What does Sarah implies to you?

 Very much living in a confused state every day trying hard to discover who i really am.
 It feels like I don't even know who i am.

What are my virtues? What are my flaws? What is my personality like? Why am i me? Why would i be in dispensible?

These are the questions circling my small little brain every single morning on my journey to work & every night before i fall deep in sleep.

What's my purpose in life? What's my goal in life?

All these questions I've yet to derive at an answer. They bugging me way too much. I feel inferior. I'm losing every single bit of confidence i once had. Why is it so? Could it be the people i meet? Could it be their strong aura that makes me feel inferior? Or does the problem lies with myself?

I'm puzzled. If only someone can offer me an answer i'll be grateful.

On the same note, i dislike myself greatly. I really abhor losing things anyhow and anywhere without a valid reason. I dislike being unable to remember all the slightest tiniest details of the events in my life. It's to an extend that I can easily and effortlessly forget where I've been to yesterday and what I've done throughout my day.

For instance, i was supposed to meet Sheila, Dionis & clique last night at her place but i didn't go eventually. I was searching frantically for my passport. I practically rummaged my whole room - my bags, my study table, my cabinet and anywhere my passport could possibly be hidden in. But still, to no avail. And as i was too engrossed in searching, i absent-mindedly let time pass and forgot that i was supposed to go out at 10. When i came to realise, it was already like 12am. Boollloocckks.

At this point, i'm still in search of a reason of my life to be proud about. I'm officially depressed.

Bye Guys, See you when i see you then.