as usual today & GEMS was boring like wth?
Upcoming tests right after CNY ! How ! ):
I'm unhappy. Very upset about what you've been doing.
But how do i tell you?
You've changed & i hate this change.

Batam Trip

I'm so happy today :)
It's gonna be CNY soon ~
Yesterday Mr Ronald told us news which sounds exciting to me :D
Some changes have been made to the modules we'll be taking next year & the changes seem pretty interesting!
That's why i'm happy (: I must study hard now & pass all this year's module
-No MORE repeats !-
Nah actually i aint really very happy today but since i'm not sad too,so i shall continue saying i'm happy.
Wees* ^^ :D And DTRM's going to Batam for a one week study trip during April 2009 !
The important point is : We will be attending normal lectures and lessons over there & we will be given this chance to serve customers !
Woos #~!! I'm anticipating a scene somewhat akin to Ritz Carlton hotels' club lounge.
It was so fun then ! XD *Winks*
Sounds so exciting, i hope our class would be better bonded after this trip as we are already seniors by then!
I had my Om exam paper back & i must say the result is really disappointing.
I thought i could do better but because of loopholes here & there, i lost a handful of marks.
): But it's alright, i'll do better next time i'm sure :)
We should all have high self-esteeem yea? Don't be defeated too easily. :)
Woo~. I'm hungry.
But i have to study for the re-test tomorrow which is really tough for me .
Ah, I'll pray hope i can pass it alrights :D
Although the final grade will be subjected to 50%, but it's still better than a failed grade right ?
And yes, i have plenty of pictures which i decided not to upload because it wastes too much of my time. My Precious time. However, i've uploaded 5 pictures for you all to CCCCC ~
Oh yes ! I'm thinking of getting a dress & a skirt from f21 online. Anyones' interested ? Do tag me at my tagboard as i would like to cap fast :D

The above picture was taken by yours truly :D I thought baby looks cute chewing on his Char Kuey Tiow :D

Wahahaha. I like his hair like this :D

There's a magical feeling in this picture. isn't there?

That's yours truly again :D , at his house.

I was wearing my favourite Coat called "the Sheep coat".

Doesn't it loook like ?

Why doesn't a "money tree" exist in this world?

Why didn't Santa grant my wish?

Why did i choose to react this way ..

At the end of the day,

you're still the closest to me,

Why don't you tell me what should i do?

Period, Not ?

Having terrible cramps ! ):
Ah & my sore throat is killing me.
I had to stay at home & did this for babee to kill time ahhahaha ~
i can't join 03's class outing tomorrow ! ):
WHY!

There's actually a story behind those captions & Pictures if you manage to get the picture.

Yah, Okays ! Byes everyone ~

I will blog once i have the mood to do so , for now back to Ggt powerpoint !