Wednesday, February 28, 2007

i hate this lyfe; truly

i'm serious, i hate ma sec 4 lyfe. Why is it like this? hais. There's a bio test tmr, it's not that i do not want to study, but i cant seem to absorb all those chunks of informations in the textbooks. It's so tedious for me to catch it. Hais, And all those crazy looking diagrams. What's wrong wibb me? hais. i'm like so stupid larhs. hais. It's getting nearer and nearer to o level, and i aint not prepared yet. hais, why is it like this?
Look, i dun niid a guy, i dun niid ppl telling me they wanna share sorrows and happiness wibb me, i dun niid ppl to tel me they will always be wibb me. i dun niid all these! i just wanna achieve what i wanna achieve first for this year. Hais, why why? gonna cry soon lerrhs, cant take it anymore. why am i so stupid? Others are able to remember all those bio reproduction in plants thingie when i cant even answer those tys questions? hais. i wish i am not a 15 going on 16 girl, cus i dunn wanna face this world, i wanna deny the truth that i'm stupid. yeah it's absolutely right to say that i have ambitions in life, i should achieve big, but hey, u guys only encourage me and support me, who's gonna guide me? hais. Damn fucked up now larhhs. i only wanna good grades, is it really so hard? i hate it.
So many homeworks due on friday, i havent even touched them. surprising yeah? hais. Although i know things are not going to change the way they are no matter how much i loathe of them, i'm somehow tired of this life. i know this is just the begining, and since it's just a begining, how am i gonna continue further?? hais. i need a good sleep for my blood to circulate well and for my brain to system well . hais hais..


p/s:sarah, stop procrastinating , you dun have all the time in the world!!

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

bad day.

Mdm tham came back today. SHE CAME BACK!!! hehes, in the mist of being happy to see her, i'm also feeling the pain on my heart when i saw her. Hais. Heard that she had a leg sugery and she now needs a walking stick to aid in her walking movement. ='( hais. Early in the morning, we had a temperature check(that's like.. eh; so lame?), and the bell rang, we went up to the bio lab as instructed by mdm tham. Gee, Outside our class, stood the stupid f***ing kuku nathan peeping into our classroom. I got that idea 'mayb he was peeping at mdm tham to see how she's coping as a form of concern'. DUH. if things were as simple.
We went up to the bio lab but unexpectedly,he went up shortly after too. Then, he started shouting like how a cretin behaves and ask us why were there 2 classes outside the one bio lab? We were like ''mdm tham ask us to come de''. Then he asked us when's our usual venue for lesson bfore mdm tham came back. With unwillingness, we answered him lorhs. Eventually we went back to class . Bobian, his instructions marhhs. hais. As i mentioned mdm tham just had a leg surgery thus itwas no surprise that her wound was still in the stage of recovering. She has no energy to even carry books, let alone climb stairs. So she used the lift and went up to bio lab to find us. Instead of seeing us in the lab, she saw us walking back to class and the kuku nathan standing outside the lab therefore she asked him why we are being called back to class and he told her :''u stay back for a while, i wanna talk to you''. Wat the hell, i'm super 100% sure she got scolding from him lorhs. Then a moment later we were outside our classroom and he went down as well. He scolded Mr Lee and chased the pures out of the classroom when they are like, eh, in the middle of a test? DUH. What's so so wrong wibb him? just cant figure out lorhs. Anw, i'm really angry at him and if he dares fire mdm tham because of her inconvenience of walking, i am sure sure going to flood the forum. Who cares about being banned from the forum or not? i just wanna help my school to keep a useful teacher, that's all.
Hais, my chinese grades are'nt that excellent anymore. My grades are deterioating. WHY?? hais. i'm really damn disappointed in myself for that. =((


p/s: i need a break. i dunn wanna relationships, i only wan to achieve my o level goal =( hais.

Sunday, February 25, 2007

monday blues? Hmm..

miie de strawberry and new top =)) <33loves..
Mondayblues? hmm, perhaps so larhs. Cause the german guys are going back home today. Haha. There's one guy called fin or something (e longer hair derrhss..) He's like so handsome cans!! hahas. Today we presented the love story to the whole class hmm.. and the german guys were there too.. hehes. I was like peeping at those german guys lorhs.hahas. But then fin nv smile at me lehhs. lol instead, the other guy( dunno what name de) smile at us. LOL lehs. hahas. Anyway, i'm just crazy over him for like a short period nia? Cause they're going back le marhhs.. hahas. those guys are only meant to be looked at =) hehes.
Wee!!! i went to lot one yesterday and bought a vibrating strawberry cushion!!!! hehehehes!!! the cushion is like so sho sho sho sho.... CUTE!!! wahahas. love it loads loads. hehes. But unfortunately a part of it had been tore by my irritating sister : margaret!!! ARGHH!. Know why she did it? i was on the fone with him marhss, den she was like playing wibb me larhs. She hid my strawberry and asked me to get it then i sort of like fight wibb her to get it? (hehe, childish i noe=). In the end i got it, it was still in perfect shape larhs. Den i was quite irritated by her so i asked her to stop playing. But, she didnt stop larhs. asshole de lorhs. I embraced the strawberry and she forced and pulled away the strawberry from me. In the end, she did not get it, but she tore it. DAMNIT larhs. i was so angry i started ranting at her. HEhe. it stopped after a while and momo scolded her!! hahas ORBI! =P. but i'm stil so sad larhs. just bought it then she go tear it.. hais.sad sad.
Hmm, i bought a 2tops from IPzone too. It was supposed to be a two piece set. =) nice nice i like i like!! hahas.
Today i sort of had a surprise physics test. hehes. I didnt took it together wibb my class the last time so i had to take it today. hahas. But initially i didnt know that so i just take the testlorrhs.
Mei xiang dao Mr Lee marked my paper just after i took and together wibb my classmates, i got my paper back as well. hehhes.I thought i would flunk it larhhs hehe but i'm quite satisfied wibb my results lehs 16/20. hehes. not bad not bad. luckily i studied the last tym =) hehes.
Had a maths test too. fairly easy . C= Hope i can get at least A1 for it =)).
Heard that we must pay 60over for all those thingies and activities to the school. hais. i'm really stressed. NO MONEY LARHS!! hais.


Hais i dun like ma class, i wanna class gathering.. hais. why is it so hard for all my classmates to attend a class gathering that will be held? hais. sad sad =(

Saturday, February 24, 2007

sunday, again.

oh gosh. i just cant understand why time passes by so fast as if we're in a speeding rocket or something. Duh, it's just so nice to know that it's friday but now? sunday lerrhs. fast fast veri fast!! aiyo. Tml there's maths test and eh, chinese test and i've got tons obb hw i haven even do. Damn . hais.
Anyway, i'm thinking obb getting myself a new jacket and the ginvera products by using my ang pao money. HEheh, should i? lol. Since i got so 'much' , i cant even use it for a new hairdo or wat larrhs.hehes.
Yesterday went to sheila aiai's house . hehes. We went there chat chat, gamble a bit when the al they all kip calling aiai to ask if he can come up her hse too. LOL lehs. He's funny larhs. At first say he wanna cme up den askk us go fetch them so jaja came and he went back cus he wasnt supposed to go sheila hse in the first place. Den after like eh one hr or so he called and say he wanna come again. so funny him cans! lol. Den we went down and fetch them(initially they said ben and him will be joining us..), so we supposed there are 2 of them. Yet, when we went dwn to fetch them, ben said he only sent alvin to find us nia. Then he smsed me asked me whether al is irritating a not.. hehes.
Perhaps i was too engrossed in chatting and playing wibb them, i didnt realise time and it was really late le. i took 243 at 11.3oplus but when i reached the interchange, i didnt know i missed the last bus by few mins and i missed the last mrt too. At first i can still take e mrt de, but i dunno what happened my card just refused to let me tap on the machine and go inside to take bus. Hais, lost in the middle obb the night and realised i have nowhere to go? Because that's no transport that will take me home? Hais. I seriously didnt noe what to do lorr, furthermore my phone's like not on cus there's no battery left. But, luckily i still have angbaos lorhs.Heng, so i took cab home. wah seh damn lucky. But sad larrhs, wasted my angbao's money. Somemore ytd i lost money gambling lehhs. hais. not good not good.
Okay end here le horrs!!

p/s: i'm ugly, i dunn wanna make choices. can i remain unattached?

Friday, February 23, 2007

friday aka relax day!!

hehes. Today npcc training is like so fun cans!!!although we cant use e npcc room.. hehes, so much laughters!!! =) really adores my sec 2 cadets (their actions are so so cute larhhs!!!) hehes. Laughed till stomach pain just now. heheh, for more details, consult me. Hehes, i'll elaborate further personally. Hehes. There's one part wherby they are spilt into 3 grps leaving mie, din and leena to handle each grp and clear them of their doubts for each drills that they are unsure of. hehes. At first, i was quite helpless derhhs. and because i dun really understand and remember malay basics that we are supposed to know, i asked the cadets. hehes. luckily the girls very nice lorhs, they understood me and didnt even blame me for that. so nice of them! hehes.
Towards the end we had to kulabaris them in order to end the whole thing well and go home marhhs. I didnt know what the sirs and people were doing larhs, we were like wasting time standing at the courtyard lor. So i thought it would be nice to interact with my recent and old cadets.. Hehe..Then there's one cadet of mine who looked really super crestfallen lorrhs. So sir rizal was like trying his best to make her laugh. But she neh neh dun wanna even smile lorrhs. lol. After that i went to chat wibb my darlings. Haha, They tot i have bf lorrhs. i was like ''no i dun haf'' and they were like '' dun lie, i noe u have, u so pretty'' LOl lorhs. Den atiqah darling even said she wanna intro her fren to me. Aiyo, me not interested lehhs.. hehes.
On the way home at the 172 busstop i saw this gang of guys. Siao ding dong derrhs. They looked at me wibb that perverted expression den whistle at me. SIAO!!! lol i got quite pissed off i stared at them lorhs. hehes.
Opps. it's quite late le, haven bathe. hehe too engrossed in tv shows. heheh. k lar dun say me smelly me go bathe kies.. hehe

p/s: why are there so many phone calls today? irritating lehs.


i miss him.

Thursday, February 22, 2007

wee!!!

Finally managed to fix my blog and it's a satisfaction larhs =) hehes. miie like it lehhs. Wahahas. i do not know why but just recently i started to like charmy kitty lerrhs =) hehes it's so so much cuter than hello kitty lorhs. hehheh =X really. yeah?
Anyways, pls do comment on my new blgskin!! hahas. i'll be grateful derrhs. hehes. Cause initially i wanted to change it to a strawberry skin (so cute cans!!), but on second thoughts, it's too colorful and complicated larhhs, so i didnt change it.
Hmm, today supposed to have chem test derhhs, but then ther's a remedial today so cher asked me to take it tmr. ehhes. i missed so much tests le lehs. (phys pract, phys sound derhs... and.. hmm**) ahhas. dunno le lerhs.
Guess what? Edwin's ang bao money is like $576 lorhhs!!! so much lehhs!!! mine's not even half of it. pathetic lehs. lol. less than hundred lorhh. hais.. not even enough to have a new hairdo (rebond =) hehes.
Gotta go le larhh, mummy nag nag lerhs. Hehe anyways guys scroll dwn to the bottom of the linkies and listen to that song =)) nice nice song : kao jin yi dian. hehes. actually wanted it to play by itself automatically derhhs but i dunno how to change the settings.. hehe , so make do wibb it lorr C= cya guys!! omg. so many hw haven do!!! tml NPCC somemore=X opps.



p/s:busy busy life life..

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

lamest day ever i suppose..

Reasons why i say today is the lamest day ever:

Firstly, it rained during chinese new year day 3.

Secondly, There's a freaking physics test tmr.

Thirdly,today i didnt went out wibb momo and she said she'll keep all e redpackets of mine ppl give today.

Fourth, i was ps by someone larhs.

Fifth, i just realised i have so many works undone.

Sixth, i need to study later.

Subsequently,it's super lame because chinese new year = visit relatives,
not = studying.
Arhs. hope i can score well for the 2 tests tmr. pens off here.. tata.

Monday, February 19, 2007

chinese new year ? nahs.

Today was really not a good day for me. Mummy's shouting and nagging right from the moment she woke up. kns. shout shout nag nag and picked at us all for every thing we did? omgosh. HAis anyway, i also bobian have to tahan. tolerate. told myself i have to bear with it, calm down.
We went to aunt's house and aunt's husband (what's that called? ) said i look different. lol. i was wearing the brown tube dress-my valie pressie. Thanks cheeky once again anyway!Da ku(aunt) kept repeating that i resemblance dada a lot., and that i've grown up to look more and more like him.... hahas..hmm, den we chatted and chatted and suddenly they discussed about me being on diet. LOL. Then momo told them i always skip dinner, lunch, whatever, dun wanna eat. But it's wrong lor! i didnt lehs. She anyhow accuse me derrhs. As expected, their reaction was like ''you should not skip dinner yada yada.. lehhs.. '' To defend myself, i began with ...''i didnt. I just exercise a lot nia marhhs'' so lol de lehs. Anyhow accuse me. Then aunt very caring, gave me 10 green apples and said they should help me get my satisfactory weight. hahas.
After we left her house, momo wanted to visit ah ku.. And i was like very half-hearted to go as i really do wanna see him. Miss him a lot. hais, While we were inside aunt's hubbie's(lol) car, he called. He told me he's going out wibb his mum and will call me when he reached home. At that moment, my heart seem to be reciting ''oh, what a day, will not get to meet him again'' Hahas. we actually wanted to go to ah ku's house lerrhs, but in the mist of finding my ezlink card, momo told us that ah ku wasnt at home as no one picked up his home phone. Anyway, i didnt manage to find my ezlink card, so i figured tat it's left at my pinkish bag at home.
So, we walked home lorrhs. Hais, what a crappy day. i doll up and wear till so nice nice lerrhs den in the end go home. sian derrhs. Furthermore, i was wearing high heels lerhhs so neededless to say, my feet hurts damn damn lots cans! I thought i was just going to take out my heels and walk home barefootedly. somemore, it was drizzling lorhs. So many shiitty thingies add up together and make me felt so irritated larhs. shall go and catch some drama later cus tmr will be a study day. sounds so boring.
Summarisingly how i feel of this second cny day with two words : Utterly crappy.

p/s: where am i going tmr? hais.

Sunday, February 18, 2007

photos on 18thfeb =X

woot. first dae of lny...

















bloqq..

Annyunghaseyo?!!
Just as i thought i can blog lerrhs, e connection went crazy again. LOL. lame cans! hais, so long nv online niao, kinda miss chatting with my lovely fwens.. plus these few days very very busy, everyday is a tired and buzii day for miie.
These few days sho many things happened. hais, i promised myself not to get intu relationship this year derrhs but hais, i just realised that my feelings are just so hard to control. HAIS. bad hair day, stupid styling creme spoil my hairdo. hate it, wanna be fifthy rich, den i'll be able to visit the salon as often as i like. Haiz or just let me meet some really awesome and wealthy guy who loves me a lot and is willing to spend money on me derrhs. DUH, i'm not being materialistic here okay, it's just a dream obb mine yeah? Dun ever rip me off my right of dreaming . =X
Hais, ytd i drank beer again larhs but it's at home. Den suay suay, broke my favie cup!!!! hais. damn sad cans!! why am i always breaking glasses whenever i drink? i'm not drunk, 100% sure on that, den, why? LOL. i told lm about it den he was somehow unhappy that i drink larrhs. Hais, and he wanna gimme a winnie de cup .
hais, do i really like him? But, i made e promise. should i break it? can i trust him? Is he really true? i really wanna dig out the answers of these questions.... i really cant seem to anticipate what's going on around, why i am thinking obb him for like, the whole day? Why am i so eager to meet him and acting like some cretin who's lovesick? hais. any am i peeping at my fone every single moment just in case my phone rings.. hais. He;s waiting for my answer, and i'm waiting for my own answer too...? hais. These things are just so so complicated. From complete strangers to sister/bro and now what? hais. He said he did not treat me as his sis for v long lerrhss... but i'm unsure of everything that happened.. All this while his msges of 'ilu' , 'imu' yada yada.... i thought those were normal lorhs. cus as my bro i oso love him marhs. Yet, now things have gone out of hand, i'm begining to find myself loving him for another reason, not as a brother. he really does means a lot to me. From the times i was so crestfallen and in such agony that i thought i would be better off dead to end al my sufferings. He was there for me, indeed he is. He scolded him for me, told my sis he didnt noe how to cherish a good girl like me, so it's his fault for being stupid. To the times i naively thought that as long as i remain single, i'll be happy. He shared my joy, shared my sorrows HAis i wonder if anyone noes what i'm writing now here.. But it's alrite, what matters is that i understands. =) My sis said he will treat me better, it's obvious . And that we are compatible. Mami(jiekie) said he is better than yeebin. so why am i stil in doubt? hais. He said he always write my name all over his class desk, whiteboard,window. But he just returned to single not long ago. And that time he stil msged me and said he miss her loads. These seems to be lies to me.. anyone can explain? Or isit him being the one who owe me an explaination? Hais
Today's the first day of lny, didnt really started off well... cus, bad hair day! hais. took some photos though, i'll try to upload them.... tata.

p/s: didnt get to talk with him at nite.. hais. miss him not?

Thursday, February 15, 2007

tests=XXXXXXXXX!!!

arhs! more and more tests coming le larhs! so sian sia. hais.tml i'm having a bio test, weddy phys test, thurs chem test, den mon maths test! omg. can die sia. lol. must must have enough sleep sia, cant' fall sick again lerrhs jorr.
hmm, mon's xueqi's bdae hehes. HAPPY BDAE AIAI!!! hehes, she's like so hao ming lor, arhs, ben bought her a V3X. wahseh, i oso wan hehes, but i wan Z610ii!!! hehe pink de super hot sia. hehehs. i m gonna owe one of it larh. hahas. hmm,
today stayed back after school, edwin taught us and prepared us for tml's test. hehe, he's so sweet cans@!!! clear our doubts lor. thanks edwin!!!!!!!!!!!! =)))))))))))))sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet. hehes.
Den i'm like so lethargic today also, ytd slept late marhs. hehheh. lny's arriving le lor. super fast cans@!!! hehes. okok. end here le jors. jalga!!

p/s: edwin believed i am a korean cus im polite (C=)

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

valentine's day...

wee!!!!!!!!!!! i didnt go school again , today. arhs! missed chem lessons! hais. bobian, i also cannot control myself, falling sick easily. Due to the lack of sleep, i have to stay at home. hehes but nice larh, i slept and slept like a pig =P. lol. Damn happy today cans! hehes, gotten my beloved kawaii brown dress le! hehe thanks cheeky!!!!!!! hahas. so cute cans!! just cant stop my modelling parade with it around. hehheh. and i found out one thing : it completely matches my brown ribbon heels!!!!!!1 hehes =) anyway, im so so happy today larh, although im sort of sick and used quite a lot of tissues -(and because of that my mummy's nagging me and i had to bring so many packets of tissues back home..like ah soh cans! hais.) New year's coming le lehhs, i still haven clean my desk. ah! friday, i must clean le larhs.!!! okay, tata guys!!!!!!! love you all!!!!!! muackiessssssssssssssssss

p/s: yeah!! tml edwin's gonna teach me bio. who's interested to join? hehes

Monday, February 12, 2007

crappy homeworks makinqq mii feel crappy larhs! =X

hmm, what can i say? Todae's is just a normal day like any other day but im so tired cans! why? the reason is simple: it's just so that i did not have enough sleep few days earlier. arhs. damn bored cans! mylife's so ... hahas. But, for my management course, worth it to endure this whole freaky year lar!! i dun mind. Just that my results at the end should NOT be dissapointing larhs!. hehes, today jiejie help me get my bio tys, woot! finally!. hehes.. it's been sho sho long since i wanted to buy it, but in the end never went to get it cus kinda no time marhs, now, FINALLY!! hahas.
opps. i'm still missing the brown balloon dress cans!! hehes, went to try le but didnt get it, such a pity larhs!. hahas. wee, super lot of homeworks waiting for me to accompliish. =] relax one hr le, must go study later lo.. hehes. Anw, i bought newbies for cny!! hehes, and a cutie pack of strawberry red packets.. hehe damn cute cans!!!! =]]
kiekies, end here le worrhs, jiayou!!!

Saturday, February 10, 2007

boring sunday =X

Wee!!! tml's goiing to start sch again lerrhs.. so fast sia. Like weekend just arrive only den now going to end le. hahas. valentine's day 's getting nearer le larrh!! hahas c= hmm anyway,yesterday i went out with mami-jiekie!!!! hehes so happy cans! lol. arhs anw, i wanna loose weight larh!! hehes. hmm ya, den we took neoneo and i acc her go buy cny clothes.


duh. came across this really sweet and cute ballon dress larh super super nice cans!!! i wanna buy it larh1!!! hais i went to try lor, den mami said it's nice =]] The price's resonable larh, but i'm kinda having a tight financial tide now lor. so cannot buy. anw, it's $39.90 larh. hahas but super nice cans!! alike to that one rainie wore bfore. hehehs . But so sad, cant buy. ah!!!hmm,


den i went to a baggie de shop, saw sarina, she working there!!!!!!!!!!!! damn happy cans!! hahas cus dunno lehhs.hehes just happy lor, den we were like siao like tat lor all so happy. ahahs . she so pretty cans! =]] hmm , did i mention luqman went to find mami and me? hahas. he kuku one larh, i suspect he dun go bugis de ahahas. lol. i bought a strawberry clip!!! and a strawberry pouch ytd!! damn kawaii cans!! hehes.love them so much! hehes. den i oso bought boxes of tissues. hehes. cus e box very nice lorr!! is pooh and frens de, small size is like so small!! okay larh, end here le.



p/s: goingstudy later lar!! at jp library =P

Friday, February 9, 2007

release of o level results..

Today i damn happy at first cans! hahas. i found my a maths textbook le = found yeebin's baby fotos. hehes. cus Mr pang very good, came and told us that our tables will be used for e release of o level result and told us to go get our books out. i really didnt expect to be able to get it back lor. So i was like super duper happy, keep on smiling widely and chanting ''i am very happy larh [in chinese]'' to zhihui and xueqi . ahhas.
Anw, today's an important day for the graduated students - the release of o levels. As we have to be present also to get the idea of those different variety of courses of each respective institute/jcs/poly , i saw what kindof happened just now . I saw many ppl crying, yet some smiling from ear to ear. I told myself, which one do i wannabe? Finally, i came out with a conclusion: i seriously wanna be the one who's smiling and being proud of myself of my results. NOT the other way round. After seeing that situation, i am more afraid and frightened of o level cans! hahas. really really gonna BUCK UP le. no more time to play le.
hmm, after that went to NPCC larh.Den sir find me talk. hehheh cus i'm like clueless what i'm supposed to do just now during the sec 2's rifle drill training. Luckily sir not fierce lor, if not i die. hehheh. He said i'm e head larh, shld be clever enuff to noe what to do. and eh, call me go search for this book called : 7habits of highly effective tens. He said that book will really help me a lot and cal me to go search for it. He so nice cans!!! never scold me stil help me. hehheh. i lucky arhs, chey. hahas. hmm, den towards the end when we're supposed to besurai sir kaixiang and sir weiwen very bad larh. They were like discussing bout me and joycelyn- they sae we look alike. Den i heard my name i stare at sir weiwen larh. then after that heck care him, den he call me ask me whether do i think we look alike. of course, i said no larh! hahas. Then e sec 3s all protest say look alike. so -_-'' de lor. lols. den got one cadet extra sia, say i use colored pin-den sir say he jus pretend never see larh. Den she replied;'' wah, can liddat ar, den i next week wear pink rubberband larh'' Then sir immediately say it's different lor. heh cus i nco marh. hehhes. Den on the way home, i too tired le fell asleep, den i miss my stop lor!so kns de cans! hais. den must walk all e way from the stop further back home.
Anyway, i'm really kuku cans!!! i gave ben e wrong book - actually should be a completely blank de book but it turns out to be my phys notebook!!! arh! angry larh! so sorry ben!!!!!!! my fault kies!!!

Thursday, February 8, 2007

tired tiredd!

What can i use to describe how i feel today except lethargic? hais. feeling so crappy this whole week can! hais. Although lny's coming, but there's like no ambience of it this year? feeling full of craps. Is it because of o level? i dun really think that's the reason, cus i feel that the world aint not evolving well these few months lor, everyone's changing. why? hais. I'm really super tired and i just wanna have a good day rest. can? hais. homeworks, homeworks, and more homeworks!!! wo hen yan juan zhe zong shen huo larh!! hais. Tmlhave npcc, uniform prepared le. buti haven do my chinese hw. hais. can i not do it? anyway, tml 's the release of last yr o level's results.. all the best to the students getting back those results!! gotta go le larh. jal ga!!

Wednesday, February 7, 2007

say NO to love =]]

Had a stupid day today larhs. At first, it was during the bio test, i dunno why siao go pick up fone in front of the cher lor! lol. den it was ben larh. he call me help him check c brkshop got open a not if got help him buyexercise book. then lame larh! i go pickup den the chers all looking at me like what, den cherie came and talked to me, den she faster call me keep fone cus teacher looking. so paiseh can! like kns one lor, the teachers there teasing me and i was like 'wth' lor. aiya den the staff room there hor, really not a good place to have test lar! so many people walking in and out den super noisy cans! make me so pq de lor!. Cannot concentrate on doing the paper, furthermore, the stuffs i study dun wanna come out, i nv study de whole chunk of questions come out. kns cans! . hais.
Den after that went to jp find aiais, they went to toys 'r' us but i dun wanna go in cus neeed to surrender bag marh, so i went level one to check out the ginvera roadshop thingie larh. den e things offer marh, quite reasonable larh e price. But, now i no money marh so cannot buy hais. Then after that i went to this fashion. Walao! i saw one super cute de dress cans! hais got strawberry prints de.. with a cute cute ribbon attached on it lor. So nice cans!!! but it costs like $17 lorh, then after that tym i went to have my hair done i'm officially broke le larh! no money le. cannot afford the dress lor. somemore v no face to find my mummy for it larh. sian lor. damn tired lor =X pens off le...
Yours truly,
xiaoliing

say NO to love =]]

Had a stupid day today larhs. At first, it was during the bio test, i dunno why siao go pick up fone in front of the cher lor! lol. den it was ben larh. he call me help him check c brkshop got open a not if got help him buyexercise book. then lame larh! i go pickup den the chers all looking at me like what, den cherie came and talked to me, den she faster call me keep fone cus teacher looking. so paiseh can! like kns one lor, the teachers there teasing me and i was like 'wth' lor. aiya den the staff room there hor, really not a good place to have test lar! so many people walking in and out den super noisy cans! make me so pq de lor!. Cannot concentrate on doing the paper, furthermore, the stuffs i study dun wanna come out, i nv study de whole chunk of questions come out. kns cans! . hais.
Den after that went to jp find aiais, they went to toys 'r' us but i dun wanna go in cus neeed to surrender bag marh, so i went level one to check out the ginvera roadshop thingie larh. den e things offer marh, quite reasonable larh e price. But, now i no money marh so cannot buy hais. Then after that i went to this fashion. Walao! i saw one super cute de dress cans! hais got strawberry prints de.. with a cute cute ribbon attached on it lor. So nice cans!!! but it costs like $17 lorh, then after that tym i went to have my hair done i'm officially broke le larh! no money le. cannot afford the dress lor. somemore v no face to find my mummy for it larh. sian lor. damn tired lor =X pens off le...
Yours truly,
xiaoliing

Monday, February 5, 2007

absent for school. *opps*

yadayadayada. heis, i didnt pon school lor. i'm really sick larhs. Anyway, had a haircut today lars. made me look so kuku now le cans! omg. sian de lor. homewrk haven do lor. tomorrow bio test somemore-3chapters lehs. can die sia. hahas. i studied . but only one chapter nia hehhehs. =]] naughty hor? That's me =]] well, to my beloved xueqi jiemei ''must faster get well hor!!!! love ya lots! muacksssssssssss!!'' hmm btw, i've tot of an idea for valentine's day le. hehes. hmm, make some choco kueh lapis for my beloved frens? oh, that's be so sweet yeah? awwe.... =]] So, anyone wanna have a taste of my kuen lapis can order =]] hehes. i'll consider ur share =P hehes. late le larh. wanna slp le lehs. tml have chem afternn lesson lor, after that i feel like going clementi buy bio tys.. hehes.

Sunday, February 4, 2007

sick lar.

woot. here to bloggii again =]].. Today's been a really tiring and plain day larhs. Just plain studying and surfing net and eh.. watch tv? hahas. Had tutiton for 3hrs and ehs. still feeling damn sleepy and tired. plus plus my nose's sickening lar!! hahas. cus for e past few days the workshops were conducted at the possibility centre marhs. Aircon-ed de lor. Then now cant adapt to the weather and phew, sick lor. hahas.
hmm, have you guys not expect me up in that stage last fri? lols. Why are u guys so shocked?. lol. okie , valentine's cuming which is real damn irritating larh- i've always wanted a valentine with miie my special one but ;boo!' why am i always single on valentine's? sick of it le lor. i dun wanna go out larhs. See so many loving couples , i will jealous de lor, later i jealous i curse them how? hahas. hmm, by the way, feel like whipping up some good desserts for my buddies and aiais lorhhs on that day.. ahhas.. hmm, what should i start with? LOL. no idea larh. But then if i never hang out with them or wat on that day very lame de lor. What should i do sia.. ehhs, studying? OMG. wat a joke larhs. Where got people so wuliao pia studying on valentine's day de? lol. hahas .


p/sNot planning to spend it with any specific guy anyway =]]

Saturday, February 3, 2007

starting off with.... up: cherie and miie. =]]
up: xueqi, aiai zhihui and miie.
up:lunch break, cherie and mie.
up:laopo zhihui and ii.
up:she stole my specs. hah.
up: lonely? on 03feb07
up:depressed.?
up: really like this foto; cherie and me.
up: sian-zation
up: love this foto; attitude enuff lor.

up:miie without frindge, up: sad sad larrhs
up: funny ? hahas
up: stepping fierce.
up: miie. pure 100% only mie.


finally it's the weekend.

hmm.. cried a lot already, laugh a lot too. and it's time to lead a normal life again. =]] The workshop was great, i felt as if i have just been awaken from my dream, something so unrealistic that can never be true. I cried , because i'm sorry, i laugh , because the trainers are funny, i got angry, because i'm such a disappointment and i promised myself i should get into nowhere but TRM course at a specific poly. Few major months more before the major exams and i can already feel the tightness of time, the stress of us, and the pressure of the exams.
Surprisingly enough, i got the courage and went up in front of so many people and said ''i love you'' to mymother and ''i am sorry''. It was just pure urge to do so, i did not know why but i just felt like doing something i really wanted to and seizing the opportunity to do so. jiayoujiayou! hahas. hmm, anw, im sad lar, my 2 strawberry mirrors broke le, and i have no mirror now!! aiyo, bu fang bian lor. lol. And these few days didnt really do anyth except attending the wrkshop larh. hahas. anyway i got influenced and just took a no of fotos of me with eyeliner on e upper eyelid. later post kies? hehes.

Thursday, February 1, 2007

busy busy busy lar.

28FEB-FAHRENHAIT



27FEB-laopo and us to imM(we love e pants lor)
























































omg. gonna get this done quickly le. paiseh, these few days kinda no time lerrhs cus of e workshop marhs. tml last day =]] . okay here are the photos took on : hmm. 27 and 28 of feb, JIRO DAMN SUPER SHUAI!