i'm serious, i hate ma sec 4 lyfe. Why is it like this? hais. There's a bio test tmr, it's not that i do not want to study, but i cant seem to absorb all those chunks of informations in the textbooks. It's so tedious for me to catch it. Hais, And all those crazy looking diagrams. What's wrong wibb me? hais. i'm like so stupid larhs. hais. It's getting nearer and nearer to o level, and i aint not prepared yet. hais, why is it like this?
Look, i dun niid a guy, i dun niid ppl telling me they wanna share sorrows and happiness wibb me, i dun niid ppl to tel me they will always be wibb me. i dun niid all these! i just wanna achieve what i wanna achieve first for this year. Hais, why why? gonna cry soon lerrhs, cant take it anymore. why am i so stupid? Others are able to remember all those bio reproduction in plants thingie when i cant even answer those tys questions? hais. i wish i am not a 15 going on 16 girl, cus i dunn wanna face this world, i wanna deny the truth that i'm stupid. yeah it's absolutely right to say that i have ambitions in life, i should achieve big, but hey, u guys only encourage me and support me, who's gonna guide me? hais. Damn fucked up now larhhs. i only wanna good grades, is it really so hard? i hate it.
So many homeworks due on friday, i havent even touched them. surprising yeah? hais. Although i know things are not going to change the way they are no matter how much i loathe of them, i'm somehow tired of this life. i know this is just the begining, and since it's just a begining, how am i gonna continue further?? hais. i need a good sleep for my blood to circulate well and for my brain to system well . hais hais..
p/s:sarah, stop procrastinating , you dun have all the time in the world!!
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