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''from left to right: jingyu, zhu!, sotong =D''

Pictures took yesterday =D

''liming did this''


''my hair messy messy! ''


''our faces are like very squarish.lol''


''yours sincerely,and y i said ppl gave me strange looks''


''he was laughing but i have no idea why.''


''cute liming! =D''


''inverted''


''he looks better in real =]''


''my photogenic aiai!''


''samuel playing pool!''







Random pictures=]


''i look kiddish''


''pouts''

''i was playing hula hoop=D''


''i'm a small gerl :D''

Malay wedding...

is so different from chinese weddings. oh my tian. Early in the morning they conduct singing sessions that shook us awake from our dreams. After that they tune their voices louder and disrupt us watching our shows. hahas. Totally different from chinese weddings. Hee but different cultures have their own meanings. So, i'm elated for the new wedds at my void deck =D May they lead a blissful life ever with many many kids. hee.



Today's not a good day either. With my sensitive nose acting up again, hais. i need lots of rest. But whenever i try to slp, i can't. Abnormally feeling cold in such a hot weather. Lol. Wanted to study but couldn't stand it. it just feels so miserable and terrible. lalala. Hate days like this, just couldn't do anything right. Hai.



I think i gotta stop here already. tata.





This feeling is so miserable. euuks.
*prays hard* it'll be gone soon

study luhh.

I totally abhor going Jurong Point at night getting squeezed by Bangalas!



No no. I'm not a racist. Just read on to find out why.


''i'm sixteen, still can act cute =D''


Met up with sheila aiai , liming and samuel today. I seriously knows that i'm a kuku-". (Hee someone's gonna say i'm a pian tai lerrhs! hee.) Anyway, I am such a BLUR QUEEN luh. I asked them to meet at 3PM myself eh. But then i reckon i was too engrossed in my s-m-s le larh, i thought i was supposed to meet them at 2 . So, i silly-ly thought i was late when i was still in the bus at 2.10pm. LOL. I alighted the bus and called liming afterwhich i found out i'm such a kuku. Sheila was still not prepared yet and that meanie liming told me he wanted to find me first before going to sheila's house. LOL i said he's a meanie because he said this ''okay okay, i'll come and find you. Call me when sheila's ready'' Duh! isn't that the same as asking me to wait for sheila? Fancy having a gandi like him, i can be qi si de arh! lol. Okay so i was alone i went to gekpoh's toilet and hid there. Cam-whored there because the toilet is like so lovely, with a huge mirror and the toilet patrons all shot me with a ''what's she doing?'' look. Heh.


''i wanna my specs!! hai''



Finally met up with them after my long wait and we went to the billard room. Studied there and do silly stuffs there. ahahas. Eventually samuel came and liming started playing pool with him. Took tons of pic today lah. But due to the stupid lack of function of my fone, i cannot post them up. Hee. Anyway , we stayed there till 6 plus and i went to JP with aiai.<br>

'heels''


After getting her stuff, aiai and i decided to go home. I swear i saw gays. LOL. Bangalas somemore. LOl. They were touching each other's butts. So, on our way out, the mall was so crowded and uber squeezy larh. I hate getting squeezed by the many bangalas. I am really frightened of them because i can really still remember the swimming incident vaguely. That's why i said ''i'm never gonna wear bikini to stadiums for swims AGAIN.'' It's something so embarrasing and crazy luh. For ppl whom are completely unsure of what happened, i shall say : i got molested by bangala on one fateful day i wore bikini to jurong east stadium. I hate that bangala larh. eeeuukk!.



''looks lovely doesn't it?''


Luqman told me he's still waiting for me.Since last year. I feel so unsure how can i tell him that i'll rather be his sister. I really feel very silly of myself. All the while he was hinting me that he smoked because of me. I asked him why he smoked but he just say ''i know the reason, but u ask urself lor'' and he got me trying to figure out what he meant. Now i truly understand but i really do not want him to smoke and harm himself luh. I hate smokers , i hate cigarettes, but i hate him ruining himself even more! hais. silly boy.
Junwei just confessed to me. I dun wanna give him false hope i dun wanna make him wait. But he insists. hais. it's unfair to him!


''yours sincerely,''



Hmm, i was wondering which outfit suits me best. Can visitors give me opinions of what kinda clothes suits me best? Like eh tees, spaghettis, racer-backs,with shorts?jeans?skirts? or perhaps dresses?



you're the sweetest.
xiexie ni.

change of skin.

Had a change of blogskin lerhhs. Hmm, which one is better eh? The old one or this? Hee. Please please visitors tell me kayys =D I like this as this is strawberry eh. And i'm a huge fan of strawberry!!



Tons of pictures .My apologies if u can't stand it =D


''me wibb my MIA specs!! - missed'' ''i really adore this book''




''yours truly,'' ''i am like head over heels in love with this luh!!!''




''-_- gers, i wanna beaching!''




please, i need opinions!!

chemistry exam

I did the chemistry paper today. It was pretty easy i must say, but i didn't study yesterday luh. Was so emotional and in no mood to study. Hee. Lucky for me, i managed to attempt most of the questions. But hor, while doing halfway, i realised i forgot my pencil at home, so i skipped those electronic structures kinda questions lor. I was thinking ''perhaps i could do them later''. In the end, i didn't have enough time to lahh. Hais.. sian sian! the questions were a lot, time given were too short larh. I'm whinning again!! hee.



Dionis was not feeling well today. She looked so fragile and sick leh . i'm worried for her. =) . aiai!! recover soon!!. hee. i love ya babe!

some randoms again :D paiseh luh.

''hee. i was trying my sis's'' ''nco p-o-p hidayah and me''
I really detest walking in the back alley at times like just now eh. Friday, so many malay ppl will go mosque , especially the malay westwood guys!! They looked at me as if i'm some kinda freak eh. Duh. what i do sia? I only just happened to be in the same bus stop flooded with westwood-ians waiting for the same bus as them nia ~. Diaos.



By the way, i saw haqim (not really sure his name eh.) twice today. He is the guy who said he absent himself for school and waited for me just to get my no. de. In the end, i didn't turn up and he didn't saw me.Hmm. I saw him with his girlfwen. Hee sweet larh. =DD. When he saw me he was like embarrased and astonished larhh . Furthermore, i'm paiseh too eh. So i just look at the ground an walked off. Hee. luckily his gf there eh. If not i dunno what's gonna happen. teehee.

''i wanna wanna wanna this luh!!!'' ''enormous nco cake''

Was all smiles today ! =D right from the moment i woke up , i was smiling like an insane. Hee. Well, i smile because obviously i'm happy and as for why i'm happy, it's a secret larh! =PP. (hee. happy cus i didn't expect sme would do sth =DD )



Hmm. i wanna emphasis on something i mentioned the previous blog. Yah i did ask ppl to tag if u happen to past by my blog. But i swear i didn't ask you to flood my tagboard eh!! hehe. Just a gentle reminder nia larh. Not specially for anyone =D


''mie'' ''the cools''

OHmgoodness, i'm so gonna advertise this guy. A super duper cute and handsem guy larh! He look like my boyfriend!!(Utt.) Heehee. how i wish i have someone like that. =P kekekes. hehe. See see! This link :


=DDD http://www.friendster.com/user.php?statpos=bc&uid=3794693


Hehes. kiekies. getting off here.gotta bathe le.. Tata.


''nice isn't it? drawn by: halzan!!''

I would be the happiest girl if i can see ur msg every night.lalala.
Big girls dun cry! But i'm a small girl =D

oral!! Mt oral exam!

And FINALLY, i had O LEVEL MT ORAL EXAM!!
What a big news eh. LOL. Just something to grab your attention larh. hee.


Did physics prelim one paper two today. It was so infuriating larhh! The ones i was confident of didn't came up but the ones i didn't study came up. I was like a mad girl who didn't know what to do just now when i saw the blanks i left. Omtian. So, in a super slow mode, i filled up the blanks with my own 'sarah's law' one by one. I reckon i'm so so gonna get a so called ''beautiful'' paper with lots of crosses in red. Hmm, nvm. Prelim one's just a trial so i really will not regret for not chiong-ing for the exams. It will affect my performance for prelim two if i did i'm sure.

some random pics .

evidence: ''i did studied!!''


''these just look so awesome =D''


Well, after the paper, dionis, zhihui and i went to gp's mac. They were meanies they tempted me to eat eh. LOL. Fastfood is like so DREADFUL for a girl who's trying to maintain her shape?. Lol. wasn't discipline enough. heh. Anyway, i had pancakes (it was still 10++ in the morning.) , and people, hee i'm proud to say that we conquer the mac just now. We were the only students! hee. LOL. i'm a bit hyper today. paiseh.



So after slacking at mac, we went to the toilet. I was so OUTdated larh. I didn't know the toilet there's been renovated. It was very clean and totally out of place for some place like gp. LOL. We headed school after that. Had two rounds of table soccer!! It was so exhilarating and super thrilling leh. hee. Fancy me getting so excited over it. But it was really very nerve-wrecking for me eh. I nearly had a heart attack. Hee. At the same time, super hilarious. I was absolutely ''laughing my ass out''. hee.


''i love strawberry luh!''


''reflections in the lift''

After the game, we went to the library. MAnaged to find some hidden cook recipe books and went to settle down. Lalala. Xueqi was like ''oh-my-tian larh!'' She was obviously hungry but she still feigned her hunger until we heard a groaning sound which came out of the blue, from her. LOL . Thus, she ran to get some food to eat. she's mad luh, hungry = must eat. But she's so persistent she doesn't want to eat everytime or rather, she would eat and after few bites, ''im full'' and the poor unwanted food goes into the rubbish binbin. lol.



Dionis asked me about 'the shan-hu-hai guy while xueqi went to get her food . I told her everything and she scolded me dumb and stupid! She said i should sms him now larh! And she lectured that i should said yes when he asked me whether will him have a chance to be with me NEXT time. She was like, ''wah! u kuku la! where got people liddat say de?! u shld say YES marrh! ''. Adding on to this, she said '' I thot u two are gonna be together already when u said just now he said that he love you too, u kuku eh! ''. i was like ''uh, i really regret asking him the very first silliest question eh! hais. You think i want this meh?! I'm sad and hurt too de lor!'' . I told and showed her messages from him. I admit i'm really dumb and silly . And the fact that i love him more than i've ever loved any guy is really torturing me. I'm so head over heels '' with him but i couldn't find the reason why. Hais. I just wanna let him know that i will wait bahhs. As i said, i'm dumb and am a really kuku- bird marhs. But, i really do not know how to tell him or rather should i tell him. I somehow have a feeling he's blocking me in msn, a sign of avoiding me . I am really frightened i do not dare to msg him le. Hope it is just my unwanted worries and not true at all.


''annyung haseyo!!''


''hee. i love him =D , my lovely godson''

ORAL exam was pretty easy, ignoring the fact that i used a lot of singlish . i practically ''eh'' ''eh..'' a lot of times . It shld be 5 times if i'm correct. Hee but the invigilator was friendly i must say, they've been patient with me. Thank god their not any hard guys difficult to deal with. The passage was easy. Conversation was alrite i guess. In the hall, i was so nervous that my mind went completely blank and while i wanted to say words like ''ka fei dian'' and ''bu dong shi'', i ended up saying ''eh.. mei shi.. eh can guan'' and ''eh.... bu cheng shou'' . Funny isn't it? Stupid mistakes larh. But luckily the meanings are the same. hee. Something to smile about. Francis larh! So envious of him. He told me '' it's better than my expectations , everything came out so smoothly'' . I compared it with my '' ehh..ehh..'' Oh my tian! okay anyway, it's over so forget it larhh.



On the way home,i was astonished by the reaction of a guy in the bus. He was peeping at me larh! With his strange expression. Annoying. Anyway, it's rare to see my fringe pined up like today. Hee wanted to give a good impression of myself to the invigilator marhhs =D



Came home and received a call from mum asking a favor which was quite absurd. She asked me to bring money to the polyclinic to help my bro settle his medical bill. In the end, i run to sunshine place's atm booth and transfered 20dollars to his account.Hurt my eye with my stupid keys because of running. OUCH! hen tong eh! Hais. i HATE ppl aiming my account's money de lor! It's like all the savings are money that i scrimped and saved de leh. Then the next second, it would be gone be just a click. Hais. I wanted to save more and pamper myself with an mp4 de but i guess my hopes are crashed already. My bank account's balance is only left with a PATHETIC $$20++ Hai. Why isn't there sth like money rain? hee.


Andohya, i realised a lot of ppl do visit my blog but they just won't tag! Thus i assumed they didn't know anything about me when they actually did. aiyo! TAG LARHHS!! View le dun wana tag, BAD BAD!!


''sheila aiai eh tag tag!! hehe''


''nice nice!! very costly decorations =(''




Chem's paper two tmr. So tired of studying already. Stupid exam timetable. Hais. That's all, ta .




Wherever you go, whatever you do, i will be right here waiting for you.

我想要说　我想要说如果没有了你
我该如何往下走那一秒钟　
有没有发现我　倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手　在这一切之后
默写你的爱过　坦承自己脆弱
对白怎么说　表情才不难过

I think my fever's back again. Feeling all hot over. Hais. Shall go study for tmr's phys paper tomorrow. I hate falling sick on exam periods! missed 3 papers already eh. Hais.


I dun wish to be believe. Just let me calm down first.
It's so .... My head's spinning around. My body's burning.
My heart's bleeding. I just feel so. Miserable.

nuts.

bad day, bad day, BIG BAD DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Went to school and found myself being sick. Madly used 5 Packets of tissue and am still using!!!!! Realised i have a fever and my head's spinning like what larh....... I'm sooooooooooo gonnna faint!!! Had blackouts just now. hais. I'm always getting sick luh. chem/phys/maths paper tmr. Haven yet stuff all those theories into my brain eh.. Please please, let me recover after a nap. please!!!!!


DES: It's okay la girl. We share the same fate. I'll support you de. Help you find what's wrong kay? Dun be sad girl. If you're sad, i should be more forlorn than you. I messed up everything. Miss him lots like you miss 'him. hais. kkays. jiayou!! I'm feeling terrible. omytian!

under construction.

This blog is under construction!!!!!!! hee. Anyway ppl, do watch the youtube video i left on the jukebox session. It's very sad and super touching. It's kiss-because i'm a girl. i just love it larh. hehes. OH-em-tian. Prelim one's starting tomorrow and you know what? lol. i stil haven study lehh!! oh gosh. Dead le. Hee nvm. will go off now kkays. hees. study people! jiayou sarah! =))
To : you know who you are.
Do not ask me how i feel. I rather not say anything larhs. I'm... totally speechless. What more can i say? Hais. Hmm just remember to takecare of yourself bahs. I really didn't blame you. It's alrights. I'm kinda used to it already. Jiayou kies? No matter what , i'll be behind you =)) And please please, do not apologise le kkays?



Gotta end here already, cya ppl!

moodless.

Completely moodless. I'm so troubled i'm sooo gonna burst any minute. I'm really trying my best. What more do you guys want? What's so wrong with me that makes you guys do these? I hate it. Why can't i just be like sleeping beauty and take a long long break, never to wake up again. Crazy sister. Crazy o level. Crazy mother. Crazy me. ARHS!!! Very frustrated !!!!. I've already tried my best not to raise my voice and be nice to you . What more do you want???!!! . I hate you my spoilt petty crazy sister!! . How i wish i can be alone right now. I need space and time and i need a break, a pretty long one indeed.

i've been pondering..Does he mean what he said? It's really not that i do not trust him. I have faith in him, it's just his actions that are getting me paranoid. Maybe all that he could have done is to make me feel that i'm important to him? Simple things like smsing me, caring more about me. Is it too much? Hmm. i guess i'm really at lost now. He knows my feelings, he knows ... does he really knows me? Or rather, do i really know him?? It 's strange how i feel as i can't really describe it. It's just.. you have to feel it. I'm tired of all these trying. All the stupid and useless attempts. It doesn't help anything at all. In fact, instead, everything's going hay-wire. I'm going mad too , soon , if this goes on.. I reckon. Msn window with him. Many things i wanna tell him. I just wldn't type it out fully. Melvin luozhiwei. can you just care for me a lil more? hais hais. I know you have ur problems too. I'm sorry i'm so demanding. Why not you just ignore me? HAishais. *cross fingers* he'll never get to see this.

p/s: lastly, i'm sick of saying i love you already. Why don't you say it instead ? you'll be doing me a great favour.

kbox.

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMING!!!!! hope you enjoyed yourself and appreciate the pressie we gave. kekekes. I really had a great time. hee. =)) kbox!! i sung my guts out. Lol. Hehe. Anyway, i was really in a bad mood and my mind kinda ran wild . I wanted them to stop singing shan hu hai because it was really bad. teehee. But i didn't stop them . Instead, i snatched the mike from yq and sung with liming and guys. Hais. I was kinda in the mist of crying, i wouldn't take it anymore so, i cried. I was weeping so badly that yq got frightened he keep looking at me and stuffing me with tissue. I'm really sorry i cried. hais.
Shan hu hai. I hate this song. It reminds me of melvin. Everything about us. Though it was all years ago, but since we got into contact again, i miss him. Practically every minute that i'm free my mind would wander off to the vague memories i had with him.Many times i feel like confessing, but i just couldn't do it. Well, i reckon he would not want to know it too . I guess he's getting on fine with his life, already have a girl in his mind, and wouldn't care a heck about me.
I'm crestfallen, frankly.

p/s: what should i do? tell me what can i do?

will not blog for long long ....ago =P

Hmm. just here to blog again. Had a bad day today actually. Duh. Rather not talk about it or mull over it anymore. Anyway, i reckon i will not be blogging so often already. Bought a diary so i guess, might kinda neglect this blog already? hee. Furthermore, four more mths luh!!


p/s: please pardon me for not replying message.

storiibooks.

Reading marathon!!! heehee.
Dear blog, i think i'm crazy le lah. hehes. Just fall in love with reading recently. Hee. peepos, read more !! you will understand what i mean. hee.
Had tuition today, at the library . It felt quite strange at first but eventually we got used to the atmosphere. kekes. oh fark! someone just humiliated me. wtf, if u guys have your needs, just FISH OFF to geylang lar! I'm not any loose girl who goes around satisfying guy's needs lor! FISH!!! i'm so angry lar. DON'T ASK ME TO BE YOUR PARTTIME GIRLFRIEND TO SATISFY YOUR NEEDS AND ASSUME THAT I HAVE MINE TOO BECAUSE NOT EVERYONE IS SO FISHING HORNY LIKE YOU. fark. totally ruin my day. HATE HIM LOADS
! roylcl@hotmail.com. this person humiliated me. oh fark. HE's such an annoying farker and pest.


Completely in no mood to blog any further. peepos, sorry for the offensive langguage. I'm really totally cross now. ARHS.


p/s: i nearly said ''i wan to be with you, i will never hurt you like others did because they doesnt noe hoe to appreciate you. but i've been waiting all along. iloveyou.''

blog blog./

Back to blog again. hehes. Went to cck polyclinic just now. I hate that polyclinic. It's lousy . It's not that i want to make a negative feedback on it but i somehow feel they should upgrade it a lil'? It's Not like jurong's . Jurong's system is so so many times more efficient, more enjoyable to wait there too. heeh. That's because of the aircon theerrree. teehee. Anyway, i was saying we waited for so long. You see, we arrived at 11.45am and we went off at 3pm. Pathetic isn't it? hees.

By the way,
jiajie dear!!! paituo paituo DON'T DON'T kachau me le larrh! YOu arhh!. aiyo. Still say i guailan. Hee i dun deny that but hor, aiya just dun like ppl to disturb me at the wrong time. KKAy? hee. muacks love you my gan laogong =)
Anyway, people please try to sms my other card no. kay? I think i used too much sms and i'm pretty sure i can expect a shocking bill this month. *sighs. Ponders when will i ever learn to ignore people and not reply them. hee. It's not that great to do that anyway. *grins.

I wonder what's happening. Sheila said i'm having a tao hua yun period. It's not that i dislike it or really love it . But, it's irritating luh. You see, guys will start coming back to u suddenly and confidently say that they are sure you still have feelings for them? Oh gosh. How nice and enjoyable can it be? Duh. Look at this:

i am the -xiaoling...
Usually events... is another guy whom i lost contact with 2yrs ago.
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
h i
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
hi
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
happi to see u here
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
hahas
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
me too hw are u?
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
bor in
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
hahas. are u wrking?
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
ns
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
ohhs
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
for so long?
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
2 yrs ma
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
hahas. left hw long ?
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
11 months
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
u got miss me mah>??
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
hahas.
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
?
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
hmm today not in e army meh?
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
on mc
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
tml go back
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
are u scik?
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
*sick
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
y u p
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
u alrtie?
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
takekaires ya
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
i want to see u
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
lei
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
miss u so much
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
hahas?
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
has since been a long time i see u le
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
hmm.
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
ur nick is saying me annoying ah>
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
no larh
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
not u
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
hahas
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
some other guysss
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
icic
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
still rmb i sing to u last time
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
hahas.
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
did u?
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
ohhs
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
what song?
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
hahas
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
sorry i cant recall. cus my frens all want to sing to me one
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
...
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
nvm
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
sowie
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
hehe
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
u still wana see me th is week
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
this week?
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
im not free
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
icic
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
nvm
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
when u free?
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
i'm not too sure
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
next week i'm going back schh
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
this week i'm not free
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
icic
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
th is week totally nt free?
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
yaa
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
icic nvm
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
last time u wana see me, i also didnt bother
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
huh?
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
u mean i am lying to u that im not free now?
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
no lor
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
no la
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
i didnt
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
i understand
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
jus see u a wh ile also enough le
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
errm. u stil have my no yeah?
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
dun hav e le
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
cause change hp
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
ohhs.
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
u wana give me>
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
hmm. when i'm free i sms u ?
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
o k
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
nvm if u nt free nvm
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
ur no.?
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
9062****
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
urs?
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
9785****
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
i st ill love u the way i do last time
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
but i've gt my reasons for running away
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
ohhs. ay.
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
u understand?
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
yarrhs
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
i kn i hurt u last time
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
but i didnt mean it
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
it's alrite
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
i understand
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
will u giv me second chance>>?
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
eh.
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
not now bahs. i just wanna get over with o lvl now
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
icic
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
i kn us till do hav feel for me
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
hmm why liddat sae?
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
jus my feeling
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
hmm what if ur feelings are not correct?
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
cant be
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
is been the same since i left for ns
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
no?
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
??
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
my feelings for u will nvr change de
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
ignore u i feel worse even than u
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
i cant stop th inking abt u (wat e ???)
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
serious?
xiiaoliing * - stop asking to meet me it's sooo annoying~!. says:
why?
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
i also dunno
Usually Events Changed A Person, But this time, I gona Changed some events says:
nvm nt ur fault

So , how about that? lol. You lost contact with him for 2 yrs and he came back with that ? I DON'T LIKE him furthermore. Duh.
Anyway, i feeling perplexed. Somehow or rather, i feel like i actually stil love someone (another guy luh) whom i lost contact with. It's not my ex. In fact, he is just a guy whom i once loved and whom loved me too but we didn't end up together. I guess he knows who is him bahs. Hais. Why did he suddenly come back into my life and got me reminded of the happy moments we had? I'm missing him. Duh. I'm so .... ^^ . Alrights. i'm ending it here. ta!


p/s: i love to see ppl getting jealous over me. teehee. im a big bad meanie.

random pics.

Here are some random pictures. Hee. Hope you guys won't go mad and start thinking why i am so zilian,which i admit i am =) it's not a crime marh. heee.


my face looks chubby here! euuuk.
shuai? hee. i love nan xue zhang =P
i love my bro's fone! i want that too.!
nim and i. oh this was like ages ago. i love her =)

messed up =X
i look peculiar here. funny. LOL.
Negative feelings.
ohhs. my boyfriend!! isn't him handsome? love him bits and pieces!!

lalala. dun worry lar, i promised u guys le.

miie.
LOL. i look like some primary school geek here. silly faces..
hurt.
i love this one! very unique and ehs original? haahss.

miie.