Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Ups and Downs

 I remember when i was 15 i wanted badly to turn 16 so i would be eligible for NC16 movies. Then, i turned 16 but i wished i was 18 to be able to step into a club; take alcoholic drinks. Now that i'm19, i wish i needn't had to grow up. I realise that time flies and i do not want to reach 21 so soon yet. I reckon we all face the same problem - nothing is ever enough.....


 Just like how skinny people will always say that they're fat 
 Just like how we wish lessons would start at 2pm now that we have 1pm classes
 Just like how singles wish they could be attached 
 Just like how people always complain that they can never get enough money ... 
 like how you wished you've had a good day instead of a bad one ....
 And how i wish i had more clothes now that my closet's already full ' .....

And it's all because of GREED. Everyone's born greedy. We can/will never have enough and we are always complaining/grumbling on things we have already done/could have done. Have you ever had times whereby you just wished you had done something instead of something to achieve a better grade/result? It's all because of our greedy nature, we want things to be on our side and nobody likes failure. That's why we tend to ask for a lot of things when in fact we already own many things. It's quite funny how human minds program i think i should have gone for psychology instead of ISP for my elective module.

 A typical day in school was spent within 2 hours of lectures which bored me to a certain degree then Jill and I went to Bugis for our lunch. It was a great time spent with her and we chatted on a lot of topics and i met a lot of people. One of whom is Luci, Jill best friends' friend and whom is my friend too. It's actually pretty scary to think that a moment before i was just telling Jill about this friend and then a few hours later, we saw her! Well, maybe she knew that i missed her so she appeared in front of me... (Haha) Okay, i'll stop being chessy... But eventually Jill got Lily her clothing and her long-awaited corset and she left for dance as a very happy girl. I didn't get any corset although i was really tempted because I've already promised Wennhan darling that i wouldn't spend impulsively anymore. That's a good start for me :) This is the corset i really like and it looks good when i wore it as well. But... it's too pricey ...

Last night after my training darling cheated me and brought me to his home hoping that i would spend the night with him but sadly, i insisted on going home and he was an extremely cool sweetie he sent me home from Lavender back to my home at Choa chu kang at a time like 10.30pm? Well, any normal person would know that it takes around 2 hours to and fro the two ends and i was extremely touched that he insisted on sending me back even though it was already so late. A sweetheart like him will always be treasured deeply in my heart  because he's such a nice chap and he's so lovely, how could i resist not loving him? Afterall, we've been together for almost 3 years now and we're still so happy with each other we both think that it will be hell if we're gonna leave each other. Aww. Anyway, a very random thought struck me i need to get new mascara soon but i'm still unsure of which brand to get. Etude house, MJ, Dior, YSL, Mac or Lancome? Since Ena didn't get it for me because it was more pricey in Msia i have to get one in Singapore.. I'm thankful that she helped to check out the price for me though she's such a sweet young lady. So.. any suggestions of good mascara brands? Please kindly leave a comment so i know that' i'm not practically blogging to the wall although i know that 99% nobody visits my blog. :D

Anyway, tuesday our group presented a 2 hour professional image workshop to our class and it was really cool that all of our classmates attended the lesson. All peeps were nice and participated in our games which was pretty lame to begin with (= Then something happened in the toilet which made me shocked yet i was quite glad it happened because it signifies that we're taking a step further into our stranded and awkward relationship.

School has already started for almost 2 weeks but i'm still not in the correct school nerdy mode yet, i've yet to get my TLE Textbook and my RM textbook so i am unable to do my TLE tutorial for tomorrow's class. In addition, my heart is calling out to me... It's telling me that i should skip school tomorrow but my brain's telling me to attend school since it's a full-day school with all important modules. Hence now i'm in a dilemma should i listen to my heart or my brain?

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