a story.

Once upon a time,
there was a girl X who was hurt because of a guy, the guy is just a minor character therefore his identity is not important. Guy Y,her gan-stead, told her that he was stil waiting for her since she got together with the minor. She, heartbroken and helplessly , she did not bother about what he said and told him she treat him as a gan-stead. Think about this, how many girls would be so stupid and insane to get together with another guy when she just got her heart broken and hurt?

Girl Z is girl X's best fren. While Guy Y told girl X that he had been waiting, Guy Y was wooing girl Z. Guy Y always call girl X to ask for girl Z's whereabout. Sometimes, girl X's doesnt know how to react. Is it pure jealousy because she likes him? or is it because she's jealous of people's happiness- the simple thing that's she been searching for. She made up her mind. It was because she was envious of her best fren, of her happiness that she no longer owns.

Finally one day, girl Z told girl X that she is together with guy Y already. Girl X felt so ridiculous, how absurd it was that guy Y can tell her that he's waiting but at the same time he got girl Z. She accepted the fact, but didn't even tell girl Z about it. Eventually, she got over her ex-boyfriend after all those silly things she did like weeping, cutting herself, doing the silliest thing one could have done. But, deep inside her heart, she felt very lonely, she pondered why her friends doesn't seem to think about her and make her feel welcomed. She felt so lonely, so down, and she hated her life. She wanted to end it, but whenever she thought of her family who cares so much about her, her mum, her siss, her bro, she got over that dumb idea.

One day, she got mood swing. She felt really unwelcomed by everyone she started messaging anyone in her contact list that would probably have a chat with her. She scrolled down the names. She found this name : guy Y. She wondered whether to message him or not and in the end, carrying the idea of just to have a friend chat with him she messaged him. He asked her what happened and she said she need someone to chat with, mood swings. He was worried when she didn't reply him (at least that's what he said.). Suddenly, he called her. *rings . The phone went. She ignored it. *one new message.* She opened the message. It read ''Do you know i still love you? I feel so sorry to you that i let you down .'' by GUY Y. She found it truly unbelievable and crazy that guy Y typed that and sent her. She replied '' i dunno. i dun wanna noe. you chose her, be nice to her, cherish her.''. After a few sms guy Y asked her out for movie the following day. She replied '' eh, no. enjoy the movie with her. ''

After few days, she saw this message that says ''wanna go study on wednesday ?'' -guy Y. It was tuesday that night. She thought that girl Z will also be going so she went. When she met him, she wan't there . She asked him ''where's girl Z?''. ''oh. she couldn't make it'' he replied. After studying, he insisted to send her home. They walked home and stayed at the void deck for quite long as it was 7.15pm, 45 mins to 8 and guy Y said he want to take the cab home so they thought of chatting til 8 when the extra cab charge would be over. They chatted and lost track of time. She asked him ''eh, u went to OCH bfore huh?'' . He replied ''ya. but didnt successfully go in bfore''. He started saying things that totally freaks her out. Like ''they saw a girl in red blabla.''. She got so frightened and she didn't know what happen when suddenly guy Y hug her. Her mind went totally blank but after few secs, she pushed his hand away. ''You have a girlfren le! i'm going home!'' was what she said. At home, she groans ''i think i fell for him already. God bless me.It's so wrong .!'' On thursday, she went movie with hiim as she couldn't find any one who's free on thursday. She thought it was just friends' outing.

On that day, in the cinema, the guy tried to hold her. She rejected . He fed her popcorn. She rejected. He tried again. She rejected. Finally, her heart got soft and she was too lazy and awkward to reject her again. So, to repay him, she fed her too. After the movie, he sent her home. She was moody the whole journey home thinking about what she just did in the cinema. It was absolutely shameless and mad of her to allow such things to happen. She tried to tel guy Y that she want to end this relationship but she couldn't say the words out. The words were stuck right at her throat. Eventually, the guy stood in front of her, she was leaning onto the wall and asked her ''what's wrong with you? dun wanna go home , dun wanna sit down chat what u want?''. She hugged the guy , crying , and went home straight. At homw, she messaged him and tell him she want to end everything , and that the hug was just a way of thanking him for the day he gave. She was truly happy that day, with him out. It was beyond words how long she didnt felt that elated. The guy didnt get what she was trying to imply and when he finally got it, he replied '' but i dun wish to end it''.

Meanwhile, her phone rang. Guy Y told her that girl Z initiated break-up with him. They had a conference. It turned out that guy Y told girl Z that he was with girl X the two days. During the conference, girl Z asked girl X to say what exactly happened. She denied and said nothing happened. Afterall, she wanted to just forget everything as she thought girl Z didn't know anything that happened - the slightest detail. Suddenly guy Y got frustrated he almost shouted ''just tell her the truth!''. It turned out that he told girl Z girl X hugged him and that girl X love him and vice versa. girl X felt so strange a guy would say that but she didnt know how to reply so she just said ''okay fine! it was my fault! not any of your fault alright!'' girl X hanged the phone the instance and ignored every call that comes. She didnt know what to do except to escape from reality. She was at lost. Total mess.

After a night of endless sorrows and crying , girl X woke up to find her eyes swollen due to the weeping the last night, her head spiinning around like the world's gonna end. She told her fren about all that happened, she insisted she should tell girl Z the truth , and not to shoulder all the blame and suffer alone, allowing others to see her in a bad way. Her friend knew it was not entirely her fault. Helplessly, she messaged girl Z everything - the whole truth , everything typed down here . About she and guy Y's meeting, everything they did. Guy Y somehow knew what she did, and messaged her ''you are right, you are a SLUT! , who dies and nobody will care'' She fell hurt, she thought '' was i wrong to tell her the truth? just to be called a SLUT by him? '' at this instance, all the love she developed for him on the first study day drifted away, slowly. She was in great pain , vunerable and completely LOST.

Girl X promised girl Z never to contact guy Y again so, after quarreling with guy Y , saying stuff like '' i've seen ur true colors. you are really a SLUT. who goes around telling stories saying all my BAD things.''. she replied ''aren't u a coward if i am a slut? or a fishing two-timer? or a fishing bastard? who does not dare to admit what you had done , all i told her was the truth, the fishing facts that you wouln't want her to know! '' Anyway, he finally apologised to girl X but girl X knew she will never forget that once in his eyes, she was just a SLUT! She sent him a last message when things were alright and she told him she will never contact him again as promised to girl Z.
The next day, girl Z message girl X ''girl X, i had decided to end everything with him.. i dun wan to listen to his lies anymore.. just hope that we are jus frens coz u are not that cause all these. '' she replied '' i have no hope to be treated as ur fren anymore, it was my fault.'' He messaged girl X again and asked why is she avoiding him. She didnt reply but just sent this to girl Z ''please tell him not to message me anymore. I wan to keep my promise to you never to contact her again. Thanks. '' She replied a forward-ed message '' If she want me not to disturb her sms me herself lar! fine! tell her that i will not disturb her anymore! ''.


That's the end of the story, now tell you guys. Girl X's me for your information and as for girl Y, my best fren. i really regret , a LOT. You see, everything was just so unintentional.

p/s: i wanna be princess fiona, i want my own fairytale.