Exhausted!

Yes, I'm exhausted again!
But i have something in mind to say ,
I don't know how wrong it might sound but i just want to say.
I think my poly clique are starting to hate me.
It's just like we don't talk much & i have this feeling of wanting to ask them why yet do not dare.
I don't know. I'm more sensitive towards this kind of thing.
Maybe you may say i'm thinking too much but my instincts are normally accurate.
Like i feel that they don't want to talk much to me or something.
I feel so .... i want to know what happened yet it's difficult to ask.
I'm feeling very bad now i just want to cry ):
But nah, i won't cry okay Don't worry.
I told baby hubby about it & he told me this :
" Don't worry, if you can't find out what happened. You still have me. I'll be your support forever. No matter emotionally or mentally. I love you , jiayou okay?"
His words made me cry as i was kinda touched hahaha.
I love him, true actually i know he would be there for me. Muacks baby!
I'm just gotta end here for more updates on my daily life, please go to my xanga okay!
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I trusted you & now you proved me wrong. Stop saying sorry, it doesn't help. It only reminds me of how stupid i was. I don't want to hear your apology anymore.
It's my fault for being stupid and made the wrong judgement. But , i'm really disappointed in you. I treated you as my close friend but eversince i got to know that from him, i started to understand how stupid i was. Nah, it's okay. I don't mind.


P/s.And i feel so guilty & stupid of not contributing much to the project.