I miss you , very much ): You know babe, i feel like losing myself now so i'll have no restrictions. I can't pretend that i don't care when deep inside, it hurts so terribly. What was once an easy relationship became so difficult to maintain now, not us but them. I don't wanna regret 20years later & i don't wanna trust that our relationship is so fragile. Although it seems to me like, external factors & irrelated people are getting our relationship mixed up. I wish i will never need to bid you goodbye again & welcome you a month after because i'm not into long-distance relationship at all. Knowing that i will not be able to see you for sooo long just makes me feel so disturbed because i can never get out of this hell secure place to malaysia.
I've been so used to revolving around you, so used to being with you that it calms my soul down whenever i hear you. Can you not go ? I don't wanna tear alone without you in my arms, i don't wanna face the mirror & mummble to myself anymore & i don't wanna see you offffff , AGAIN. I finally realise now that i've lost myself to you.
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