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In conclusion, i'm back to blog again luh. Heh. Anyway, i've lost count of how many pathetic days 've past since my last blog... 1 ? , 2? , 3? or perhaps 4? or 5? uh-uh. i dunno and will not care because it's tomorrow that matters =) hmm. After so many years, i think i've grow up le. i feel i've changed lots already. I'm hoping to be a better person but unfortunately, if anyone thinks i've changed for the worse please tell me. Because after all this while, i found out that i'm afterall a perfectionist. I will keep improving myself through other feedbacks so please tell me ya? i'll deeply appreciate it.
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I've officially stepped down already meaning what's left for me to do is study. STUDIES-first priority. But, i'm really afraid. My biology really sucks. It's not that i want to use such words to be humble or modest but the truth is , it's my weakest subject ever. I've been trying to brush up on it but i seriously have no idea what is the most effective way for me to improve. i need a mentor, really should find a tuition mentor. Weeliang my honey (haha he's my stead =P) told me that his tuition mentor is excellent , but that's not the problem . The problem is : the tuition fees will cost my mum half her pay per month ($400) so how can i possibly afford it? Hais. I've thought of asking my sis to teach me but she's always so busy i really don't wanna take up too much of her personal time. NO TUITION? NO WAY! i'll flunked my bio lor. That Mdm tham! She's such a 'GOOD' teacher larh. She made us study the chapter on our own and said she will not teach as she prefer us asking her questions? DUH. have you ever met a teacher like her? Let's not forget the fact that she's old but, please la, She's old, i understand . but what if she have the energy to scold others, to go through lame CE stuffs, to confiscate my library storibook and yet have no energy to teach us? Excuse aint it? i hate scoring such low grades for my bio. I don't like being vulnerable to the situation that i am in. I wanna find a good mentor, whose charges are not so high because i really cannot afford la! Hais. Can you guys please please tell me where to find one shall you come across any? PLEASE.
Recently , there's this CDAC tuition scheme. It's to aid the poor students in their studies . I want to join but they only open classes for phys and chem , not bio. My phys is quite alrite and as for my chem, my sis is tutoring us so my biggest worry is my bio! somebody please help!!! please!. hais.

Okay i've said my piece, now i'll be waiting for people to guide me kkays. ppl, i await the good news arh! Hmm. tmr will be going for appt afterwhich will be gym with my honey bunny and then mayb study a bit and home sweet home! hehes. looking forward to a nice and sweet day.

p/s: i must not mull over it anymore. Sarah! his appearance doesnt make a difference! extricate urself, please. It's not worth risking ur o level results for a silly-willy person who cares a heck about you. Brood over it after o level. YOU HAVE TO!

JIAYOU!