people.

It's not that i have a choice. Even if i do, it's as if i'm left with no choice. I hate my life. The moment i was born and came into this world , my life is meant to be ruin. No freedom or whatsoever. You guys dun understand me. You guys don't know what i'm thinking, really. Sometimes i feel so lonely inside, nobody cares. Sometimes i need someone to care for me, talk to me, walk with me. Yet, sometimes i hate the feeling of being controlled. I'm in a dilemma. My life can be summarised by a word. SUCKS. i hate this competive and materialistic world. No rights, no freedom, no anything. why am i evern here in this world? Nobody cares. I hate crying alone, walking alone, going gym alone. i hate to be alone. Friends forever? Perhaps not. Everyone's changing , i'm the only silly one left alone. Even my most trusted friend seems to drift further apart from me. what's happening to this world? i hate my life. i such a.loner