fides's gone, here comes mst..

Random: The Apology Act Contract i(we) made for Ms chen :)

Breathless - Shayne Ward

If our love was a fairy tale

I would charge in and rescue you

On a yacht baby we would sail

To an island where we'd say I do
And if we had babies they would look like you

It'd be so beautiful if that came true

You don't even know how very special you are

Chorus
You leave me breathless

You're everything good in my life

You leave me breathless

I still can't believe that you're mine

You just walked out of one of my dreams

So beautiful you're leaving me -Breathless

And if our love was a story book

We would meet on the very first page

The last chapter would be about

How I'm thankful for the life we've made
And if we had babies they would have your eyes

I would fall deeper watching you give life

You don't even know how very special you are

Chorus
You leave me breathless

You're everything good in my life

You leave me breathless

I still can't believe that you're mine

You just walked out of one of my dreams

So beautiful you're leaving meBreathless
You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me

You're like an angel

The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me

You're something special

I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me

But all I can do is try

Every day of my life

This is such a beautiful song, parts of it totally suits what i want you to know.

Boy you are so special, so loving, so suave, so smart, so protective and so kind

You're like an angel -always guiding me.

I can't find any words to say, your'e my support my life my love

And truthfully, i will just wilt & die a rotten flower if you leave me on the lurch.

I'mma just hoping that this moment can last forever..

If i have the chance, i hope to get married with you& we will both work hard for our family.

We will make babies, babies who will have my eyes, your nose, my mouth ...

But i wonder..... is there such a thing " wish come true?"

If there is...

Well then, let me be the first to testify it.

School's been hectic , especially today (thursday) . Class started at 8am sharp and ended at 6pm. I'm really sick of squeezing with the 'inconsiderate' passengers in the mrt & today had to be the worst - Morning peak hour, evening peak hour & i really thought i would be dead- suffocate in the train.

Ironically, i find school really interesting & fun. I feel that the modules i'm taking this year are really fun ; prolly because i can relate easily to them - service - so yeaa, i'm hoping to achieve better grades this year. I find myself excited to go to school in the morning, i no longer dread school like how i used to do & it's really a good thing. Personally, i feel that it's my current clique who've changed me. They are nice when i'm nice & they are not afraid to scold/get mad/lecture me when i did something wrong or acted irresponsibly. I started doing my tutorials now because dennis& yuting always say " MUST DO AH" (haha~) & i'm pretty glad i made a wise decision. I'm not saying that the other group isn't good but maybe maybe, i'm just not meant to be part of their group? Maybe we all have different personalities & we didn't know how to accept & communicate with each other? Although my english seems like the poorest in this clique, i will not stop trying. I learn & i try & i think they wouldn't ostrasize me because of my bad command of english? In relation to that, i think that my brain have been only half-used since i started my polytechnic. The other half remains shutted & eh eh , i'm so gonna open it again!

Fides left Singapore & is in Phiphi now , hers was a tuesday flight & i went to send her off.

Well, not exactly. I didn't wake up on time & til now i'm still pretty upset with myself for not waking up as early. I reached the budget terminal one step after she checked in. I love her, she's such a sweetie pie & i miss her. I couldn't control myself i didn't stop my tears from flowing because she's one of my best friends ; yet i couldn't send her off due to my own tireness. She will only be back next year, and i guess this one year is gonna be a long wait.

Eh eh eh eh , i think i have the most adorable fiance in the world :) My prepaid's low so i couldn't and i didn't contact him at all today and he was so worried. He even messaged Yuting and asked her if i was with her. In addition, he added this really cute confused-question mark animation which made us smile/laugh ! Wahahahha, hubby's so cute :) I love him, miss him so much :X