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Blogging is boring, it rhythms~

I have no idea when did it occur to me that blogging isn't as fun as it used to be anymore. It's now boring. just boring. dearest loverboy have been working these few days and i haven't meet him for days - "若早知就不离，如今感觉仿佛十八相送" Aha! i really miss that cute little boy of mine ~ I really miss those wide smiles of his; those memerising eyes which caught me in love; that gentle touch you leave me when you hold me =) muacks i've forgotten to tell you that i really love you wennhan, since 2 years ago & now the feeling's nothing but just much much stronger. Next month will be our yearniversay, what should i do & how should i plan my day ? I've checked the calender, it falls on thursday which is nice because that's your only off-day out of 7 days in a week. Yay, i'm hogging onto you the whole day boy don't try to escape ! :)

Boo. I am idea-less and emotionless now because i'm in a pretty miserable state. Haven't sleep a wink for days and have since fell ill. Yet i didn't take any medicine. instead, i'm simply sitting on my chair who is so hard my bum hurts and i'm staring on my laptop screen feeling terrible. My nose seems to be running away and i can feel my body temperature rising by the minute. What's worse is that i had the runs twice in half an hour just a moment ago it's terrible. It's such a torture to me. & how i wish you were beside me dearest loverboy. Instead of staring at the computer screen shooting zombies frantically. "Aiya, you know lah. I miss you mah. You always play l4d and forget me. You are so bad loh. " *acting like ah lian* Back to the point, i can assure you that i'm one of those crazy fans of sales & my excuse is : I'm getting ready for new year. Right now i'm pretty certain that i'm READY FOR LUNAR NEW YEAR. You wouldn't want to know my spending habits. Especially when shopping is that convenience that you can even sit down and do nothing at home but wait for your shopping items. It's good & bad lah. Plus, right now i've totally zero entertainment at home my dog had been sent away & my sister can be really irritating sometimes - i can only turn to my laptop screen in search of entertainment. So you can really see why i'm such a frantic fan of online shopping. Hmpf, which is bad i mean real BAD.

Tonight i promise to sleep early because of the state i'm in & i really want to sleep - i've been getting insomnia for days! Too excited over nothing, plainly. Ooo except that my BEST GIRLFRIEND IS BACK IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!!! How excited i am to be seeing her on wednesday, i really can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait!! Fides fides, i love you! Tsk tsk.


That's all, ending abrupting here.

P/s. I know i said blogging is boring, i have no clue how i ended up typing so much here *roll eyes*

Guilt Stricken

Gosh, time check : 17th December 2009, 10.26pm
Expenses Check :

1. 5 pairs of shoe (2 slippers, 1 open-toed, 1 preordered pump heels, 1 sneakers & 1 boots)
2. 1 pair of denim jeans
3. 1 preordered korean dress
4. 1 preordered korean skirt
5. 1 preordered bag
6. 2 HH Dresses
7. 1 HH Top
8. 1 F21 Top
9. Awww.... many other little tiny things which i can't remember anymore....
10. Cabbing on 15th dec ]=

Gosh, this week's expenses are so so huge.. How guilty! ]=

Birthday Celebration 2009

Birthday Celebration 2009

It was well- spent though i did not get to meet my friends ): But still, i was really happy. Woke up @ like 10.30am in the morning and curled my hair + dolled up for like 2 hours before heading to dearest's house with my lil sister :]

Thank you everybody for making this special day an enjoyable and fruitful day for me :]

First & Foremost, Thank you dearest honey/boyfriend for being such a lovely sweetheart :) For doing everything you've done & taking off day specially for me!

And...

for giving me a 'surprise pressie' when i reached your home!!!

What do you all think it was?????

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It was something i longed to have for so long ! That everytime i pass by the pushcart stall in bugis, i would make that special effort to remind him "See! It's so lovely!!! - points to object" And yeah!!...........

Dearest got me something i didn't think he would get me, not as a birthday present at least.

Which is.....

Tadah! It's a lovely wedding couple decoration! =] Which i never fail to emphasize to him that "we can hang in in our house the next time we get married...." & i guess that's why he bought me that :) Since he had already gotten me clothes, shoes, any other materials before..

Then, dearest's mum treated us to a simple lunch & bought me a sweetheart strawberry cake - delicious cake!

And my sister got me a gift set from malaysia :D It's pretty adorable i must say = ]



My lovely mum treated us all to a simple dinner & kfc delivery on my birthday's eve.. She's sweet i love her too =]

My little Sister made me a card with an ultra kawaii Strawberry as the cover, it's really cute! Will post the picture up soon alrights!!

And....

Jill, Yuting , Dennis for buying me chocolates even though i'm on diet huh! Tsk tsk. =]

Daphni for calling me and wishing me 'happy birthday' even though you were having exams..

And last but not least .....



Not forgeting ....

All my other friends whom make the effort to wish me ' Happy Birthday" ! Though they were just words, but it still shows that i am blessed with an 18th birthday because of you all!
There were so many of you, ranging from classmates to schoolmates, schoolmates to ex-schoolmates, ex-schoolmates to acquaintances, acquaintances to ex-collegues and even my school cca's Sir! (Haha!) All of you simply make my day =]



Okay, gotta go now it's 2.30am & i have to work @ 10.30am tomorrow !
Pens off here with my lovely face! :D
HAHAHA BYEBI~

Love love ya' all :]

Sarah had a great & Simple birthday celebration this year :]
Thank you for all your birthday wishes ~ they were really sweet & well-appreciated!
And ^^ I love my mum + sisties + wennhan ( dearest boyfriend!) + boyfriend's mum + brother + girlfriends !!

I received the best birthday gift ever from dearest boyfriend, how lovely! :)
Thank you ^^

Muacks all , byebye~




Pictures will be up soon [=

Sigh, happy birthday dear ladies

I'm absolutely certain that i will flunk todays' test - Big time.










Sigh,
Why do projects and tests come concurrently without a break in between?


Anyway,
Once again
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST DIONE & JIAHUI :)
Both my girls are turning/ have just turned 18 !
It's damn cool enjoy your cool birthday uh!
Dione, i'm sure you did enjoy the club - your biggest wish ever! Heh ^^
Jiahui, you're finally of legal age to marry uh? :D
I love you girls !
I'm not even 18 yet, sighhhhhhhh.


P/s i enjoyed myself last night, but i'm really not anti-social as daphni claimed - i just didn't know where to begin catching up.

Read this, this is for you

Since small, mummy never fails to announce that she's got a wonderful daughter.
Yes, that capable and smart daughter who always get scholarships and would still pass those rewards to her to share the family's burden.
Whenever mum buy things, she would purchase one for you even if you aren't around.
She would proudly announce that you are our role model, that we should learn from you.
You're always getting favoritism from her; from our relatives yet i would be the fat and ugly one nobody likes.
That whenever i tried to reason that you didn't do your fair share in sharing the house chores, she would simply brush it off stating that you had done a lot since you were primary four.
Don't you understand, all of us see things from different points of views.
We all say things to protect ourselves.
I could go on and explain until the cows come home , and i can assure you that this whole space wouldn't even be enough for me.
But, I wouldn't want to do that.
You can judge however you like, i can't just keep explaining because this is never ending.
At the end of the day, it's stagnant. We will just be stuck in this shit forever.
There were so many incidents that you didn't mention.
Prolly due to the fact that you only recalled the 'negative' ones.
I always dread coming home, and yes the reason is you and your 'wonderful' boyfriend.
I see myself enjoying the peace in wennhan's comfy home.
These days back home is like a total chore to me.
I get to see things that i don't wish to see,
i'm feeling all the inconvenience you once said to my boyfriend,
and worst of all, i can't even study peacefully without a day of screams/
Don't be too sure of what you see and feel.
It may all be wrong.
yes I didn't contribute my $200++ per month to mum and i spent it on my own things.
Yes you are absolutely correct on this, especially the part that i'm a cunning and scheming girl.
Have you ever wondered who were the ones doing house chores everytime when you just laze around acting like you were so sick?
Have you even realised how selfish / rude/ill-tempered you have become?
Maybe you could say i'm the reason for that but please ponder deeper,
I am just a reactor to what happened.
All those chasing after moneys, locking your own things.
No worries, i will never touch your things again - like ever.
But please stop opening my closet as and when you like, and stop acting nice and friendly just to borrow my blouses.
If deep in your heart, you really feel that i am saying things like ' i love my family' just for show, so be it.
I wouldn't ask for your trust and faith in me.
Since from your point of view, i am just some rebellious and crude high school kid befriending every single of your friends defaming you so that everyone would see you as a 'bad girl' while me, as a 'good girl'
If that's the case, i'm fine with this.
I don't mind that status at all.
Please i just hope that you would stop caring for me that way i don't want it to be.
And please get him to stop acting high & mighty because ultimately, everything will backfire.
Stop trying to fit into my family.
I know he has very good convincing powers, just use it elsewhere.
And i reckon you have never thought that, all that have happened happened simply because we are the reactors to your actions; your behaviors.
We are not trying to 'flame' or make everyone ostrasize you.
Whatever it is.
I'm cunning so i deserve all the strong and negative adjectives you use to describe me.
Period.

I don't wanna go for MICE test..

I'm super sian now i really don't feel like popping to school tomorrow. It's MICE test which weighs 30% out of my total module marks (which means getting As for all other projects wouldn't even help to fancify my results) and i feel like faking an MC ): The sad thing is, i don't even know if there's a make-up test for it . Term 2 is chaotic, i'm feeling the stress already. A handful of projects had been completed & tomorrow's the start of MST - last week we had presentations + projects and tutorials to complete thus i haven't study any bit for MICE test. Awww.... how how? It's kinda sad to think that my course + cohort + class + schoolmates and i are like going through so much shit whereas other courses/schools MAY be much more relaxing. This whole coming week will be filled with loads of self-study for Mid-session tests then 3 weeks break which is not really a break - it's 3 weeks for us to complete 7 projects that are mainly due the instant school reopens. Which means 5 presentations + 7 reports to do. Hai, are we the only ones so poor? Can someone enlighten me on your course/school? 9th Dec is my dearest DIONIS' BIRTHDAY & i can't join in her celebration due to tests next week. This fact that i can't even celebrate her birthday with her got me really sad, totally. It's like i haven't been spending time with my dear friends at all yet i can't even celebrate her 18th birthday with her. I hope she would understand.... ):
Anyway, this weekends was not well spent i did not study at all. Instead, i was involved in an event ......

Have you all heard of it? It's fabulous! Basically, if you are the proud owner of any apple product, you are entitled to spin the wheel & try your luck out - if you are lucky, you could just been one of the happy winners walking away with 8GB 3G IPHONE + 2 YRS PLAN totally free - of - charge. That's damn cool la, we girls were wishing that we could join in the spin too! It works this way : If your spin stops at "chance" option, you would be able to 'draw' a ball from a black box filled with balls labelled with options like cash vouchers, 2Gb ipod shuffle' 4gb ipod shuffle and 8gb iphone as mentioned. At the last day, we had to clear all prizes so at the last session the lucky winners didn't have to 'draw' the balls, they immediately get the 8gb iphone!!!!! This makes the possibility higher and literally it's like a giveaway session! They are so lucky! Full of envy ): Last night, i went to dearest's house and i'm still very glad i went to sleepover. It's so near dohby ghaut thus this morning i was early for work - which is great because i was late yesterday my boss was extremely mad at me --> all thanks to bus 190 which is stuck at STEVENS ROAD for like 25 minutes?! Zzz. I slept very early last night , like at 10.30pm while dearest were busy bleaching his brother's hair. This morning i woke up at 9am and immediately prepared and went for work. I'm pretty sad i didn't get to try the 'tian ji zhou' his mum saved for me because i was already asleep last night and this morning i woke up late so i didn't have time to eat before leaving his house... i feel so sorry and it's such a waste ):

Today, Work ends at 8.30pm and i've just reached home not long ago. Yes i need to go and memorise those 'chim' MICE definitions and compare between conference, exhibtion, seminar and etc...

I'm so stressed!

Bye - bye

P/s. I want to apply for air-stewardess duty next year.

If only..

If Only ...

i could have a choice...
there are 48 hours in a day...
i could have more jobs...
school isn't so stressful.....
i aint' only 18...


But no matter what...


Reality still hurts.

Back to hilton

I'm so hungry now , gonna make myself a sizzling' hot mushroom soup later on with added sausages and shiitake mushrooms! (Drooling*)

Went back to hilton last night and realised that most of the captains are gone, so are the aunties .. There were many malay newcomers whom i pressume are secondary schoool kidds if i were one of the captain, i will make sure they shut up and do their job properly instead of bitching around with their vulgarities. They are extremely knowlegable in this sense and in other areas, you wouldn't want to imagine. But work wasn't that bad at least i met my primary school friend! Whom haven't changed a bit haha! Oh well, I got really frustrated last night because the freakin' management cocked up and it delayed our time so i missed the last train back home. I didn't have any cash with me then so you can guess how desperate i was for the last train but i still didn't make it and thankfully, dearest hopped over and fetched me from the taxi i took. Not forgetting that he paid for it laaa :D It's a small move but i'm a little touched because it was almost 12.30am and he stood up to wait for me ; he could have gone to sleep knowing that he still needs to work tomorrow morning.... But he didn't, i'm thankful :) Back home, i had supper (Yes, i'm gaining all the fats back i know ) and i couldn't sleep until 6am in the morning. I felt so miserable and was terribly unwell. No worries, i'm fit and well now.

Right now, i'm loading my movies and i need to do house chores already.

Sian T.T And i need to study too..

Ok byee.

Eyeing this Zara Corset + Skirt..

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Random thoughts on a long tuesday

Awwwwww this pair of pumps is effin' gorgeous!!!!! I really need this pair of heels for my formal presentations in school - it's $50 bucks. I need to hurry get more jobs coming!




Don't you think it's pretty?? Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...... It's plain but nice, i wish i own it. zZz.

Anyway, it's been a long long school day & i'm kinda suffering from pre-exam phobia my examinations are around the corner but most of the times i'm either still sleeping in lectures or not doing tutorials. I'm such a geeky rebellion. As usual, i arrived at 10am for a 9am tutorial and my favourite tutor was nice to me as usual. I really dislike walking into classes late but i just can't help myself with the habit of waking up late whenever it's his lesson... I'm taking his kindness for granted, and i'm clearly aware of it. Can someone just slap me straight in my face and get me out of this greedy awful state i'm in? So we went through boring tutorials and i realised that my formal ZARA presentation is going to happen next week! I need to hush & rush on this project which we all have high hopes on.

APEC was kinda fun but tiring, i was pretty much excited til that exact day we arrived at 10.45am to basically wait for like 6 hours before we finally had things to do. It was pretty slack but i couldn't stop grumbling due to the fact that no rotations were being made so i had to hold that eff'ing heavy tray with 6 glasses of drinks the whole night pacing back and forth in my zone - where nobody truly bothered about drinks. Suey enough, my palm went numb and ..... yes you got it right i broke that freaking wine glass.! It was so pathetic but it's alright, nobody's gonna remember me anyway since i'm this insignificant to all the big shots there. Those fantasic businessman, profession office ladies etc.

Lols. Before the dinner, we had our make up and hair done - the professional way with so much spray on my hair that it was literally hard i could kill someone with it. #.# it was styled up in an air stewardess-look way with dramatic face makeup - a pity i didn't manage to snap pictures of my make up that day, it was awesome! My eye shadow were bronze & had a slight tinge of silver - both colours are extremely me thus i was really into my make up that day! I made many new friends and together, we teased jasmine's hair which looked like a bird nest and feels just as hard as mine. Lol We really couldn't blame her for that hair because it's all the bad karma she'd accumulated that results in her having a scary hairstylist that night. (just kidding la!)

Apparently, there was this horrifying hairstylist woman whom looked really rough with her client's hair so while we were in line for hairstyling, we all prayed extremely hard that she wouldn't get a chance to lay her hands on our precious hair. But unfortunately, jasmine lost and she got her precious hair hardened by the terrifying hairstylist. I managed to sneaked into the theatre/stage and watched a couple of programmes that night and i was fanscinated by the Peranakan Wedding programme. I really love Peranakan Nyona traditional costume, it's so prettyyy the next time i have money, i will custom make one for my keep and wear it during CNY :)

This weekends will be spent on Apple Discovery Race, anyone's joining?
This basically sums up my weekends . Good night, gotta divert my attention to my most-dreaded loved projects!

I've been awaken by the school bells when my mind's still fast asleep.

Hmm.. The first thing i want to say is..... I'M SO EXHAUSTED!!!!!!!! APEC training ended at like 10.45pm last night & i reached home at 11.45pm ): I didn't even do MR tutorials because i was that tired & this morning i didnt' want to come for MR tutorial but in the end i came because i decided that i should be a good girl :D Anyway, i'm sure you're curious what i will be doing tomorrow arent' you? Technically speaking, my role is pretty simple but it's like one of the most tiring roles amongst all!

And its' none other than............................ DRINKS BUTLER!!!!!!
Okay i know what you are thinking... I'm not gonna break glasses ok! I'm well-experienced :D Haha! The training last night was more like a workshop on grooming standards and this evening i'll be attending another on the product knowlegde on the food served tomorrow night. Tomorrow's shift will be 12pm to 12am but it's only 4 hours of interaction with the guests. Let me tell you that i'm so excited for tomorrow's event because we will be arriving at 12pm for the make up artists and hair stylists to style & do our make up for us :D Hurhur~ doesn't it sound exciting? To me it does & that's why i'm this excited now ^.^ Being able to work in APEC is like an extremely rare opportunity to the others and it certainly looks good in my resume. Although the salary is pretty little la..
Hmm.. School's hectic as usual. These few days i've been juggling Projects, tutorials, assignments, work and boyfriend at the same time it's really exhausting but i've achieved a great deal of satisfaction. I'm almost halfway through UCCD project and my groupmates and i will be having a meeting this sunday for a discussion on SQM project... The other projects that require a lot of attention is GOM and MICE which we already gotta start soon because there are truckloads of work to be done. Everyday we gotta do tutorial assignments, discuss on projects, work every weekends and 3 weeks later, it will be our mid-semester test week. Everything's so tightly packed together so there's no time to slack ): Sounds hectic ? You bet XD In other words, i need to plan my time wisely i really don't want to fail my modules or get a mere passing grade anymore... It's time to pull up my socks!! It's time to pull up your socks too my dear friends! :D Hehehe :) Jiayou bah!
And here's a list of modules i'm taking this semester, not as exciting as last sems' but it's still way better than year one!

UCCD: Understanding Cross Cultural Diversity
SQM: Service Quality Management
MR: Marketing Research
GOM: Gaming Operations Management(My fav * :D)
MICE: Meetings, incentive, conference and Exhibitions
HRM: Human Resource Management (My tutor for this module is extraordinary
cute! Lols. She's super particular with full stops & sentence structure
she's one that make us go " =.=" literally. HAHA :)

I'm still in school now i couldn't go for my gems because i'm not wearing covered shoes so i'm not allowed to enter the lab.... Then i borrowed boon jie's lappie and wanted to do my UCCD but i just realised his lappie doesn't have microsoft office word ): So right now i'm basically rotting and falling asleep in school...

Bye!

Fully charged :)

Weekends well spent :D
& a few pictures to share haha! Anyway, mama said i've changed i'm so sad T.T I love my family & i want to remain a perfect daughter *sobs*.
Okay, some good news : I'm in for APEC! Hooray * It's an extremely rare opportunity which i'll treasure much. Permed my hair using yinghui's tongs yesterday & i really truly love it :) I wanna perm my hair hair hair ! Sponsors?
Okay, going out now byes people!

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My life is so screwed.
I hate this.

Newlywed groom found dead at hotel driveway

Newlywed groom found dead at hotel driveway
Channel NewsAsia - Thursday, November 5

SINGAPORE: A newlywed groom was believed
to have fallen to his death just hours after his wedding reception at Hilton
Hotel.
Police said they received a call at about 3.25am on Wednesday that a
man was lying motionless outside a hotel in Orchard Road.
The Chinese man,
who was in his early thirties, was clad in T—shirt and shorts. His body was
found at the hotel driveway.
Paramedics pronounced him dead at about 3.35am.
He was believed to have fallen from the 24th floor near the hotel pool
area.
The man, identified as Mr Leong Jun Wei, ran a computer shop and had
lived in the MacPherson area.
Just hours earlier at the hotel, the
31—year—old who was also known as Vernon, had held a wedding reception with his
wife for some 300 guests.
According to the Shin Min newspaper, some friends
and relatives adjourned after the reception to the bridal suite where they
stayed till about 1am.
He was last seen smoking on the 24th floor.
The
police are investigating the incident.
— CNA/so/sf
Credits : Yahoo/Channel News Asia

Oh gosh, can you imagine something like this happened? I was totally astonished when Jill spread the news to me in school yesterday. It's spooky, how am i gonna continue working at hilton now??! That's not the main point, the main thing is ..... can you imagine like 4 hours ago you were having your wedding banquet dinner & enjoying all the best wishes friends/relatives sent you & 4 hours later, you fell from the 24th level to your death? It's eerie & it's giving me goosebumps... Such a tragedy should not have happened it's like the first maiden night.... it's supposed to by spent happily.....

Gosh, i'm speechless. Tramautised by this entire news.... Panaroma....

Facts you may wanna know...

When i was little, i always liked jotting down my naiive little thoughts in my diary as a hobby. Gradually, when i reached secondary school i was hooked onto keeping a blog. I always have an interest in it, it just like how some people love pets while others don't. It's strange but i guess it's how our minds are wired to be , yea? Like how some people like me can be attracted to horror films while some of my friends doesn't? Like how girls are so emotionally trained while guys are more thing-oriented? This afternoon, my gems tutor finally came & we played a lot of lame games which i never thought i would ever play again (haha!) it was sort of fun in a nice way, but it's disturbing that my tutor can get really sick with his words at times. (like totally sick can?! ) But it's alright, i'm turning 18 ! HAHA in a months' time.

Things are starting to perk up in school & instantaneously, projects are coming in side by side. It's good that we can get started on projects but i'm merely too lazy i've been slacking way too much. Too much of the working society makes me feel as if i'm really part of the working society already thus i'm really slacking this much; not doing tutorials & sleeping in lectures (I really slept for a couple of times and then woke up and realise i sprained my arm haha! ) Besides, who really listen in lectures? I'm still working at hilton hotel (if you are wondering) & i'm still surviving the long hours, i've decided to abandon my cam promotor job because i'm extremely sick of the pay drag. November's a fast-paced month & i must really get myself started on my studies, i can't possibly be lagging behind again. Hmpfffs. Anyway, i've got some interesting facts to share :

1) Technically speaking, do you know that class 2B/03 is possibly the quiet-est class in the whole cohort? And apparently, we're the best in being formal for informal shots which isn't neccessary a bad thing because we're decent people *winks*

2) Do you know that for the upcoming vietnam trip, 9 seniors for 2b/03 & 9 juniors from 1b/03 are participating ? It's a gungho affair.

3) Do you know that dancing is my passion? And i aim to take up classes as soon as i'm financially stable.

4) Do you know that it's been 2 years of me dating with my current boylover han?

5) Do you know that i like guys with sharp nose, mesmerising eyes, caring & kind standing at a reasonable height of 1.78m?

6) Do you know that people with big & intensive ego problem really turns me off til the extend that they are like totally invisible in my vision?

7) Do you know that my hobby is looking at pretty girls & admiring them? (haha! )

8) Do you know that i get sick of doing the same thing pretty fast so i haven't stay in any of my previous job for even 1 year?

9) I love pretty boys, especially the charming guy in brown hair, blank pants & 2 piercings on his right ear.

10) Do you know i really have so much against bangalas/indians because the ones i've met are such peevish perverts !?


Basically, life's been life. Nobody's been ill-treating me as i bet they really don't dare (hah!) Baby's been nice to me too, except he's been naughty sometimes ... He'd shifted house so he's putting up at this extremely mini studio apartment in town which i kinda like but it's pretty deluded in a sense it's very ulu... Tomorrow will be a sweet & short day i hope because i'll be packing my things and leaving to han's house. To............... do house chores for him ! lols, what did you think? Aww, i think my mum's gonna hate me because i haven't complete my own house chores yet i'm going to han's house for that sole purpose.. ;p But it's ok, let's just take it as a small reward for him for being aww so sweet this month. :D

& i gotta go do my tutorial before Ms kwok screams at me tomorrow. :D

will update when there's interesting updates?
Ok bye.

Nonsensical callous me

Forgive me for all the nonsense i've came up with.
Forget my couch moments.
Pardon my effing-irritating attitude & forgive my rebellion.
I'm just too tired. Sick of almost every single thing.
I've had enough of giving & not being appreciated.
I swear, that's gonna be the last time.
I've gained nothing from work except extreme lassitude.
And it's piling up inside my brain into deep deep annoyance which may burst anytime soon.
You gotta understand, being me is most probably the hardest task on earth.





P/s. I will never sign a credit card line.

Bye bye vacation

I'm pretty satisfied with this semester's time table. Hooray, no more long & miserable breaks in between classes & guess what ?? Thursday's the shortest day of the week and this spells
-h-a-p-p-i-n-e-s-s- :) What's nicer than being able to spend a full day with dearest hubby?? tsk tsk. which reminds me that this thursday we may be heading Sentosa again! *grins* i'm totally thrilled.

Anyway, guess what 03a found out today? Lols. It's an insignificant little secret between us which is not meant to be shared. Haha! Yeah right, i don't even know why i'm blogging on this given its insignificance. tsk tsk. School's manageable at this moment & whenever i think that school's school with our poly clique, i can't help but feel extremely relieved & happy. I did lots of catching up with them & i found out that many of them travelled overseas this vacation. Like Herman went hong kong, Anthony went korea, dennis went perth etc.. and the best part is ..... they got us giftys!!!!! Yays, i love freebies (: Anthony & Herman got us keychains - one tiny little panda with extremely adorable looking & mesmerising heart-shaped eyes which i adore really much & a korean ornament keychain with embroidery which looks extremely classy ~ I like :)

Sian, i just remember that this semester that are several days we gotta squeeze in the mrt early in the mornings & carry our bulky laptops to schoool ; whereas the other days we gotta wear formal. you must be thinking that "Since year one it's been like that, aren't you like used to it?!" Hahas nope . Not exactly. I mean maybe yes but it still sucks due to the fact that i aint got many of those formal attires ): But i refuse to spend money on formal attires because i'm currently like broke.

The few days out shopping with yh really made me totally moneyless. Hmpfss, take for example wednesday, which was supposed to be a study day - i was thrown the huge responsibility of bring her mentor til the day o level ends so yes, common sense tells you that since thursday (today) is her o lvl practical paper, i should have been intensively throwing her lots of questions & coaching her so that she will make improvements . But NOOOO, wednesday we walked from Bugis junction to Bencoolen ; then from Bencoolen to Bugis Street; afterwhich we travelled back to the mrt station & exited the wrong path but in the end we managed to exit from Raffles Hospital; then from Raffles we walked to Arab Street then to chilli red's office. But that's not the end. We saw a mini cakery outlet that sells ultra mini cute cakes so being such a sweetie, i bought some for dearest hubby *winks* And because of this, we past by Bugis junction & bugis street & finally, reached bencoolen. The funniest part is we actually stalked dearest hubby few shops away from his salon for almost 2 hours. Lols. Then we walked back to Bugis street & shopped a little bit. Finally, we decided to walk to Esplanade in an intention to study. We reached cityhall @ 5 to 8pm i think & guess what? We got stuck in Charles & keith for one hour not knowing whether to buy or not . LOL. Eventually we decided to buy the heels which we both really love & tadah! Esplanade's lib had already closed before we even enter. Lols. So that sums up our day with no elements of study at all! It's not producive at all & the only nice part is that we've bought something we both like. I bought a pair of 4.5inch transparent heels which reminds me of Cinderella & she bought an alligator skin gladiator heels which looks really sexy :D
Seriously, going out with her is the best man.
I can summarise what similar/identical things we bought together:
1 lacey dress, 1 black top, 1 heels, 1 lace bodycon & i have a feeling the list is going to grow! :P
She's really fun laaaa, going out with her really kills my stomach with all the laughters.
And she's nice :D
& i realise that we look almost like sisters in pictures ; except one's dark & the other's light. tsk tsk. Can you imagine us in identical clothings we bought together? Lols.


This semester is gonna be a heavy one for me & with an extra module than the others, i really gotta bite the bullet & buck up in my studies. 3 100% project based modules & 3 examinable modules. Sigh. All the best to me man!
Marketing research = Statistics + marketing (Sian)
Human resource mgm = Organisation mgm (boring)
The interesting ones are : Gaming operations , MICE only.
But fortunately, Mr andrew's tutoring our class for 2 modules this semester & he's really a nice gentleman :D


Ending this with....

lovely friends of mine how have you all been getting?

I'm huge.

" True friends are the ones who will stand by you no matter what. But true friends wouldn't make you feel lonely & relinquish you. Am i not right? "

The happiest event that happened this holiday is ............... i finally met up with jieqi 'mummy'`~!! :D I met her up for dinner days ago & awww, she treated me to Swensens! Loves you aplently XD It's like after an extremely long period........ finally i got to keep up with how she's doing and things like that.. She lost so much weight & she makes me feel reall fat. T.T Gotta drop those sinful obscene calories! Hmmmmppffff.

Apart from that, my life's been pretty mundane & dull. I didn't get to meet my best friends at all & it hurts to think that we are drifting apart each other. Like literally. Well anyway, last night dearest told me a self-proclaimed 'secret' which i would like to share...

"Last night while we were sleeping, mummy came & covered us in our blanket and prevented us from getting a cold..! Awww, mummy so sweetttt!"

Haha, yes i do admit i have a very sweet mummy :D She cooks delicious & sumptuous meals for us and she tidy our things for us sometimes.. hehe, aren't you envious? that's why i've pick up this really good habit of kissing her good night every night. You know, when you love someone you gotta tell him/her because life's unpredictable so you gotta slow down once in a while and express your love to your dears :)

Last night dearest chatted on the phone with yh for a very long while.. I was too exhausted i fell into deep dreams soon after 10minutes of waiting for him in bed. Then around say, 2 pm? Which was like 2 hours of me sleeping & him still on the phone - he shook me up and whispered " Darling.. Darling" for a couple of times i actually heard him but just refused to wake up. Then he was like " i have a surprise for you....... darling..... darling" he kept calling but to no avail. And all throughout, i heard him! Imma just too lethargic and reluctant to wake up.. Then finally after 15 minutes of his lonely cries (=.="), i woke up.
"What?!"
" I have a surprise for you on 16th of this month"
"Huh?! You wanna break up ah?!"
"No la, you will be very happy after seeing it.. really~!"
"Ok, good night i gotta sleep le i l0ve you."
Zzzzz fell asleep. Isn't him like adorable? It's like 2am in the wee hours and he knows i gotta wake up @ 6am but he still woke me up? But he's sweet la, yay i love surprises ! I wonder what surprise he have been planning for me in mystery.

This morning i woke up and i realise that i was very late for work & my head hurts very much + my fever is making my head spin like merry-go-round so eventually, i decided to skip work.
But i can't really rest today, last night baby asked me this
" Suunday you free a not darling?"
" I dont' know. Why?"
"If you're not working, then you can meet up with yh? Her examinations are coming if you can help just try to help ok? She's your future 'da sao' leh.. "
"Yup i know silly boy. I already told her i will help her if she needs help."
"Ok!!"

So yup, meeting this pretty girl later we heading far east :D I hope she's feeling alright already~! I'm quite looking forward to meeting her because i haven't meet her for quite some time already hehheh~
Soooo gotta go! Bye bye!

P/s. Opps, i keep forgetting that i gotta seal dearies' pressie and send it to her Asap ! Haiya....

The joke of the day : Sarah

Let me share a joke with you all ^^
This was my conversation with some random caucasian

Him: "Oh & do you know where's Orchard Plaza?"

Me: " sorry i don't know. " Flashes an
embarrassed smile.

Him: "Oh it's fine . Thank you. Thank you Sarah"

Me: "No problem"

I looked all over myself in search of
any name tag that i forgot i was wearing -

After he left, i spoke to Andrea.

Me: "Andrea, just now those caucasians they know my name!
Why ah?" -Agitated voice

Her: "huh how come?!"

After a glance at my neck,

Her: "Eh, of course laaa SARAH look at this!" - Points to my neck

Me: "Oh, haha i forgot ! Sorry =.="

Her: "You ah..... Zzz =.=" Haha Lol"

Haha, i'm so extremely blur can =.=" !!! Anyway, this isn't the first time i wondered why strangers know my name & i am really a laughing stock zzz - it's all because of the friendship necklace my dear FIDES gave me - that i wear every single day that i am so used to it i totally forgot its existence ! Does it make sense? Anyway, yes that's me - blur blur me zzZ.

So...... let me share with you my working experience the past few days; or rather this vacation.

10th to 13th - Comex roadshow exhibitor, level 6 Chamoxa
15th - On site job at Toa Payoh
Weekdays starting 16th - Admin duties in Sim lim Square - Office (Still holding this job during the weekdays at this moment)
22th to 23th - SIM institute Sapura technology booth, distributed free ice creams & took loads of pictures for the passerbys & not forgetting for myself *winks* ; play guitar hero.
4 consecutive weekends from 29 Aug - Apple event in town @ respective shopping malls.

Thus, this vacation had been an enriching one - til now. The events i'd worked in are pretty much fun but they are tiring at the same time. T.T Well, you can't expect the best of both worlds at the same time right? So yup, the good thing about the Comex job was the basic $$ was considered high and the commission was easy to hit. The admin duties in the office every weekday was alright too - but it's extremely bad for my eyes. Imagine facing the laptop the whole day & counting stocks & making adjustments the whole day?? Furthermore, i think there's something in the office that my body doesn't like because everytime i enter into the office my nose & body & everything else start going against me. (Like having fever, running nose, body ache etc at the SAME time. ) But still, my duties are very much simple so overall it's still fine. The only thing that makes me grumpy is the low salary ): The best part is my boyfriend's salon is situated in the building just right in front of sim lim square so i can pop over anytime i want to peep at him !

Sapura technology SIM booth was extremely slack & fun ; we didn't have targets to hit but mainly we only had to interact with the guests & bring them over to the booth to have fun! Loads of vainity pictures had been taken the two days i worked there - jump over to my fb to see them :D Okay, so let's come to the last one - Apple event. This is by far the most tiring job i've had this vacation - as billboard girls. It annoys me how some people can just be so evil as to ignore me when i passed them those flyers. Let's wait til a day it's their turn to distribute & we'll see how they suffer. Tsk tsk. So yup, but the good thing is..... they pay pretty well..& tomorrow's the last day so pay day will be here soon ^^ Yay.
So as a whole, you may say that i am slogging my guts out every single day working it's hell tiring but on a happier note, life will be easier with all the extra money i earned. I'm loving my life now, although i don't have much time with my boyfriend but we still get to meet sometimes and i'm contented with what i have :) Not much complaints on that side :)
On a sidetrack, i really miss all my dear friends whom i haven't meet for very extremely long! Dionis, Sheila, Daphni, Xueqi, Zhihui, Liming, Jiahui, Joanne, Jasper, Weeliang, jianhao you all! I truly hope that we will get to meet soon, even when we're busy with our own things ):

& To all my dear friends,
The only thing i'm hoping for my birthday is ......................
.... SHOES!! Namely sneakers or high heels !


Haha opps , shameless me ! ><
I'm still in need of events lobangs, please be kind & inform me if you need girls :D
Bye!

Workaholic, some say

Sarah loves her working life now. She loves looking forward to work every single morning (: She loves her family & everyone else that holds a significant position in her heart.

Lynching

Did i tell you that my sis wanted my study table so i had to downgrade to a smaller study table? Well, then i had to clean up my new table and while i was tidying my table, i came across an assignment i did in secondary school 2 years ago.

An inflammatory cartoon that was used as evidence in the civil trial resulting from Michael Donald's murder.

Ever heard of the Poem - Strange Fruit?

Ever wondered in other parts of the world, how far has racism got into?

Ever imagined how many people had been killed due to racism?

Strange Fruit : A Poem
Southern trees bear strange fruit,
Blood on the leaves and blood at the root
,Black bodies swinging in the southern breeze,
Strange fruit hanging from the poplar trees.
Pastoral scene of the gallant south,
The bulging eyes and the twisted mouth,
Scent of magnolias, sweet and fresh,
Then the sudden smell of burning flesh.
Here is the fruit for the crows to pluck,
For the rain to gather, for the wind to suck,
For the sun to rot, for the trees to drop,
Here is a strange and bitter crop.

"Strange Fruit" is a song performed most famously later on by Billie Holiday. It condemned American racism, particularly the lynching of African Americans that had occurred chiefly in the South but also in all regions of the United States. Here's another incident that was credited to racism.

The Death of Emmett Till

Words and Music by Bob Dylan1963, 1968 Warner Bros.

Inc Renewed 1991 Special Rider Music

Twas down in Mississippi no so long ago,

When a young boy from Chicago town stepped through a Southern door.

This boy's dreadful tragedy I can still remember well,

The color of his skin was black and his name was Emmett Till.

Some men they dragged him to a barn and there they beat him up.

They said they had a reason, but I can't remember what.

They tortured him and did some evil things too evil to repeat.

There was screaming sounds inside the barn, there was laughing sounds out on the street.

Then they rolled his body down a gulf amidst a bloody red rain

And they threw him in the waters wide to cease his screaming pain.

The reason that they killed him there, and I'm sure it ain't no lie,

Was just for the fun of killin' him and to watch him slowly die.

And then to stop the United States of yelling for a trial,

Two brothers they confessed that they had killed poor Emmett Till.

But on the jury there were men who helped the brothers commit this awful crime,

And so this trial was a mockery, but nobody seemed to mind.

I saw the morning papers but I could not bear to see

The smiling brothers walkin' down the courthouse stairs.

For the jury found them innocent and the brothers they went free,

While Emmett'sbody floats the foam of a Jim Crow southern sea.

If you can't speak out against this kind of thing, a crime that's so unjust,

Your eyes are filled with dead men's dirt, your mind is filled with dust.

Your arms and legs they must be in shackles and chains,

and your blood it must refuse to flow,

For you let this human race fall down so God-awful low!

This song is just a reminder to remind your fellow man

That this kind of thing still lives today in that ghost-robed Ku Klux Klan.

But if all of us folks that thinks alike, if we gave all we could give,

We could make this great land of ours a greater place to live.

And this isn't a poem invented anyhow, the words are mere descriptions of the sufferings of this poor little boy. The rosewood massacre see the hometowns and habitats of the blacks being burned down and the minority who survived were left with no choice than to leave their hometown and seek refuge in Florida. When they did so, the whites returned and burned their homes down without a trace. With racism, Not only were most Africans accused and killed/lynched, the white who stood by them lost their lives as well. As a result, most of the good-natured whites and innocent blacks could only stand by and watch, they didn't dare to stand up for justice because then, they themselves would be lynched. There were so many incidents, Emmet Till, Tulsa Burning and others. I feel that these actions are so intimidating, so intriguing and it still continues to horrify me til now. And the fact that the kkk still exists frightens me, why has rasicm been raised to such a level that so many lives have been sacrificed and even now as a minor, it still exists ?



Take a look at some of the causes of their deaths (285 cases) :


Unknown cause 92
No cause 10
Race prejudice 49
Miscegenation 7
Informing 12
Making threats 11
Keeping saloon 3
Practicing fraud 5
Practicing voodism 2
Bad reputation 8
Unpopularity 3
Mistaken identity 5
Using improper language 3
Violation of contract 1
Writing insulting letter 2
Eloping 2
Poisoning horse 1
Poisoning well 2
By white caps 9
Vigilantes 14
Indians 1
Moon shining 1
Refusing evidence 2
Political causes 5
Disputing 1
Disobeying quarantine regulations 2
Slapping a child 1
Turning state's evidence 3
Protecting a Negro 1
To prevent giving evidence 1
Knowledge of larceny 1
Writing letter to white woman 1
Asking white woman to marry 1
Jilting girl 1
Having smallpox 1
Concealing criminal 2
Threatening political exposure 1
Self defense 6
Cruelty 1
Insulting language to woman 5
Quarreling with white man 2
Colonizing Negroes 1
Throwing stones 1
Quarreling 1
Gambling 1



In short, these reflect how selfish human beings can get - and it's scary, it's extremely unsettling. I truuly hope for peace in the whole world - be it school peace; career peace, or just peace and equity among the different races.
P/s. All information were taken from research websites and all views are based on my personal opinions :D

Credits to StrangeFruit & martinfrost for the info.

She's a typical kind of girl

That day she came into the office to collect her salary, she obviously had seen me but apparently, she acted like she didn't know me. i wanted to say "Hi" and "Bye" to her but she rolled her eyes at me. Boss asked "Eh, why you all didn't talk at all? " And i'm serious that i don't know what's wrong with her.
then i realise....
Sometimes, it's just difficult to please everyone. Even when you haven't do anything wrong. And most of the times, women are defeated by jealousy. Girls too.
These few days passed by really fast because i had worked my whole week away. It was raining yesterday so Bong and i had to stand in the drizzle and unlucky enough, most bypassers didn't even bother to get those flyers from me. They are not sympathetic at all . However, we did managed to distribute most of the pile of flyers thus this afternoon, we left at 3pm (3 hrs of work for today!) and i've just decided to join my mum and sis in attending a wedding dinner later on in the night. Next weekends we will be situated at Orchard Central and we have 5,000 flyers to distribute. Hai, i hope all of you who reads this will drop by and conveniently grab some of those killer flyers for me because I'm very confident that Orchard Central doesn't have much shoppers.
So I have a casting tomorrow at Euro Asia Court but i really don't know the directions to that place ?! Anyone wants to help over here? Then as usual, Tuesdays onwards i will be working in the office at Sls (hopefully) and it's good because i get to conveniently pass by dearest's workplace for a short meet up :)
Okay, and i'm still waiting for Fides dearie to revert her email back :/ I miss her T.T That's all for today i'm going to get myself dolled up for the dinner later :D

P.S/ CHEERIOS to you being so RESPONSIBLE sis.

Comex It fair

Ever heard of IRadio Pop? I wouldn't have heard of it if not for my work. Wonder why there haven't been news of me? That's because i had been busy slogging my guts out in the it fair at Suntec Convention few days ago. I anticipated a very large crowd for this fair but however, the crowd was pretty small - even in the last day. I suppose it's to do with the economic crisis few years ago? Anyway, aren't you curious what i had to promote in the it fair ?!!

In short, they are the mini jukeboxes, internet radio and some x-mini capsules... Personally, i love the internet radio ! I think it's an innovative product and luckily, the creators are smart to think of this or else this remakable product wouldn't have been invented at all :/


Basically, it allows you to get access to other countries' radio stations. There are over 15,000 channels & over 500 participating countries in total ! Needlessly to say, this includes common countries like Japan, Hong Kong, China, South Korea, India, Thailand etc... Brilliant isn't it? It's very compact like a thumb drive so it's very convenient to carry around - pop into your bag. And heres' a sneak peek of the media player itself. For more info, please log on to here.

Meanwhile, the overall sales for the mini jukebox were better than the iradio in this fair. I think it's due to the fact that this jukebox is smart enough to read & play media files directly from thumbdrives & SD memory cards. Not many speakers can do this. Not to forget line in & out from Pc, handphone, Mp3, Ipod, even Iphone is compatible with this jukebox. It's very mini and lightweight - like, say 500g only? so it's definitely handy for parties and occassions/gatherings :D Furthermore, the rechargeable battery can last you for up to 9 hours - with a 4 hours full charge that is. Lastly, it comes with a cute looking remote control so it appeals to most of the consumers and indeed, people love it! :D


In a sum of 4 days, my sales was pretty alright considering the fact that the crowd for this show wasn't fantastic. I worked with a lady who was in my same school, same year and same age. She's in media & Com while i'm in business but we do share the same building and canteen so i guess we must have past by each other several times before. Shes' someone i hope i wouldn't have to work with again if i can choose because she belongs to the category of girls who like to snatch sales and claim it's their sales. Really. I'd pretended that i didn't mind but she wasn't remorseful at all. So on the last day, i was very alert and stood beside the customers i served. This pretended her from snatching , obviously. Her actions are really =.=" and i wasn't the only one who feels this way. Even the other sales girl from Smarttel - whom i chatted with during lunch asked me "Eh, that eyelash girl likes to snatch sales one huh?" She claimed that she'd seen her snatch my sales and feels that she's a girl like that - it's like an impression she gave others with the image she portrayed. Apart from her, i think it was enjoyable working with the Smarttel salesperson as well as with my boss - who was very nice at all times. So i must admit that i'm pretty lucky :D


Hoho~ And dearest had been sweet, he accompanied me throughout these four days and took care of my little sister while i was working. There's no reason not to fall in love with someone as dear as you, wennhan :D Seee you later baby!

Nightmare :/

Few days past with the bullet train & its' time to blog again.

I had been busy, and i presume this week is gonna be that busy as well with Comex.

That day, i met up with yh in search of a new pair of heels/wedges with the $$ dearest gave me.

We shopped around far east plaza madly and in the end she bought wedges while i bought heels - & I'm totally mad in love with the heels :/ Thank you dearest !!!!!!!! :D

I have been so broke that i couldn't even afford those heels, yet. Hence, it became his present to me ! We took a few pictures together that day and i love the picture posted above. He looks so innocent and pretty boy-like , yup? :)

The past few weekends it was the same garageband '09 event, except that we had to stand literally outdoor under the sorching sun & as a result, i'm DARK now. It's sickening to get sun-tanned so easily and it irritates me ; i love heading to the beach to get a tan but i'm no fan of getting a tee-shirt tan. It's fugly , especially when the shape of that uniform i wore wasn't fab at all.

To conclude, these few days had been fruitful ; i've learned many things and also accepted a lot other things. At this moment, i'm just pretty curious when my results will be out. Anyway, i've just came across this poll :

你最爱哪位vivi模特？

单选投票, 共有 609 人参与投票
1. JUN
28.08% (171)

2. LENA
51.72% (315)

3. MARIE
7.22% (44)

4. CHIKAKO
3.61% (22)

5. SAYA
2.46% (15)

6. KANA
0.66% (4)

7. SARA
0.66% (4)

8. ELLI
0.82% (5)

9. CAMILLA
0.82% (5)

10. KIKO
3.94% (24)

The result is pretty obvious and predictable , everyone loves Lena ! Tell me who doesn't? She's such a sweetheart - so beautiful :D

Yups, that's it for today. Gotta head to fairprice soon as yh is popping over to my house for some cooking session! :/

All drained out

No Swensens today but had delicious Tom Yam & Green Curry today ! But still, i wouldn't be blogging much now because i'm all drained out & my heavy eyelids and body are screaming

" Please lie flat on your bed, Sarah. PLEASE. Or DIE. "

Garageband Event ' 09

Apple GarageBand '09 Event

*Features*
Basic Lessons
Take piano and guitar lessons.

Artist Lessons*
Learn from your favourite artists.

New Guitar Features
Re-create legendary guitar rigs.

Magic GarageBand Jam
Play with a full-screen band.

Hoho , do drop by Ion Orchard from 12pm - 5pm tomorrow to learn more on this product - garageband :/

This morning Bong & i went to work for the garageband event '09 at orchard as billboard girls. Altogether, it's pretty tiring and it's definitly a chore for our pitiful feets T.T Luckily, the salary is relatively good and that's why we've signed the contract for this project which last for 4 weeks. Oh, did i mention that i bumped into Miss Mildred Chan today? She's really sweet, like ever and that's prolly one of the reasons she's one of my favorite teachers in Sp. She's that kind of teacher-cum-friend teacher hooo*

Anyway, met this swensens distributor in the noon and took a couple of flyers from her. Guess what?!!! Ion Orchard's Swensens' having a 1-FOR-1 ICE CREAM BUFFEt TREAT @ $18.90++ only ! It's really worth it ; considering the fact that swensen's ice creams are to die for, apart from B&J that is :) $18.90 for two, inclusive of those cakes/desserts and ice cream fondues! Who can resist this?? Gosh, i'm dating baby for this buffet tomorrow before we come home & he would have to dye mummy's hair for her. Yay, ice cream buffet !

The ones in my life

(Please do not scroll down if you hate long draggy entries)

Back with updates ! This time round, with my beloved ones :) You know sometimes in life, mishaps happens and certain people will tend to unintentionally/intentionally inflict hurt & pain in you ? It's so horrible that you even lost the courage to carry on living and at this time , the only ones who will stay at you and pull you through are the people that loves and are concerned about you. Personally, i still feel that i have the most wonderful family even without my dad. Ignore those quarrels, throw those foolish arguements away and you will realise that being loved and cared/ cherished (like how my family does), that is happiness. Now i recall, in one of my fbm tutorials, Mr Rsn asked me(us) "who is your role model" and i said "my mum". Til now, i still insist that she is my only role model and i have many reasons to say that.

Let's say you have a perfect family of 6 with 4 children aged 3, 9, 14 and 15 years respectively. This fateful day, your spouse; the breadwinner and the person that you are so dependent on - forgotten to offer his prayers- the usual routine* and left for work. In the noon as usual, you were doing housework and you received a call . It was the hospital. He met with an accident with his motorbike. Suddenly, the world seems like it's falling apart and everything else came crashing down on you. You're so used to being a housewife and yet now, you need to take up the role of the breadwinner and support your 4 kids who weren't even adolescents then. What will you do if this happens to you?

Well, i strongly believe that most girls would spend their days grieving how hard life is and longing for his return (unless your surname is Bong haha!) which wouldn't help at all because apart from sinking deeper into your sorrows, you're still not getting anywhere near improving the situation.

But my mum, being such a strong-headed lady and (my) wonder-woman ; she started out as a stall tender and then as time goes by, she improvised and put her marvellous cooking skills to test -- she took up the role of a school canteen vendor. Eversince then, life has been a nightmare and she had to wake up wee hours and endure sleepless nights. Life is even worse now with the rising electricity bills and insurance expenses and tons of loans and expenses to repay. However, this fine lady is still striving hard for this family ( i'm still learning to be as strong as her; as brave as the wind and conquer all obstacles like her though) and she is none other than my role model mummy! This photo was taken on her birthday 2009 , january :)

I truly love them despite all the miffs we had , they are really loved by me :)

Then occassionally in life , it's always nice to just have someone by your side who would (may) be with you when you need them.

And that would be this vainpot over here :) He's my boyfriend if you haven't realise :/ Apart from all these, occassionally there are times when i just feel like breaking down / unbroken because of -- and my lovely friends will be with me either physically or morally. Thus i would be happy to show my appreciation to them here & i do hope they get to see this. They are ( in no order of importance , anyway blogger arrange the sequence for these pics ! )

Jill ! This 'studies motivator' the one who is just as emotional as i am, but never fail to comfort me and listen to my sorrows all the time - even in projects i'll just throw her all those english stuff and she'll be glad to answer. (Although there are times i stroke at the wrong time and she brushed me off in annoyance =-" )
Jill!

Sheila! Fides! Daphni! Sheila & Fides have been my school clique since i was secondary two. They have seen me mature into a fine lady and switched so many boyfriends (haha! ) ~ Anyway, i can vividly recall those days when we pop over to Fides' house after school and sometimes, her mum would cook delicious spaghetti for us ! Over there, Sheila Fides Dionis (sometimes Xueqi) and i would catch all the dance movies and party / dance at her home , which was extremely fun !

Fides is an ultra duper uber kawaii lady! She's adorable and nothing but just simply adorable! Especially with that happy-go-lucky personality of hers. Anyway, i remember sharing all sorts of secrets with her and she kept totally mum about it -- shes' really one of my best friends that i will always trust in my life. A jovial sweet little lady ~

Daphni! Sweetie girlfriend of mine! She never fails to pick up her phone whenever i need her (except in exams, obviously) Her whole family are filled with nice people, and her auntie has really fabulous culinary skills ! Honestly, hanging out with her is the best man! She's always teasing me but i know she loves me deep down haha:) She'd been the one i bothered with all the maths alienic questions and she would kindly teach me in details. We used to be strangers from different class and it's our surnames that brought us together! We sat together in parade square and we were always busy observing the ants and attacking them together ! :DDDDD

Bong ! Yuting :) A very independent young lady whom i borrowed her shoulders like a handful times? She's always listening to my problems/ troubles and together with jill, encourage and analyse situations for me :D Occassionally, introduce jobs to me yay :)

Xueqi ! She used to be nicknamed a 'cat' simply because she looked like one but now that she's 18, i guess she'd walked out of that nickname already :D She's the soft-spoken/hearted one in my clique and we have been extremely worried about her - in terms of relationship wise. She was a competitive young lady and she's brillant in her Maths(A) laaa~ She's a good gossiper and really cute pal :)

Dionis ! When i was secondary two, we had a really massive arguement and during that point, i would see sheila and xueqi trapped between the two of us. I'd never thought that we would even speak again but still, she's someone you would love to hangout with -with her good sense of humour. She've been a good sister, accompanied me when i needed to and immediately contacted me when she heard that i had a tiff with my boyfriend. She's pretty and she's always getting us friendship tokens merely because she cherish this friendship. She's single by the way so guyssss, don't miss this rare golden chance :D

Sheila! She's a sweet looking lady who've been an extremely good listener, very interested in baking and she's been very lovely - doesn't throw her tantrums around, wouldn't get mad at anyone (unless rarely) and we used to drop by her house for horror movies too! The old house she stayed in has this really huge mirror which we all love, being the nature of vainpots. haha! She would deliver bubble tea to us most of the times heeee~ and we would have swimming sessions in her condo.

Liming! Another vainpot as mentioned, he'd really matured into a gentlemen la~ He'd been the one switching girlfriends and the one who'd paid for our maggie mees/ingredients but asked dionis and me to cook for him - the tomato omelette was yummy~ We used to pop over to his house frequently and catch horror films as well. Then in his house, we'd exchanged secrets and poured all sorrows out -- with him seated at the big window frame beside his bed. His mummy made us drinks in school :)

Look at this picture! Need i say more? Haha, the moment Daphni and i found out that they're an item; i was like "finallyyyy.." Jasper have been a jovial and humorous friend ; sometimes we would visit his house with the 2 dogs -lucy and what's the other? These 2 dogs are really active laaa. Anyway, jasper is a pretty low level gaming addict too!

Weeliang! He'd been my gym partner for 2 years! you know last time school was so bored that we even edited our pictures with romantic love poems just to confuse our friends that we were together -- in fact we weren't! But we'd been really really great pals :) He's very dilligent and kind and fun to gossip with! He's like a good guy friend every girl would have.

That's all for today! Just want to tell all you people mentioned in this entry that i would love to keep you all in my heart as my good friends/sisters/pals/buddies forever. Although we may be in different schools and we have different paths to take, eventually i still believe that i will never forget you and i hope you do as well :) Ganbatte for everything you will be doing/are doing and sorry if i'd neglected you alrights? I just hope to meet out / shopping/ chill out / k box with you all real soon, real soon you know??!!

*muacks bye! *

Craving for heels T.T

That day (Wednesday) i went Bugis for some reasons and as i waited, i shopped around Bugis street. Usually i don't shop bugis street despite having walked past it several times and apparently, this time i was bored so i shopped a lil bit for shoes (heels). Then i came across this pretty little pair of 5.5 inch- white gladiator heels which allured me deeply. It's really pretty pretty and it fits my feet perfectly. I ALMOST bought it if not for the exorbitant price ; so it costs $50 bucks for a pair of heels which wouldn't last me long & in a place like bugis street? Not that i'm a suck-up spoilt brat who ostracizes Bugis street but over the years, Bugis street have left me an impression that it's a pretty good place to source for budget $10 items which wouldn't last (at least not with me) so naturally , i didn't buy the heels. I would go to Bugis street to buy items like boots ( theres' this shop at level 2 which retails really gorgeous looking boots ) but i wouldn't go there for heels - somehow the ones i bought didn't last me for 2 months. So yea. i spotted this pair of heels which resemble that one that piqued my interest at urbanorg. I am planning to get this one. Look, pretty isn't it?

This gold babe is looking good, too!
This Rapunzel-like wedge is totally 'in' this season, it's reallyreally easy to match with sun dresses/skirts.
Somehow, this weird looking colour combination attracted me and i love how it gives me a 'simple' feeling - it's very me.

Okay, a lil tenny bit mature babe which i don't mind having la.

And me really love this design - it's stylish and full of 'attitude' i like~ love it :D It's an alternative to the gold babe above :)

This 'bandage' heels definitely looks better that those short wedge kind you see around the streets. Even the heels are so nicely - stilettos shapped
This is one of my all-time favourite ; have been eyeing it for eons! The shoes urban original have are really gorgeous looking and they are pretty affordable. Do you buy charles & Keith, if you do then this is definitely a wiser alternative in my opinion :) Shop over here If anyone one of you are keen on purchasing, pm me alrights ! Or email me @ Sparkling_Sparkles@live.com.sg so we can bulk order together :)

P/s Any kind souls wanna buy me heels ?