Ah, What a life.

i feel so fucked up.
I hate being like some cheapo chick who's got no penny to spare.
I hate doing chores all the while like a maid.
I hate not being cared by leewennhan even if he's in Malaysia.
I hate being alone.
I hate the feeling of loneliness.
I hate having low GPA?
Anyhow. I just feel very low nowdays.
Don't blame me for the tears, wipe them away for me.
I want you back. Right this instant.

Misses

I MISS MY BEBEBEBEBE HUBBY!!
Baby, 快点回来啦！！！
丫丫很想念你！！

17th Birthday updates~

17th Birthday , 15 Dec 2008

That day, i was alone at home the whole day until evening (around 4-5pm?) as Baby was super evil .! ): Margaret & him had this plan to keep me in the dark & they suddenly appeared with a cake outside ^^ I didn't know at first & i thought it was the postman delievering my parcel over but when i opened the door, lucky darted out & so did i. And there they were, lighting the candles for me. Weeeees. I was so touched! ^^ Loves you baby. :D Baby

Sheila actually planned dionis and I an early surprise birthday celebration together on last last friday(I think so?) but there was a miscommunication so i didn't go in the end ): Quite sad but happy as it's their heart & sincerity that moved me :D
Daphni Love's birthday was on 22th Dec, that day before yesterday and i planned a birthday party for her which i actually wanted to be a surprise party. But, she was so smart she managed to spot us even before we sneaked into her house ! :D I can see that she's really happy so yeah ^^ i felt satisfied too woohoo~ Loves them all who went :D

Daphni gave me this belated birthday present which is from Sheila, Dionis, Daphni, Xueqi, Weeliang, Liming, Jasper, Hansel, Yongquan& Jianhao ! I think it's pretty costly because it's authentic Guggi , $100 at least, in Singapore ?

That day,i already blogged about my Polytechnic friends celebrating my birthday ? Yups :D No pictures yet as i haven't get shauna to send me.

Well,I'm chatting with Liming on Msn now & found out that the Christmas party tomorrow is planned by him, Sheila & Jas :D I'm so excited & looking forward to it !

But i really hope weeliang, Dionis & Xueqi are all going to the party tomorrow because i miss them all ~ Especially Weeliang ! :D Although in the same school, we seldom meet. ):

Speaking about school, i'm so reluctant to go to school & the vacation is gonna be over real soon. Like next Sunday? Sians. I really don't like School in Polytechnic manzzxse#$@#$!

Baby hubby went to Malaysia already, a moment ago he called me saying he's reached the customs. I'm gonna be without a boyfriend, a best friend, a hubby for the next 7 days! ): Will miss him will miss him missing him now missing him now! ):

P/s. Thank you people for remembering my special day! :D

It's getting harder

& harder to breathe, under the same roof.
I wish i can dig a hole underground, squeeze in & never get out again.
Everything seems so hurtful now, even my own family.
I hate being the one scolded when i'm not in the wrong & i hate not being understood.
but some things are just so hard to say out, what should i do?
I may be enjoying myself when i'm out of my nest, not brooding over what i'm going to face when i return to square one.
But what happens when i am at my own nest?
Everything rewinds & rewinds again, without stopping.
It's just that, this time ; with a different reason.
Or should i say, different reasons with an identical interest.

Many thoughtys

Many days ago i went to Pizza Hut for lunch with my classmates and my sister. It was nice conversating with them & a few days ago Oxides went to Marina Square's Yuki Yaki to have lunch buffet.
The food tastes preetty average and i really don't like the tom yam soup (*grins*) My favourite part of all is the grill pan which allows us to grill our own raw food. :D Yums.
We went to Esplanade after the lunch & Shauna & Kelly was really evil , they cheated us ! :( Initially, they told us they went to get something and asked us to head to Esplanade first but when they came and find us, they appeared with slices of banana chocolate for Boss & i . I was stunned for words & really felt like crying because i didn't think that they would remember. And i guess i was too sensitive. They sang us birthday songs and we ate the cake ~ Anyway, the cake was really yummilicious & we took a lot of pictures Yay ! :D
Thank you oxides for the surprise, really thank you. You all made my day (: Loves you all no matter what :D Muackys.
I spent these few days with my baby hubby and he slept with me the previous day. Woohoo. i was so excited but i fell asleep as soon as i lay down on the bed & baby was so busy whinning on how a Pig i resemblance as i slept so soon , although with him in my arms. LOL He said he was still talking to me until he turned & then realised i was asleep. I'm sorry baby, Mst exams made me have only a few hours of sleep everyday : ( But you know i love you & i love sleeping together with you. Muackys.
I met Tico-Peks today on my journey to baby's house. Eeeew. Disgusting. I was so scared i ran all the way up his house in my boots(Heels) , trying to maintain my balance with every footstep. I really hate this kind of feeling, i think these guys are so deprived man. zzZ .
Yupes i received a call from Oh-my-Grey that day and he told me that my retest is on tuesday ! Hope i can do well for it *Cross fingers* !
i love my bebebebebebebebebbeebbebebebebebebebe hubybybybybbybybybyby babybybybbyby ! :D He's so sweet !
老公安部,
你是我唯一的依靠,
也是我唯一想念的男人,
你是上天赐给我的惊喜,
也是我这一生中最美丽的意外~
我爱你.
我不想离开你..
我要永远做你的太太, 和你一起到老..
一直到儿孙满堂
你好可爱,真的好迷人,
我就想个毒犯, 被你一次又一次地吸引住..
我的心里只有三句话..
美妙的三句话,
那就是:
"我爱你"

Mugging, PACC

It's 5 am in the morning and i woke up this early just to study for PACC ): It's very last minute, but i dozed off last night while studying so i must study now ): I'm really exhausted and super sleepy !!! :( My eyes swelled yesterday when i woke up and yes, i couldn't go to school because it hurts so #$^$%^%&!!! times. I went to the Polyclinic and waited for like 3 hours ( They are really inefficient ) and i went to meet hubbyyyy . He's so cute, he thought i would be angry at whatever he did but i was quite scared beforehand when he told me he did something wrong. I thought he was to return to Malaysia and never come back again.


But anyway, the main point is he accidentally threw my 3 months' old Psp down the rubbish chute together with the rubbish he was holiding. So, he was pretty afraid i would get angry. AH, how could i bear to? I was more of relieved when he told me that because he assured me that he wouldn't be leaving Singapore, and that's enough for me.


Ah, Say GoodBye to my 3 month's old Hellooooooooooooo Kittyyyyyyyyyy baby! ): I'm not very sad lurh XD .


I love my hubbyy & i love PACC (:
But i love my Hubby more than PACC
And hubby doesn't love PACC
hubby loves me (:

This is the VIVI supermodel LENA , she's very pretty isn't her? She looks really sweet & i like to see her modelling for ViVi & yurh, she knows the technique & the way to carry each different style off so brilliantly :D

byebye!

Something to last for a break !

I love hello kitty!

I've Recently developed a soft spot for Hello Kitty eversince mummy bought me a hello kitty curtain! :)

They are just so adorable!!!! :D Here's a little something to freshen yourself up from a day of study :D

Hello kitty Thumbdrive with blings! It's so prettay! :D

And the helloooo mouse which comes with a box!

And now , the big thing!! Lappie ! helloooo lappie! Gosh, loads of bling bling to resist!

The Strawberry building to house the tenny wenny cutie stuff over at Tokyo :D <3<3<3<3!

Hello kitty apparels!

this is my favourite of all!!!!! charmmy charmmy iPod! SUPER DUPER WOOPER KAWAIII !!!!

Wahahah, i think they just make my day :D

cute right?!! :D

Even the photo frame they has are so prettay? ): I want to live in Tokyokyoo~!

Cup noodles~! Wonder how it tastes like , but reviews stated they are nice! XD

The collectibles ^^ Wee i love hello kitty !

Hello Kitty Car!! :D Wahahahaha too cute !

Well, if you still don't know how hello kitty came about, here's the bibiography :D

And i love Charmmy charmmy too! She's even cuter wahahahha!

Okay, i gtg and study for GGT now.

I did badly for Stats today ):

Byebyes!

Stay tuned for my VIVI entry next !! Wee, byes!

I love my babyy babyy babyy hubby! He's sweet he's cute he's pretty he's charming he's handsome he's nice he's caring he's wonderful he's marvellous he's gorgeous he's smart he's responsible he's all i ever need :D

1 down, 3 more to go :D

Sarah's happy !!!!! :) Wahaha, i managed to meet my babyyboyy today!!! :D He's so adorable! Love him so much muackys hubby!
To start off, i went to school for OM test today. It was pretty unexpected, i thought there would be like 3 questions in total? But anyway, it was doable & i hope i could get high grades for it ! :)
After the test, we went to the library to print our statistics reference and i went home :D
Hubby was at Bugis so i went to find him and something pretty bad happened ) : I was stuck in the girls' toilet for like 30minutes or so. We went for dinner, shopped around and he bought me this pair of stockings from f21. XD I was super sad the dress i really like from F21 are all sold out! ): It's really a nice piece!!!! ): And We saw many cute undergarments hahahaha, he wanted to buy me but it seems weird buying it without the top so, we skipped it. :D
We went back to his house to get my lappie & yes, here i am at home thereafter :)
I couldn't stop laughing throughout the whole journey home with him , he really knows how to cheer me up i must say :D
HAHAHAH, i guess i had enough(maybe not!) fun & it's time to mug for the statistics test tomorrow! I haven't study at all ):
I really hope i will not flunk it,
they say :" Statistics is the easiest module man".
I say :" Since it's easy, why learn? HAHAHA " because i am dumbo i can't seem to grasp the correct technique to conquer this module. *sighs*

You know what? I had a dream , i dreamt of Dionis & my boyfriend and it was a queer dream.
Nonetheless, i love my boyfriend i want to make him mine & i love my secondary school clique ):
Dionis, Sheila, xueqi, Daphni, joanne,Zhihui,jasper,Liming, Weeliang, jianhao and all other friends ): They are the best friends i've ever had.
I know it's very silly holding on to the thought of having my friends with me back now as it's beyond the possible but i just miss those times we played around. Everything was so sweet & too short. I want them all back. ):

I love my beeeeeeeeeeeebeeeeeeeeeeeee hubbeeeeeebebebebe! :) He's SWEET SWEET SWEET and irresistably HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT ! (:

tired.

Having om mst tomorrow ! I'm sort of nervous as it's the first test i will be taking for Om :) Anywayys, Jiayou sarah ! ^^
I love my babyyyboyy :D He's so sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Psss. I love leopard prints & furs !

Exhausted!

Yes, I'm exhausted again!
But i have something in mind to say ,
I don't know how wrong it might sound but i just want to say.
I think my poly clique are starting to hate me.
It's just like we don't talk much & i have this feeling of wanting to ask them why yet do not dare.
I don't know. I'm more sensitive towards this kind of thing.
Maybe you may say i'm thinking too much but my instincts are normally accurate.
Like i feel that they don't want to talk much to me or something.
I feel so .... i want to know what happened yet it's difficult to ask.
I'm feeling very bad now i just want to cry ):
But nah, i won't cry okay Don't worry.
I told baby hubby about it & he told me this :
" Don't worry, if you can't find out what happened. You still have me. I'll be your support forever. No matter emotionally or mentally. I love you , jiayou okay?"
His words made me cry as i was kinda touched hahaha.
I love him, true actually i know he would be there for me. Muacks baby!
I'm just gotta end here for more updates on my daily life, please go to my xanga okay!
If you don't know , it's

HERE HERE HERE





I trusted you & now you proved me wrong. Stop saying sorry, it doesn't help. It only reminds me of how stupid i was. I don't want to hear your apology anymore.
It's my fault for being stupid and made the wrong judgement. But , i'm really disappointed in you. I treated you as my close friend but eversince i got to know that from him, i started to understand how stupid i was. Nah, it's okay. I don't mind.


P/s.And i feel so guilty & stupid of not contributing much to the project.

If you think you know me !

CLICK THIS LINK (:

Hypocrite, you're just a disgusting piece of shit.

mug *mug

I am so exhausted. Feeling real lethargic all over. ); Nah, not heading to my bed yet. I'm just gonna have a hot bath, freshen myself up and dig my heads in books. ): Gonna study at least one lecture before sleeping.

Talking about school, BCBC where are you! ? ): Stop hiding leh, not many people want to see you anyway. haha!

GEMS was really boring just now, but i got to find out my house's resale price which is pretty interesting & it's high! HAHHAHA Maybe i shall get mummy to shift house again? Dumb. haha.

GGT is difficult , i want to score well for it. But i suck at Geography, seriously. ):

Went to find baby hubby after school and in the train , i was chatting with Velvel & juline. Then, i realised Velvel is BB3 cube(to the power of 3)!!! HAHAHAAH! I went to my freakybaby's house and he saw him busy doing chores. ! heh, He went to cook tom yam noodles with Abalone for me and it was so delicious! I had tom yam crave since 2 months ago! :D Baby hubby didn't send me home ): As there wasn't much money in his farecard anymore & he's kinda not working so yeah, Have to scrimp and save a bit so i had to go home myself.

In the train, i fell asleep and woke up realizing that my tongue hurts! ): I wass pretty noob, i bit my tongue the whole while i was sleeping? Zzzz. i was too exhausted ):

On my way home just now, i saw a mother with a kid. This little girl was super adorable, she slipped on the marble floor and fell down out of a sudden. She caught me in laughs anyway, =.= " I don't know, new found hobby? Psychotic ? HAHAHAH! It was really hilarious, i was pretty sad and this girl came to my sorrows rescue. :) Baby hubby said i'm evil , i was like " Ah, i wouldn't mind if people laugh at me when i fell" HAHAH.

Anyway, i like the new fc5, it's renovated with aircon now! The whole place is just so cooling & yeah, looks so much more appealing than the past.

okays bye.

I miss my freakybabyy ): Muacks hubby <3>

MISS YOU MISS YOU MISS YOU MISS YOU MISS YOU MISS YOU MISS YOU MISS YOU .

You're the best friend in my world. (:

Because with you around, i ain't afraid anymore &

with you around, my day's always bright.

I'm not good with words, but my love for you is definitely the truest and the finest.

Muacks. I miss those days we hugged and sleep.

Missing you badly.

Ah, exhausted.

Msts are coming ): What's worse is, this time, there's no study break in between! ): Whatever, i swear i'm going to BUCK UP this time round i'm not going to be the last in class AGAIN man.
Anyway, i really miss two of my best friend , Sheila and Daphni. I have so many things to tell them and whine to them. I miss you all , if you are reading this! Both of them are always the ones who would listen to my sorrows and console me no matter how busy they are. They're really sweet & ah, i really miss them ! ):
I feel so sick of life. ):
It's so stressful , the past few days i was busy with hubby ( Tiffs ! ) & i cried every night. But, still forced myself to do projects & assignments and study some theories tested in exam. Afterwhich, reply emails and consolidate orders for my blogshop.I feel so sick, i hope things will change soon.
Hubby's got a mature mindset , he's got everything planned for us and i'm really afraid i'll wake up one day not seeing him in my life, anymore. And i'm serious, i will get an emotional breakdown man. ): It's the only time in my life i love someone so much. I can't bear the thought of losing him , really. ):
Too much misunderstandings strain relationships , really.

Irregardless of friendship, relationship or kinship.

p/s: I'm SORRY. Even if it doesn't help but i still want to say IM SORRY.
Please do understand that everyone lead their own different life.
Sometimes, we do will have problems that are hard to be solved.

Something's not right afterall.

Something's bothering me..
It's not something important, yet i feel it's very significant.
If i were to choose, i'd rather do things alone .
Then i will not feel so bad.
It doesn't matter to me, it was like that before.
Don't you remember?
The girl who was always bullied & Had no one to turn to & talk with?
Apparently, i have this strong feeling that history's repeating itself.
Nah, it's okay.
I don't mind.
Really, it doesn't matter anymore.
Once bitten, twice shy.
This time round, i'm not that badly hurt anymore.
I will find a way to struggle through these.
As long i have my boyfriend, my best friend & my family, all other things are not important anymore.
Afterall, they are the ones who would stay with me til the end.



Nah, don't worry.
I ain't crying due to such stuff,
they wouldn't bother me much.

Ideas Project ~

I am really tired ): Been going out these few days til night , having sushis and meeting hubby. HAHA . If you are wondering why am i chewing sushis all these days when i have nicer food to eat, i am doing my ideas project.
Ideas is really a boring subject, we have to patronise shops (we can choose the kind of stores ourselves) , act like a mystery shopper and critisize the service & environment etc. of the particular shop. Our group chose Sakae Sushi, Sushi tei and suki Sushi.
Well, out of those 3, suki sushi is the best man.

Below : The amazing receipt (Click to enlarge!)

At this rate , -08 + 01 = -07. Wow. Amazing what an outlet has to offer to the Shop's reputation.

below: The presentation of my chawamushi

Suki Sushi is the best ! The sushis there are far cheaper than Sakae Sushi's and the service crews over there are more well-trained. They acknowledged our existence and greeted us with smiles. No errors in receipt even though we gave very messy orders. Thumbs up * The 5 of us paid only $30 estimated for a meal which was pretty filling. The taste and quality of the food was pretty good too ~ So now, are you still gonna be a big fan of Sakae Sushi? Perhaps not in tiong bahru outlet eh ?
The last restaurant we went was "Japanese gourment town" in Vivo city. The service was not very good too. At the beginning, they gave us an impression of being friendly and nice, but the waiters are nowhere to be found when we wanted to order & they did not smile. Well, i wasn't there the whole eating session as i left to hubby's house . We had a tiff, but anyway i bought him some Japanese pancake called Okos which cost me $16.05 ); I'm officially broke ! I was really scared and felt really low i cried on Gigi's shoulder , thanks Gigi ! ):
Every single misunderstanding was cleared and yeah, back to where it was , back to square one. :D So baby hubby brought me for dinner before sending me home today (:

Below : Wati & Gigi loves!!

To Shauna Kelly Gigi and Wati
Don't worry girls ! I'm very sorry for leaving first & i love you all ~ Thanks for consoling me !!!! :D Deeply appreciated by Sarah ! :) I'm really glad i have you all ! If not, i wouldn't probably be thinking right about what i was going to do. Loves you all, forget about all those misunderstandings i'm sorry for creating unnessary troubles to you all ! :(

Below: did you all miss me a not! Months of blogging w/o pictures & finally one up!

I hope my baby sees this :
I just want to say "I really love you no matter how much i neglected you. You are always on my mind, even when i'm doing my projects or when i'm outside with friends. I will not care about outsiders trying to befriend me as you're my only one. I'm firm in this decision & i will not let anything come between us. I'll cherish you with all my heart. I'm sorry i can't afford as much time as the past nowadays. But my heart's always longing for you ): I love you, baby. I want to be the one holding on to your hand, healing your lovely heart with all the love i can give. I want to be the only one in your heart . I want to be the one marching down the red carpet with you; with rings on our fingers & everyone else giving us their blessings. I want to be ONE of your family with Yaya & you leading a simple live together 10 years later .
Muacks. You don't know how much i love you, i miss you all the time .

very troubled and stressed.

I went to Vivo with baby hubby to catch Magadascar today. The movie is marvellous, i strongly reccommend it (: The baby lion cub is super adorable and the story is quite fresh , meaning the storyline is rather unpredictable. I feel so down, i feel so stressed, i really do not like to be stuck in situations like that. ):
I am so broke now i have no idea what to do with many bills poping up and so many things i have to do which require money. Sighs. How? I feel so vexed. Shouldn't have let my heart go with all those temptations i had. Sometimes , i wish money could be like rain , automatically falling from the sky, and other times i wish i have a money tree, to be able to grow lots of money! I know it sounds so childish like some 3year kid's wish but hey, i'll admit that part of me is still childish XD
Any kind souls want to help me by lending me some moolahs? ):

Anyway, something happened at night after baby hubby and i caught the movie. I had to cab home myself, i was very reluctant and crestfallen obviously and he caught the last train home. I really do not wish that things will turn this way, sometimes when i think about it i feel like running away from home. It's like, it doesn't seem like my home anymore, i can no longer feel any warmth from my family. Everyday, the only thing that i hear is Screams. Sounds crazy but yeah, that's how crazy my house is. I really feel like moving out of this dog house and get my own job so i can support myself. Who wants to stay in this house man? With people chasing you for money when obviously you have none as your mum did not give your pocket money nowadays and you are not working either. With people screaming at you when you are just 5cm away? Do i look like one with hearing problems? ): I really do not like this kind of life. Hectic man, maybe you may want to say that i am just too obsessed with love but i want to protest against this opinion you have there.
Firstly, use your brains, i am obviously not obsessed with love because i am not mentioning my love anytime anyday neither am i talking about him each time a conversation starts. Secondly, i am not so free and have nothing better to do than to spot and scold passer-bys up just because their style looks similar to my hubby's. (in other words, copy & paste )Third, i come home every single day and did not wander outside at night with me unwilling to go home.
That's why, please stop blaming everything on him. I can't deny that both of us are at faults at that incident and we learn through this, no second time. It's like we are going out because we have not been out on dates for quite a long time and you have to control me? I really abhor hearing you say things like " you are so pretty, should not close the door to your heart so early " bla bla. To me, he's my future. If you are unnhappy, i can do nothing. That's how my heart went . But i know that if anything happens in future, i will shoulder all consequences myself and not burden you all. I know you all care for me but can you at least let me have my own life? I know i'm not even 17, still very young but i know what i am doing. REALLY , i just need you all to support me in my choices, and not opposing against me all the time. It hurts so badly you know ? It really sucks to be stuck in the middle not knowing what to say and do you know.
Please just stop flooding me with these unneeded comments and advices, i don't need them. They only bring me sorrows, nothing else. Having said so, i will not blame anyone except myself shall anything happen to me in future.
I love my hubby a lot, more than anyone i've ever loved. He's sweet, he's cute and he's the only one who is able to put a smile on my face whenever i'm down. He's the only one who would dote on me and head into a lingerie shop searching for lingeries for me. Although he is not very literate, but at least he has a strong command of languages like Japanese, chinese, cantonese, hokkien. He have better skills in hairstyling than anyone of you reading this. He's treated me better than any of you do (Except my mum) He gives me pocket money each month and he really cares about me. Whenever i'm with him, i feel really secure and happy. It's not something easily given by any other person. I love him , no matter how tough the road will be for these 3 years, i will hold on to this love. I hereby make my promise that my heart and love for him will always persists, i vow with my life. I want to marry him, i want to stay with him , i can't wait for 3 years to pass by.
I love my hubby.
Alrights, it's almost 5 am now i am going to sleep. byes.

Friday yay^^

YAY! Once again, it's friday ! Friday makes me excited because the weekends are finally here after so many days of school! Mst is coming, Sarah really needs to get her butt on the chair & start studying soon!
The weather's very horrible today, making many classmates and i sick ): Namely Wati, Jill and I ): It was really terrible , the environment around was very cold and we were inside the lecture hall, suffering in silence :( I had chicken rice for lunch again & we went to PACC after our break. PACC was really difficult, i couldn't understand a single thing. God bless me uh. I skipped GEMS and edited the GGT powerpoint slides for my team but during the presentation , i was so sick i only managed to introduce the pictures to the class when i actually prepared to explain more details of those cities. ):Siewyuan had to present for me instead, thanks boss! After GGT tutorial , i went to town with Jill as the other girls whom i "jio" either doesn't want to go or couldn't make it.
We went to heeren to get my baby's skinnies & the salesman was very funny lahs, this was what happened :

Me : " Hello, can i get a size 28 for this pants "
Him : "What colour & design? "
Me : Points to the long skinnes "this in black please "
Him : " You don't need to try ?"
Me : " Oh, my boyfriend came and tried before "
Him : "Oh okay. 28? "
Me: "yes please "

The way he said it made me think that he thought i wanted to buy it for myself. "Oh please, obviously not !"
Anyway, i was very glad that there's still size 28 left as the promotion had started for quite a long period of time already :) So after purchasing , we shopped around and went to taka for more shopping ~ We went to Wh, pull & bear etc and had our dinner at Mos burger :D Whee. After dinner , we went to wisma and carried on our shopping but we didn't buy anything else in the end and left for home.
In the train, i got really bored and thought of ways to surprise my baby hubby with the skinnies i bought him (which he had wanted for some time ) . So, i alighted at outram park and headed towards his house . Upon reaching, i sent him an sms : 老公，我想了好久，还是决定告诉你好。。我与话要告诉你。。你现在下来farrerpark mrt station。。我会等你让我把话说清楚。。After this sms, he called me many times but i didn't pick up as i was afraid my plan will get exposed. HAHA he was very anxious and thought that i wanted a break-up with him at our 10th month anniversary and sms-ed me saying that "Please don't leave me, i will go mad " and " Today's our 10th month anniversary, do you remember wifey? " In the train, i was busy drawing and writing on the green card i made him. So, i met him at the mrt station and he looked furious he questioned " Why didn't you pick up my calls when i've called you so many times?! " I said " I'm here to return you this " and i passed him the skinnies with my handwritten card inside. The moment he saw the bag, he smiled . " 你啊！很坏la! ): " I defended myself "你啦！！人家要你开心吗！！老公我爱你哦！！十周月快乐!!!" He was very happy yet angry :DDD I accompanied him home to get his stuff and he sent me home hehe. My baby's such poor baby ):He told me He stayed at home and went out alone today , he was very sad :) Me, being such a sweet wife,replied that i actually knew it and therefore i gave him this surprise ! As he sent me sms which made me feel that he was very sad and bored. :D Muacks love you baby hubby~ You are so sweet. You bought me so many things already i should dote on you more muacks muacks ~
He sent me home and we went to have our supper before going home :D
Yesterday, i went to his house after school as his mum wanted us to have dinner with her . :) His mum was so sweet, she brought us to chinatown and we had very delicious 田鸡粥 for dinner. Afterwhich, we went for foot massage and then she bought me 6 boxes of chicken essence . I was really thankful and happy (: Thank you auntie :D Baby hubby came and we spent our night together . I am so obsessed with him i want to grow old with him and marry him & take wedding photo shoots with him :D Speaking of which, that day we went to imm with margaret and this guy actually approached us for a wedding shoot haha i was so happy i smiled all the way home :D

Okays that's all for today. Special thanks to beloved Jill for going out with me :D
Take care my dear, you are loved by Sarah :D
Don't worry too much about your best friend , you will see that she still cares about you as much which you do not know !

Updates ~

I realised i've been really naughty, skipping lessons , not doing homeworks , procrasting . ): I am not going anywhere with this kind of attitude . I'm really set on quitting all these nonsense ! :D

That day , after lunch Jill, Yuting and i went to the library. We were supposed to discuss the details of our oral article but we ended up chatting our time away haha! It was fun lahs, i think it's the first time the three of us had such a good chat. (: CRS oral was alright & yuting went to redhill with me after it . HAHA we went there to meet my customer and she's sweet luh, she accompanied over. (: Thanks yo.
Anyway, because of that meeting i had a tiff with baby ): I forgot that i asked him to come over to school to fetch me at 5pm and he hurried over to find me right after he reached Singapore. He sound pissed and i felt really guilty on saying stupid stuff to get back at him ): I know i've hurt him badly, i'm sorry baby. I still love you & need you as much as i always do (: Muacks~
Yesterday, baby went home around evening and i didn't turn up in school as i was so tired i fell asleep right after i bathed and got ready for school . HAHA Stupid righttttt` . !
I'm currently in School now Mr tan just completed teaching us Statistics. I was ridiculously late for PACC tutorial today as i thought class starts at 9am??!!! But actually, it starts at 8am . I should be more alert in future ! Mr Cheng was alright with my tardiness, but i feel guilty ! ):
I hope i can meet baby hubby later ~ He's such a 傻瓜 , thinking and getting himself troubled with things like 'being scared i will leave him' . Aww. He's very sweet, how can i bear to leave him? That day he bought me a dress from m'sia which was really costly! ): I was very touched, it was the second dress he bought me and both of the dresses fit me perfectly and nicely ~ !!! :D
I really love those dresses baby ~ Muacks thank you so much ! I will be going to meet him and his mummy later ~ Somehow, i feel very nervous haha! Even though it isn't the first time i will be meeeting his mum.
Okays. that's all for now!!
PACC lecture! :D



I love my freakyyyyyy ky ky ky ky ky ky hannn hann baby manys manys ~!!!


p/s: I need to slim down lahs! SIckening ! HAHAHAHAHA ~ Where are my gym partners !!? :(
HAHA okays today's gonna be a long day ):

Been a bad girl

Sarah's been very naughty these days, I just hope to be knocked awake by someone. ): I'm really sick and tired of all these stuff , they are wearing me out ):
I do not really have the mood to blog, just feel like whining . I think guys are quite stupid ( Generally) No offence but they do not have the slightest hint of what the girls' are thinking and they made it as if we are thinking according to what they think we are thinking of.
Sounds ludicrous but it's true.
I've tried it on many guys before.
I hate this feeling yo. Heads it when guys get so 大男人主义！
Ah, whatever . It's 8.24am in the morning & i'm going to meet my cusstomer now.
Byes!
Meanwhile, support me! We are have promotion !! (: Ask your friends/ relatives to give some support too!! * Byes!




Tata!

Updates ~

I totally abhor Thursday and friday of each week . Ah, Whatever yos. But i love friday too as it spells W-E-E-K-E-N-D-S (: School was boring as usual ,REM is getting even more boring ): Worse enough, i'm the only one from my class who is in that class and it's been 3 weeks yet i can't remember any classmates' names . STM ? HAHA.
Oxides (Except Nanana ) Had indian food during our break as many stalls wasn't open today (And my chicken rice too! ): So, we had to make do with indian food haha. However, it's kinda expensive though & the taste is average :D
After the break , we had PACC ( I like our new PACC female lecturer , she makes learning fun yo!) and i went for my GEMS after that lesson . Talking about real estate, i didn't know there's auction , leasehold and stuff for the estates in Singapore & it's quite interesting to know these facts as i'm living a Proud Singaporean (Aww, If you get what i mean :D )
After School , we celebrated Darryll's Birthday for him! H-A-P-P-Y B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y DARRYLL!!! :D Hope you enjoyed your day ya^^
Then, we headed home .
I am so so exhausted & suddenly i received an sms :
"Hello, Are you sarah(: ? "
I replied :" Who are you! Do i know you! How did you get my number! "
I received a reply :
"I noe u, in ur friends im hao jie, nice to meet you "
I was like " What the hell? "
Again i replied :"Who are you! Do i know you! How did you get my number! "
He replied back :"Ya, you noe me in msn "
So i said :"Email?!"
He replied : Darenhao@hotmail.com
I stopped replying upon seeing this sms.
5 mins later, another sms came : "how you noe ? "
I was already feeling " Wthhhhh?!!!"
Didn't reply.
Then this number called me umpteen times.
I picked up my phone
Me :" Wei !"
Him: (Unfamilar voice) "hello i am hao jie '
Me: "So? "
Him: "Nice to meet you"
Silence
Him :"I love you"
What the hell yos! I hung up the phone immediately.!
The number called again many times.
I sms-ed him " I don't know who you are & how you manage to have my number. Please do not call me anymore as i do NOT know you! "
Then, this number called me umpteen times again.
I chose not to pick up & he sent an sms again.
In chinese this time :"Laopo, Shi Laogong la! Wo mai xin dian hua ka le! "
Waosh. I was like "Woah, ni hen wu liao lehs! "

LOL. So it turns out that it's my hubby behind this whole scary thing.
And fancy him laughing and teasing me ! ):
Luckily, as usual i hung up the phone to such calls hahaha!
I think i am smart haha!

Adding on to my tasks :
14Th Nov- GGT presentation (ppt slides)
10th Nov- Make payment for all closed sprees (peach sugar/Maymaylu/BaiEshop)

Okays, that's basically all for today.

P/s : It's such a turn off when guys use vuglarities! So moscow(irritating!)

Thursday SPSS test ):

Right this morning, i woke up at 6.45 am. I was early and i was indeed very very, sleepy. ): Nonetheless, i dragged myself to the bathroom ; bathed and dolled myself up :D
After i realised it was way too early for me to head to school, i took up my PACC textbook intending to revise. I did revise , but i fell asleep on the couch as i was really exhausted. ):
If you are wondering, i slept at 1 AM the day before as i was too excited with the korean dress baby hubby bought me. It is so cute Wees. He bought me PSP GAMES and i especially love these two games LOCO and CAKE MANIA hehe so fun yoz!
Anyway, i woke up again at 11pm and was very very shocked i wanted to rush to school . But , poor baby hubby was so ill i had to bring him to the doctor. I arrived at school at around 1.30pm and made it on time for FOM presentation (woots~ ) !
After school, i had SPSS test which was so difficult ): Sarah's going to fail another technical (Computer) test again! Sobs * ):
Anyway, there are so manyyy things i have to do by this weekend. *faints *
Here's the list ..

Deadline - Tasks (Including outside school duties )

3th Nov - Do PACC Tutorial 1,2 .
3th Nov - Do OM tutorial (Print them out ) 2,3
5th Nov - Do PACC tutorial 3 & Statistics tutorial (Halfway done)
5th Nov - Submit Bai-Eshop / Peach sugar / Maymaylu spree orders .
6th Nov - Do GGT tutorial 3
8th Nov - Study / Revise Statistics / OM / GGT / Fom /PACC lecture notes.
11th Nov - Do CA1 OM Individual 4-page Report
11th Nov - Collaborate OM CA1 powerpoint project
11th Nov - CRS article research and presentation details .

I am so going to turn bonkers ! ):
Poly life is not easy ! T.T
Fancy people saying that we are slack.
Anyway, i miss my friends ! :(
K box ! ?

Tuesday Dayyyy ~

It's the mid-week again! Wees~ Weekends are arriving ! (: Since i didn't blog yesterday, i thought i would begin blogging about yesterday ~
I went for my doctor appointment with baby hubby yesterday at simei (Yah, i know it's wayyyy farrrr) & we went to bugis at late afternoon to the temple ~ Wees. We are good kids, we head to the temple too! :D
Anyway that's not the point the point is : While walking from bugis street over to the temple, it started raining! Aww. Rain! Mum reminded me to bring an umbrella along as i have to take care of myself but apparently, i did not. I couldn't find a presentable umbrella at home thus we went out without one! We darted towards the temple and after sending our prayers , it was already pouring. ): I had to stay in the temple for shelter & Baby hubby went out to purchase an umbrella. Haha . I was so scared he would moscow(Abandon) me at the temple & thus my head was filled with questions . I was shivering like h*** Okay.
Luckily, baby hubby came back with an umbrella! (: With that life-saving umbrella, we walked out of the temple and headed towards Bugis Junction . It was rooooomannnnticcccc ~ Why!?
We were the only ones walking under the rain haha so cool right! Anyway, as i mentioned earlier it was pouring so everyone stayed under the shelter and they were staring/looking at us! Lol. I kinda like that feeling ~ There were only 2 of us & we were under the rain. Haha. Romantic uh!? (: Anyway, our bottoms were already wet & drenched like 1382349234 when we reached bugis Juction * Poor baby wore boots and his whole boots were filled with water ~ But he was super sweett~ He did not complain and brought me to the arcade to warm up (As i was already shivering! ) We went to 钓bear bear and wasted so much money haha. Then, we played this game that's very lame we had to turn the control and keep hitting the screen ; before we went to play silent hill. Wahahaha. That's our 排拖game! (: It was fun and scary as usual and we went home after that to have our dinner at my house (:
Baby slept with me through the night and this morning, i was so kept up doing some admin work i lost track of time and i was ultra late for lecture. Heh.
This morning, he went to Bukit Batok to find a skincare centre but he got lost over there. Haha my baby is so cute right. ! Lol. In the end, he took a cab home and went to M'sia in the afternoon to find his friend . I'm currently doing my Fom Project cracking my brain on the opportunities for downtown east. We have to present tomorrow, i'm pretty scared yo! Haha & there's a SPSS test tomorrow which i haven't prepare for. ): Also, i'm waiting for my baby hubby to come over ! I'm so excited to see what he bought me from M'sia ~ (: hehe. !

That's all , tata!

P/s : *screams* I want to go kBox! Party World will do just as good ! *Winks* to all my Kbox partners !

In School

The leidi is currently in school, feeling really bored. ):
I just had this IDEAS Presentation which was such a chore );
It was a last minute work, no doubt i did badly for it.
Nonetheless, i'm still affected by the results ):
I'm missing husband ):
I hope he's doing fine , i wonder how his hands are.
Ah, I want him to come to my house today! ):
I Miss him miss him miss him miss him miss him miss him miss him miss him miss him miss him!
Shauna's busy changing her lj skin , they are so excited about songs.
HAHA.
The other day GIGI was arguing that "Make Love" Is nice. It's a song by bigbang but we were like ?? There's only "this love", no "make love" lehs! Lol. After that, we kept teasing her about her dirty mind. Gigi is super adorable ~ Yay. I'm going to buy bras. HAHA
I'm going to get sponsor !!!~
Baby hubby, *Pouts* Sponsor me please?
Anyway, that day he agreed haha! He said he's getting his salary soon~ Yay. But i feel bad using his money hahaha!


Sarah's going home soon! End of school! Yay !

Tata!

photoshop

I'm currently learning how to use photoshop.
For someone as noob as i am, it is difficult.
Haha , Here to show some masterpieces i did! How is it! Say it's nice okays! HAHAHAHA! Well, i miss my husband really really a lot ): Had this sudden urge to edit our pictures :
Tadah!!
Nice nice?

As for this, i did this yesterday ! (: Really looks different yo~ HAHAHA


Okays I love my husband freaky ky ky ky ky ky ky kyyyyy (:
希望老公身体不觉得不舒服了!!

I feel like making sushi *Hmms* It's been a long time since i last made them!~ Woohoo! Let's hope i'll make some for my baby husband tomorrow!

Nahs, i live a mundane life. Back to Zbrush , tata!

[ 3.06AM , Monday ]

I'm finally done with the Zbrush thingy ! Ah, it's a last minute work so there's nothing to boast about it yo. I think it sucks ! ): I'm so exhausted yo! ): Gotta have some rest now !
Woohs~ I wonder when i can meet up with weeliang & Jasper & Sheila & Daphni & Gang ! ): I miss them! The other day i saw weeliang in school and it was great!~ Short conversation but it's better than nothing ! Heh. Kbox yo~ By the way, i realise my blog is not attracting many people. It's time i change it to private blog i guess ~ HAHA We shall see yo.
I miss baby i miss baby i miss baby! ):
I want to see my poor little baby hubby ):!


I love freaky ky ky ky ky ky kyyyy baby~ !

):

I think i'm so dumb!):
I haven't even create & design a humane product for the ideas presentation powerpoint that was dued last week .
Ideas Ideas Ideas ! I Need Ideas! );

I went out with margaret early in the morning today to meet some customers & supplier.
Wahaha. While waiting for them, i shopped around lot one and found this black coat from cotton on which is really pretty! But they do not have my size anymore! ): Only large and medium sizes. Zzz. Anyway, i bought many things today & i finally bought facial masks! It's time i give my face some relaxation yo! Heh.

I love my new Psp cover : Hello kitty! Act cute but who cares just as long as it's nice ! (: I love my psp now, it looks so appealing to me . I'm going to rape it. haha! Well , =.="
Yesterday, part of oxides came my house to do fom project. It was so fun yo! Instead of doing our project, we ended up fooling around with kelly's webcam trying to do some bohe hairstyle ! HAHAHA So fun so fun so fun ~! Muacks love you all~ (:

Anyway, i think it's time i dig my notes out and start studying yo. My academic results are disastrous! ):

My lovely baby is ill ): There's some wierd poks growing on his hand and he's feeling very very ill. I Wish i wish... For him to recover soon ! 亲爱的fairy godmother,可不可以保佑我的老公快点复原? 我好想念他.. 不要他有事哦!~ ):

):

I miss oxides! ):
Haven't been to school since friday ):
I want to see them! ):
): ): ): I miss my girlfriends too ):
When can i go out? Sighs.
And i lost my handphone charger , i can't even switch on my phone!
Hmpfs!

The other day kelly love was whinning - for mos burger hahaha. Wees. Now, it's my turn to crave for them (: HAHAHA Some of my close friends would know i love the New terriyaki Burger from Mos burger XD Yums ~ Succulent chicken, tender meat & Delicious sauce Woohoo! But it's sinful ):

I've never try the unagi rice burger before but many people commented that it's nice. Doesn't it look delicious as well? Hehe.

But i really love the fries from mos burger ! It's nice ~ unlike macdonald's fries which Personally, i think is too oily and unhealthy. HAHA Mos's fries are fatter and they are more crispy. Hahaha.

As for Breakfast, i love Macdonald's breakfast! My third #3 Favourite goes to : Sausage Mcmuffin with Egg! HAHAHA I think the taste of the sausage + Egg + Bread + Cheese can compliment each other well. :D

My Second #2 favourite : Big Breakfast !! I remember when i was still staying at jelapang, my parents brought me to Mc just for a set of big breakfast everyday. It's nice , and i love to spread my grape jam on the bread and eat the whole burger with the sausage inside. (: HAHA And i love to spread a lot of pepper and salt on my egg ^^

My first #1 favourite goes to: Pancakes!!!!!! (: HAHA They are simply irresistable ! :D Especially with many packets of honey and butter !! Yums^^ Heh, but i don't eat them often so it's alright - once in a blue moon :D

I can't stand my little sister ! ): She's such a spoilt brat! Zzz.

Waraosz. I think she's so irritating. She whines and cries as if she's going to die just by doing laundry? Zzzz. I've been doing that ever since i was Primary 4 and i didnt' complain like her. So pampered. Yucks.

Anyway, i Love my mum many many ! She's the best woman on earth (: There are many things she helped me with and without her, i will be at a lost. I'm thankful that she's always here to guide me along. She's so sweet luhss (:


Tomorrow , i hope i can meet my husband who's been ill since friday ): May you recover soon Darling ^^! I love you so much & miss you terribly much :)



p/s : My dear Gigi is one of the contestants for hey gorgeous. Must vote for her kays oxides. (:
Muacks. love you all :D

New study table!

Woohoo~
I have this sudden urge of organising a getaway party for 4V6 ! HAHAHA But i doubt no one would turn up so i'd better cross this thought away! HAHAHA (:
On friday, i had my first Gems lesson - real estate marketing. Hehe. Very fun! I like ~~
Yesterday was a fun day with 03 loves but sadly, without juline and wati! ): Wati, cheer up ! We will always support you! Jiayou I love you! (:
We went to have korean food and gave nanana and kelly love both surprises as their birthday is today and tomorrow respectively(:
I will blog the whole event down when i have time as my lappie's battery's going dead soon. HAHAH.
Okays, my new study table arrived! Yay@! Finally ~
And the couple tees & cute tees i ordered from tw arrived too! Sarah's one happy girl now.

Nah, not really.
I miss my hubby.
But he doesn't seem to miss me.
He's too busy working
I hate this feeling ):
I am so envious of kelly love and tmb ):
Aww. the past seems so tempting.
Sighs.


Well. Got to go, Byes!

First day of school *

Yesterday i went to clarke Quay to visit Kellygirl! Hehes. After meeting her, i went to meet with husband *We went to orchard to have our dinner at a japanese restaurant at Heeren's top level. After dinner, we shopped around and went home. He's so sweet! I love him muackssss ^^
We went home together and early in the morning today, he went to work after drinking the chicken essence i heated for him (: Around 10.40 am , 03 girls met up at dover mrt station and went to school together ! (: Wees. I missed them so much ^^ Hehs.
School was fun & very interesting !! I hope i can do well this semester ! ): Pacc retest is on 29th Oct *Sighs*
Seriously, i can't stand bimbotic idiots? Oh my grey, I feel ultra disgusted. Teenagers nowadays are rude, ill-manners & simply behaves like a bimbo?
Zzz. Well, it's non of my business anyway & i just want to wish that person would fail all her exams and get nowhere because no one deserves this better than she do. It's time to do some soul- search !

Happy!

我今天很开心~
老公陪我出去哦~
虽然不是去约会;
也不是去看电影~
但我也很高兴 ^
好久没和他一起出门了~
好喜欢他哦!~
好爱他~!!!!
希望能永远和他在一起,白头协老~
老公说~
年底会带我去台湾!!
好叶!
多么希望是真的!
(: 我要努力读书~
不能辜负大家对我的期待~!! (:

Another cause of happiness is, Fides has received my parcel!!1 (:
YAY! I was so afraid she would not receive it but yay!
I'm so happy she did!
Yey! I love you girl~
加油jiayou! We all love you many ^^
Awaiting for your return visit! (:

Aww. Sweet Sweet Baby~

I treated my sisters and mum to dinner yesterday at some seafood restaurant which serve great shark fins' soup! (: Heh Halfway through dinner, hubby called me. He sounded kinda unhappy as i wasn't at home & he used my house phone to dial me. Initially, i told him i will takeaway food for him but he insisted that there's no need to and claimed that he's going home.

When i reach home, hubby was at home! He was at my bedroom, asked me "What did you write inside your foolscape pad?!" I was like " Huh? What did i write? I didn't write anything !? " So , as expected i went to see. And the first thing i saw was a sheet of paper written by hubby - there were words like : 谢谢你一直照顾我* 我爱你 ~ 这是送给你-一present~ And then he drew a map which doesn't look like a map and at first i thought it was a decoration on that sheet of paper. HAHAHA And my little sister saw & indeed she is very bright, she knew that map was a map for me to find my present. I'm like "ｈｕｈ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｍｅｈ？？？～～！！＂　HAHAHHA that was when hubby walked in ( He was eating at the dining room) and he asked me "Have you found it? " HAHAHA My sister was very excited man. She hurried to the place the map showed. AHAHAHA . In the end, i found it! YAY (: I was super surprised! (: This baby who didn't call me the whole while the day before yesterday bought a white slim PSP for me? Omg. He said he wanted to surprise me that's why he didn't contact me that day. (: Anyway, i was very very delighted to see all the efforts he put in :D

This is enough to please me & lure me out of the terrifying dream i made ! (:

Once again, I LOVE MY HUBBY! XD

Muacks ~!

Waiting.. ):

Kbox session was fun today! (: Liming Jasper sheila Daphni and i went for kbox in the afternoon and we simply sung our lungs out ( Haha, i know it's a weird description! )
The whole singing session ended very early at around 6.45pm so Daphni and i went home first as our noble mums cooked our shares for dinner! :)
Another thing is, i wanted to come home early to wait for husband to come my house . Speaking of which , it's very saddening.!
I've been waiting for his call since the morning and at around 8.01pm , he used his workplace's phone to dial me but hung up in less than a min of dialing! ): I wasn't even quick enough to pick up the phone and Phew! the ringing stop.
It's almost 11pm now and my phone haven't ring at all since that last "call".
I miss him ):
I really miss him so much!
Aww. How i wish i could get through him & at least have an idea of what he is doing. I've so many questions filling my head and i'm worried of his whereabouts, well-being and so. ? His fingers & palms were hurting so badly this morning and even after applying cream to them, it doesn't help at all. I seriously wonder how they are now ? ):
Ah, i wish he could get a new phone as soon as possible ! So i will not have to suffer in doubts and worry. ): I miss him! I miss him! I miss him! This is going to sound chessy but i want to sleep with him, i want to sleep beside him; i do not like this feeling of missing him!
I am just gotta end this here, check out my new timetable & Gems & wait for him .
Let's pray that he would call me ):

Wees

I miss my husband! ):
He went to work this morning ;
I hope he would bring us for shark fins' soup soon! (:
Yay ! I'll be able to meet my dearest 2 girlfriends later . :D
Loves them !
Hope the kbox session would be fun!
Yay! I gotta go prepare now else i'll arrive late!

P/s : Shauna, Please tell me when you are free to meet for the bag! It's taking up my room space ah! XD

Tata people!

Please miss me! XD

happy

Sarah's an elated girl today! She finally got to hear Fides' voice! (: Yesterday hubby came over after work & at night we teased each other & fooled around ( Pushing each other haha) then finally went to sleep.
In the morning, baby woke up & left for work while i prepared to head to cck to meet one of my customers! I was an hour late as i woke up late! ): So i treated her drinks & i headed to the lib to surf net (: I went to post office to post a parcel out to Fides ( Letter? ) & i really hope she will receive it! ): After all that, Margaret and i went to meet Dionis and Daphni Darlings & they came over my house for a little chat (:

They left rather early which was kinda sad as i really need a lot of catch-up with them! ): Missed out on too many things! Hopefully i'll be able to see them this saturday! ):

Dearest jiahui came over my house the day before yesterday to do some catch-up (: I missed her terribly much too! I wish i could go on a shopping trip with her soon ! (: Good luck for your exams sweety! Jiayou!

One fine day after work, Melissa and i went Marina Square to jalan jalan (: On that day, i bought this topman Leather Jacket for hubby :) I Love this piece but hubby claimed it's not his style. But nonetheless, he said he love it and didn't want to exchange it no matter how much i force him to :) It costs me 50% of my salary earned at Ritz Carlton! :( But it's alright , i just hope he likes it & it's the thought that counts.. Right?




That's all for today!
Yipees! Baby's coming tomorrow! Glad (:

Updates

Firstly, I've lost track of where i should blog from!
Well anyway, working in RC club is indeed lots of fun ! We get to meet special VIPS (Like F1 team? hehe) & we get to see the whole view of Kallang & the F1 track! :)
All the collegues treated me nicely, & they are like my sisters! :)
I love the food there & yea it's lots of hardwork and fun!
Heavy cups and trays and super heavy trolleys to push all the way from 32 level to first level! :) So many kitchens to remember & so many things to learn! Yeah yea, i'm indeed enjoying over there. Not to forget getting scolded for doing wrong stuff ):
Heh.
Also, i bought a new pair of boots today ! ^^ And something from topshop (Secret*) Hehe. I miss my baby hubby so much !
Fides, if you happen to read this ! I wanted to send you a registered parcel before your birthday and i've got the stuff already! But i'm like stuck at work everyday until 6pm when post office is already closed so i can't send it just yet! ): I'm so sorry dear! I will send it as a belated gift my dear ^^ Miss you ! XD Hopes it' will not get lost this time round! ):

For people who care for me & tagged me & encouraged me (Especailly
Sheila, Kelly, Shuana, Jingqi, Wati , Daphni ) Thank you so much sweeties ^^ I'm
really really touched that you guys cared :) You all make my day i love you all
so much ~ And Don't worry, i'm moving strong & old as days past therefore i
am getting better! I hope to see you all as soon as possible!

Sheila
& Daphni - Sentosa Trip please ?
Kelly,wati,shauna,Jingqi- Another
outing please ?

LOADS OF MISSES ! Do text me and fill me in on all
happenings dears!! XD LOVES YOU ALL~

not feeling good!

I don't want my life to turn this way.
I realise everyone's changing too fast;
i can't accept the fact.
I can't accept the fact that i'm the lowest in class &
i can't accept his actions anymore.
Maybe maybe, everything's gonna be over soon?
Not when i least want it to be.
How i can shed myself ? From these troubles?
These problems? I'm having bad headache.
Will be starting work soon, i hope the crowd can spare me some time in dwelling over depressing stuff.
I hope i will look better & less forlorn.
I wish that nobody (Just nobody! ) will cause me any obstacles.
I didn't know you loathe coming over here, but i really do miss you.
I having second thoughts, not sure whether i should believe you anymore.
You were not there when i needed you.
You weren't here when i need you to now.
I can't stand this change in you.
I am wondering how to carry on.
God bless me !

Long Long Ago.

Hello peepos! Yo! HAHAHA! how have you guys been man? Misses Misses lots of misses XD

I haven't been blogging since ah, i totally forgot when? Well anyway, Lantern Festival Is here (Or it have past?) Aww well , that day i went to meet Hubby's family & we had dinner @ chinaTown (: Nothing Really Special except that it's the first time i'm celebrating Lantern Festival having reunion dinner XD

Aww. I'm frigging exhausted now. I went to Meet Silin Just now to pass her the mickey mouse mp3 that she ordered & headed jurong east thereafter to meet my sweeties! YEAH! Shauna Wati Velvelyn jianwei herman Dennis! XD YAY! We went JP (wahahaha, my usual hung-out place *Hung cus it's past tense hahaha) & i finally got to watch 4bia.
After the movie, we bought colored hair extentions (hahaha* ) Mine's pink in colour XD I think we are so cool haha! Also, Jianwei is so annoying uh! Throughout the whole trip, he had "dian" me for like umpteen times ! ): I was so pitiful Hmpfs!

Well Well, i personally feel that this movie is really not what i had expected? The stories are too short & it kind of became meaningless to me? Furthermore, many parts of the movie (Especially the second story) is too too animated and exaggerated & they became laughing stocks instead of being scary?
However, the parts that were bloody and super gruesome was indeed terrifying uh ^^ Shauna was screaming the whole while. Wahahah love, don't kill me kays i blog about you hehe.

By the way, hubby come over my house yesterday! YAY! LOVES HIM MUACKS ~!!! He's so adorable he makes me love him deeper as the day passes :) WAHAHAH.

Ya so i have opened new taiwan Sprees which are really very affordable and rare * You can never find them in retail shops here! XD
Support me please?
In Addition, i have added many new items to my instocks (Stocks i have at home ) Dresses, tops, Skirts, Hoodies & more! Come & have a look @ http://myferrywheel.blogspot.com~~!!

I got to go & have my princess rest soon, uber tired ): I have to head to the post office tomorrow to mail items out ):


i love my byby hubbyby! XD

Boo! Msn is so weird!

I was chatting halfway with Joanne & people when my lappie suddenly shutted itself on me & restarted itself . Oh well, i wonder what's wrong with this frigging lousy lappie?

Anyway, mum have been reminding me to dial Compaq up & enquire why my lappie is so so so LOUSY but i've been tooo lazy to do so. Nah , i mean, I AM too lazy to go so. Therefore, i've been procrastinating. Aww. Bad, Bad.

Joanne were saying she baked cookies today .Aww. How nice. I want a new oven! Hmpfs! Dardar!!! Sponsor me can? *Grins*

Don't you think this sweater is simply gorgeous? Aww. How i wish it's mine!

): To some of my continuous blog readers, you guys might be wondering why the lack of updates yea? Reason is : I'm kinda lazy nowadays and spent most of my time relaxing at home playing with lucky. Also, i'm so tired of blogging & i've ran out of things to blog ): My life is mundane,you see (:

To people who got their hearts broken, failed their tests or feel really rejected. I wish to say :"Jiayou! Carry on working hard, you'll realise that it's worth the wait afterall (:"

I'm excited (: I'm going on a date with hubby tomorrow! YAY! All the way to 4bia! Woohoo!! I've been wanting to catch it since it haven't been released! (: Well, i truly hope the director of shutter will not disappoint me (:

In addition, I'm closing the Cleocat-fashion Spree Tomorrow,11.59pm sharp.

Come on people, support me! Prices are reduced & faster arrival time just for you XD

Http://myferriswheel-preorders.blogspot.com for more details.

Alternatively, you can simply log on to www.cleocat-fashion.com & email Myferrywheel@hotmail.com your item url & Name (:

TATA!

Good night!~

Update

Hellooooo prettayyys!

I'm finally here to update my *going-to-rot-soon blog. Wahaha. And today, prettays like you all are going to see my dear beloved lucky who'd urinated twice, poo-ed once & vomitted once for me to clean up! HAHAHA I was many times a lil mad at him i admit, but upon seeing his innocent looks, i'll just unknowillingly play with him again. HAHAHA Super adorable muacks i love lucky! :D When i wake up in the morning, he would jump and jump wanting to let me sayang him haha so cutes right. Wahaha. And and, i can use him to threaten husband because he's like soooo Jealous of him . Hehe. That's because lucky's quite fortunate i always play and sayang him. kekes. Therefore, husband would be like "eh you stupid dog! Don't come near my wife hor!" Then then to me and say :"Eee. you dirty girl! You better don't touch me because you've just touched the dog!"

Let's meet lucky the fab! Hahaha!*looks down*

The picture is really unclear as he is a very blackie poodle but he's not ugly at all i swear! I welcome people to come & visit him too! Ohs, sheila! When are you even coming? & Why didn't you reply my msg? Hmpfs. Heads you! ):

Hahaha, Anyway, i love my husband. Wahahaha. Muacks baby (: MUACKKKSKSSSKKKSSSS~(Typed on 6Sep)







(continued on 7sep)
Alrights, i went off halfway last night as mummy was flaring mad at me when she realised my eyes were still glued to my lappie @ like 2am plus. HAHAHA Well well, i'm here to say i've got my bebebebebebe hubbyyyyyyy 2 tees :) It's in size Large, i doubt he can wear it anyway ):

HAHAHA I went out with 2 pretty sisters today for dinner & i bought a Passion Fragance ~ Apparently, it's a perfume with a really sweet and fruity smell ~ I love the smell (:
After discussion with my sister and mummy, we've decided to invest ... *Secret* hehe ! oh well, that's not for you to know anyway! I miss my husband ): I hope i can see him tomorrow.




As for the class chalet tomorrow,
i doubt so i can go as mummy just told me i'm supposed to stay at home & take care of my couzzins and lucky. ): I'm kind of sad as the girls are going to watch 4bia without me! Oh! How sad ! ):


Myferrywheel isn't doing that good & i'm looking for advertisers who can help in advertising my blog (Tag at blogshops) Please tag me/Pm me/ Email me if you are willing to do so & Quote your price :) thanksss !




Lastly,
I need $$$$$$$$$$$ ! Why is it so hard to find? Hmms.

Tag Replies Here*

Yvonne - Haha Thanks babe but i think i suck leh ): Sure Flunk my exam until

cannot flunk anymore!! And baby, i have a dog poodle leh!

Jade - HAHAHA what sounds wrong! Correct what! Zzz. Don't be so mean cans! ):

Jianwei- Nope i'm so sorry i can't even go! ): Really wish i could go! ):

Jing- Haha Why head jianwei! :)

Kelly- Ya man love! Our consience is clear right! Hees :) Muacks love you i can't go

Chalet, can't go watch 4bia with you all! ):

Fides-Yepps it's 100% mine haha! Yups the mp3 player is really cute larrhs! Huh!

You didn't receive???!!! ): WHY!

Wati- WAHAHAHA i've already posted it up babe! I miss you! :)

p/s: I miss the girls , the laughters, the craziness, the fun & enjoyment !
(Yes yes i'm referring to you! *winks* )Enjoy the class chalet w/o me ! ): I love you all~ Muacks!@@

p/sss I miss Daphni! ): Can't webcam her anymore! I miss Fides! ): She didn't even receive the letter i sent! Haven't hear her voice for 32328472949324days! ):