Rants

" Comparing with other classes, your class did only average in the forum. I was actually expecting better performance"

Alright great. This means we must have screwed GBE upside down like nobody's business. I feel like a total crap right now, so many deadlines yet so little time and the training this evening is redundant so i don't feel like attending at all but i have to be there after all.  This restriction is making me feel totally screwed up.

On a lighter and happier note, i'm finally meeting Ena sweetheart tomorrow after school! So much catching up to do after so long, i'll most prolly enjoy myself alot ! :DDDD

And also, Thailand' trip's ticket has been booked and confirmed. I can't believe that i'm going to bangkok, this is my first time! With the perfect companion - 3 cheers!

Hiccups

I still really do hope that Thailand trip goes on as usual without any hiccups in between, however my instinct begs to differ.

Teach me how to care for someone without being seemingly too overly concerned.

The story is like this, so i have this friend which i treasure really much and although we weren't really close or good friends but we do click on really well. Right now she's having some problems on her side and i'm really concerned because i want to let her know that she's not alone and that i would always be there for her whenever she wants to because she's someone dear to me. I love her as a friend and i would be upset seeing her in sorrows, but the problem is i think i have been too nosey that i feel that i have been annoying her too much. Which wasn' t what i wanted her to feel so how do i care for her while not being too over that scares her away? ):


Can someone enlighten this poor kid here?

Wallow in your shallow world, you ludicrious and callow kid

 It's been so long, that i haven't blog about anything, everywhere and anyhow. This week past by yet again like a breeze and i haven't been home for almost one week now. Robocup was amazing-ly tiring and it was an eye-opener for someone like me whom is/ will never ever be good at programming. The whole commitee was pretty screwed up and uncoordinated but the people whom i've met were awesome. Not to mention that i got to 'mingle' with the year 2s - a minority were cool and fun people whereas the others were terribly irresponsible and erm, immature. I cannot stand girls who have to stick with their clique of friends wherever they go in all situations, like Superglue. To me, it's such a childish and silly act. I mean, it should have never been my buisness but the thing is there was one day we really short of manpower and only 3 should be allowed to go for break in the first session. But this gang of girls were inconsiderate and so childish that they had to follow suit each other and all 4 left for their break without informing us. The consequence? Well, we were short of crews in the counter so we had to trouble the ambassadors to stand by at the counter for us. I really cannot stand them being so inconsiderate and spoilt and irresponsible that they just left like this. Hello? We're a team, don't you know what is teamwork and what is cooperation? You being so inconsiderate totally pull the rest of us in the team down. Stop behaving and a callow adolescent and please start acting like a fine and sensitive one.

Alright anyway, did you come and check out what's in store for Robocup? It's a pity if you didn't because the robots were super duper adorable!!!!!!!!!! The competition was segmented into junior and senior leagues and it was further divided into the different categories : Senior - Middle size, soccer, rescue, @home and etc. My fav favorite was the soccer league ! The robots were super funny and cute! It was so especially when they bumped into each other and one of them falls on the floor, i feel it was so much better than watching World Cup because i can never understand the significance behind the 22 players chasing after a ball. But the robot's soccer match was so different, they were so cute and some moved really super slow and there were some whom started reversing in their motion after they reached the ball. Every goal felt so valuable because it was really difficult to score but sometimes it was easy because some of the groups' goalkeeper moved really slowly so they couldn't prevent the ball from the goal in time. There were many exhibitors as well, an example would be Mr. Nao, if you have watched the news you would be familar with his voice and his nimble movement when he danced and showed stunts. There competitors were friendly too they arrived from around the globe and there were a few suave ones.
  
  I had interviewed the merchants of association last week and while we were there, they were very hospitable and helpful - treated us to polar snacks and barley and indian rojak and coffee! They even lent us a gem of Joo Chiat - their very own book of Joo Chiat's history which is very useful to us! We're still working on this project so hopefully it will be completed soon. It was pouring that day and my wedge were broken because i almost fall down literally on the ground so i had to get a new pair of slip-ons from JCC. Very unlucky day.

Concurrently, i've started working on my school projects as well because we just realised that our deadlines are drawing nearer to us every single day. School's such a bitch and i start to wonder, how will my ITP be like?

This afternoon i took the LRT with my boyfriend and his mum and just after we alighted, he told me that a FAT COUPLE were gossiping about us throughout our journey. So yeah, this blog title is for this FAT ASS COUPLE - You know what? Please go and workout first before you start critising people and commenting that they are act - cutes, the thing is that at least we do look cute if we act cute but you? Well if you act cute too we're sure to puke. Oh and do you even workout, like exercise? Do you even have your very own gym membership? If you don't i could even introduce you to one you FAT ASS MAMA. You're so obese and your hair's nearly bald please check yourself out in front of your MIRROR before you start acting like a wild and crazy horse. Oh and do remember to use your HOUSE mirror because if you use a PUBLIC mirror, you will be damaging a public property and you are liable to compensate for that.

Withh that said, bye and have a great weekends everyone!

Revert

I get bloody fucking pissed when my text messages are ignored and the receiver doesn't even attempt to revert. 

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Robocup's open to public from tomorrow NOON onwards, do drop by if you're free it's not a sight you get to see often in sg. 

Busssssssseeeeeeeee

If you are excited about what I've been doing, do stay tuned! :)

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(Hint: Something very related to the picture indeed) 

Awwwww... there's all for now i'm going back to admire my pretty spree loots ! ^^  

我们的故事

还记得这首歌吗？
这是我们的歌，你打动了我的心
就是因为这首歌，让我深深地眯着你
每次思念你时，我都会听着这首歌
仿佛你对我唱的一样
那么动听，那么温柔的歌声
我好想再听一次你对我唱这首我们的歌
告诉我你对我的感觉
我爱你。
李汶翰

听 我 讲,庄脚ㄟ路边 蝉躲在树枝 

七月天闹热ㄟ唱戏 (ㄒ一ㄌㄚㄙㄡㄈㄚㄇ一) 

听我讲 风景这呢水 火车叨位去 

拿纸笔写 歌思念你 (ㄒ一ㄌㄚㄙㄡㄈㄚㄇ一)

车过山洞变成, 暗瞑 

但是连咪都ㄟ过去 

按怎你走那个当时 

没留半张批纸加字 

过去像溪边ㄟ田蝇 

拢是逗阵飞ㄟ日子 

这时我像离水ㄟ鱼 

放抹记剩最后一口气 

放抹记过去你迷人ㄟ气质 

拢是笑容酸甘呀甜 

返去故事到这为止 

你那ㄟ全然拢没讯息 

 

我亲像一只蜂找没蜜 

将过去一张一张ㄟ撕 

这日历马撕到何时才有你ㄟ字 

你那全然拢没讯息 

像往南ㄟ燕子断翅 

不曾搁返来巢看厝边 

为啥咪铁支路直直 

火车叨位去 

The journal of Sarah.

Last night Wennhan came to my site and explored my past entries. And you managed to find all my cutesy mischievous actions and sexy bikini pictures. I was so embarrassed. Looking back, it seems just like yesterday - prom night, graduation dinner, o level release day. It frightens me how fast time pasts akin to the speed of a lightning struck. Before i know it, i'm 21. Let me enjoy the rest of my remaining days before i become a true adult. 

This was me in 2006. When i made friends with Wennhan >< 

Now this is how i look currently, 2010. 3 years of sticking with him. <3 

Mature much? Do you like 2010 or 2006's look? 

Personally, i prefer my current face albeit it's more "swollen" because I've grown tremendously heavier.  Now i shall start my diet routine :) 

Alrights, i haven't study RM yet. Got to go! Tata! 

what do you call a Friday you can't enjoy?

    No, definitely not TGIF. Giving thanks to God it's Friday doesn't even help that next week's the start of examinations. Boo. I'm certainly not a fan of exams, but then again who is? :D




 Anyway, i shall stop my procrastination NOW.

 5 Chapters for SMIT ,
 4 Acts + textbook for TLE,
 4 Chapters + textbook for RM



 Luckily my ISP (elective module) is not examinable. Woohoo.


 Will be back soon. Stay tuned!

Food for thoughts

I can envisage a perfectly planned future with wennhan, the one who never fails to express his feelings for me. And he does it in a unique way. He does it by saying "I love you" every single start and end of a day. And he says it in a passionate manner, that kind of tone you would use to someone dear to you, like a mum telling her daughter how much she loves her. It always perks me up no matter how bad my day had been or how petrifying my nightmares were.  I have spent 124 weeks 2 days of my life thinking of you, missing you like crazy.

I certainly enjoyed this growing up process with you, it had been a long train ride, sharing our thoughts, pouring our feelings out, telling each other stories. I love how you looked like whenever I tell you a story - a new story I just read. Those eager eyes, stern face and a very curious expression  i could draw from your face. Plus the undivided attention you gave. It felt like a competition I had been drawn into, except the only difference is that there were only one contestant, and I had already won the best storyteller award even without competing.

There were something in you which I could not see in others. And you stand out amongst the others. It wasn't your build that matters, it was your charisma, the smell of your perfumed skin, you still smell as good even after a long day. I love to see you smile, it was so innocent i felt like nothing was impossible with your smile.

The way you hold me in your arms,  so tightly that sometimes I couldn't breathe right, but I didn't had to, your cuddle was the only thing I wished for everyday. Your warmth, your pleasant smell, the sweet smell of your hair, the intimacy between us which surpresses all our upset moments, your hug is the only drug Im addicted to.

I remembered the very first time you came my house, we went to a playground nearby where there wasn't anyone around and we kissed. It was a slow, passionate kiss which made my heart thump triple its normal rate. We held our hands together, like little kids and we chattered our time away. It was abln unforgettable moment of my life, the first kiss you made to me. I saw your feelings in it, the sparks that lighted up beneath it, I would tell your heart beat went crazy just like mine did.
I want to tell you I love everything that makes you, you're a perfect boyfriend - always giving the best you could. That's you? Its perhaps the reason we started, your familiar accent, your comforting voice, those mesmerizing brown eyes, and a very unique dress sense.

I love you babe, I really do.

I cant envisage a life without you being part of it. I wish we would continue as long as we are able to...